To live through the days remaining

Change in blog

2008-07-06T14:37:00.003+08:00

Hey guys! I had a change in my blog... cuz of various reasons anyway here is my new link! Remember to relink and tag me! Thanks

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Term break!

2008-06-10T00:12:00.002+08:00

Its Term Break!! Well its tuesday now but because it just pass 12 so right now i am enjoying my deserve term break =)

It had been a real stress Year 2 term 1 and the worst is yet to come and i do believe =/....
So what did i acutally did over the weekend? Guan Jie ended his jc year2 exam but not A lvls so decided to organise a outing with felicia and called Shu fen, Feng wei, Chu xiang, Junping and Zhao lun and we went to plaza sing to play pool and shop shop eat eat! Although orchard road is just a common town road but eversince my busy days came i did not really went down although its a sat night crowded with peas but i still feel very happy as i am together with my friends and the bustling sounds from the streets and make me feel i am still alive =x well but we did nothing much but just walking around and slack after that but its good. =)

Sunday went to Adeline House Warming and indeed it is warming lol just abit to warm hees cause its bbq. Her house is at a new condo at potong pasir and the amazing thing is that it is somehow like a condo build in the center of a forest, i know its weird but somehow i just got the feeling lol, so flies and cats all around sld not be too surprising =/ but after its a real new condo which is built not long along and i can say that is how i wanted my life to be! Away from the town and relax when i am at home alone =)
So at there was just eat and play some minds game like "Black Magic, String, etc" if you guys played black magic before you sld know how all this games works.

So Monday which is just a few hours ago just came back from PS to but went to watch Kungfu Panda and i gib it a 9.5/10 and it is way too awesome! So funny maybe its because i like Panda too much till i cant stop laughing lol i am just too in love with this cute animal! sound pervert i know hehes. So today was a group of 3 gals and 3 guys and could not get alot more out as its weekdays and alot are working =/

As for the next week days i will be busy busy till next week and for next week maybe more movies? Just too much good movies coming up and money keeps leaking arghs! Hope it worth it =)

Alright thats all for the events in my life, did not go on so much into details.
Recently been hooked to Fang Da Tong songs and its just too good! like the sentimental feel of how he sings his songs. Just gotta a new song from Felicia "Chin you ke yuan" by him and a female singer. Just too great, btw there is a vocalist from singapore named Tay KeWei and she is acutally a vocalist for A-mei,JJ lin, ah Du, David Tao. Awesome izzit not? Found her singing Fang da tong songs in youtube and somehow link to her blog and realise she is so remarkable and she acutally sings her own songs and duet with Fang DaTong too! How i wish i am a vocalist too for them >_<
I made a link to TayKewei blog and if you are interested and make your way there and listen to her songs. Sg pride!

Alright stopping here! =)

Need You Octopus, Dreaming Away..

Pics!

2008-06-04T22:36:00.006+08:00

Finally gotta the zoo pictures! Here take a look and ya know!

Do the Impossible!
Shi li is acutally smaller then a turtle!
Kawaii!! (PS:Panda lol)
this rocks i just donno why -_-

LMAO
ermm?
HandSome White Tiger!
Why am i the special one?
ah Meng!

Well what acutally happened after zoo? Go eat at chomp chomp! Ate alot of shells meals...once back home straight to toilet lol! Me and Shi li the great "hum" eater lol. After that go slack awhile then home!!

**To note something down. Zoo is acutally so fun! It does not have to be in a family or with kids! A group of friends can also bring up your day =)

Flash back

2008-05-29T00:29:00.002+08:00

This Tuesday was a particularly sad day for me, reason is cuz i can say i failed my cpp project and fail in acutal fact is that it is hard but just i did not try hard enough for it, what my lecturer said was correct and she told me to present to her next week for 1 more chance. At the moment i was angry but not angry with her and its me. On the way back home i think alot and lots of stuffs and up till now still have alot of stuffs that flashes through my brain including what i did in the pass from baby till now, lots of embrassing and disgrace stuffs, sad moments. I would not really want to go back to the lazy and academic weak Jeremy. Just in case many of you dont know, i was acutally a very lazy and never think about others when i was young around kindergarden to lower primary, my academic was horribly weak and i almost drop to EM3 but lucky it was my aunt who force and help me out and i climb to EM2. At that period i know my primary sch have weak students but neither did i think myself as one of them and till one day my form teacher told me how weak i was and realise how bad the situation is but still i blindly make it through to PSLE and by mere little hardworking efforts i got to Normal academic, up till O level that day i really realise what i am doing and i had been trying to maintain it, before getting of Os result i was told how many NA students could not really make it to poly including my family and i was real worried but in the end the result of i had gotta was more then what i want. It maybe low for some of you but it is a god send gift to me. Cuz i broke something my family did not. Of cuz if i am not in NA i would not have change so much in my personally, character, work and knowing all my great friends. I truely think i am real lucky to be in the clique and the process of how i grow up as a teenager was so important and the path that i took was acutally right for me.

I always thought i am so involve in so many things and at the same time not so involving. Be it in anyway. This few days things just flashes through my head again and again keep thinking and thinking

I wonder did i try hard enough or did i just say and not do it or it is out of my means?
all i can say is that i am trying and doing, trying and doing, trying and doing..

Moles!

2008-05-22T04:28:00.003+08:00

Moles and what they say about you

The Chinese Almanac, also known as the Tung Shu, is commonly known as a book of auspicious and inauspicious dates, but there is so much more to the Tung Shu than that. It is a vast mine of information relating to astrology, codes and symbols, derived by the wise sages and philosophers of ancient China. In this issue, we bring to you the secrets from the almanac regarding moles on your face and what they mean depending on which part of your face they appear.First, check your face for any moles, and then look at the diagram above to identify the number(s) that are a closest match to the moles on your face. Usually, the moles only hold meaning for you if they are prominent and they are the only one. If your face if full of spots, acne or "little" moles, they do not count. When you've ascertained which position corresponds to the mole on your face, look up the meanings listed by numbers below.

Position 1 to 3
As a child, you are somewhat rebellious and a free spirit. You have an innate creativity and work best when you are given a free hand. Generally, your superiors like your avante garde approach to life. If you have a mole here, you are far better off in business and being your own boss rather than working for somebody. What is promising is that you have the luck to be your own boss.

Position 4
You are an impulsive person, often acting with a flamboyance that gives you charisma and a sparkling personality, but you can be difficult when there are too many opinions. You tend to be rather argumentative, but never to the point of holding grudges. This mole tends to give you an explosivetemper and should you decide to remove it, you will find yourself becoming calmer and more at peace with the world.

Position 5
A mole above the eyebrow indicates that there is wealth luck in your life, but you will need to earn it and work harder than most people. All the income you make must be carefully kept as there are people who are jealous of you who might attempt to sweet talk you into parting with your wealth. Be wary of those who try to interest you in get-rich-quick schemes. If you have a mole here, it is advisable not to be too trusting of others. Follow your instincts and be cautious. And never allow other people to control your finances.

Position 6
A mole here indicates intelligence, creativity and skill as an artist. Your artistic talent can bring you wealth, fame and success. It also indicates wealth luck, but this can only be fully realized if you follow your heart rather than stick to conventional means of making a living. Success will come if you are brave.

Position 7
Moles under the eyebrows indicate arguments within the extended family that cause you grief and unhappiness. This will affect your work and livelihood. It is advisable to settle any differences you have with your relatives if you want peace of mind to move ahead.

Position 8
This is not a very good position for a mole. Your financial position will constantly be under strain because of a tendency to overspend. You also have a penchant for gambling. The only thing is you must know when to stop. Meanwhile, someone with a mole here has a tendency to flirt with members of the opposite sex as well as with the same sex. Better be a little discerning where you exert your charms, or you might get into trouble.

Position 9
This mole position suggests sexual and other problems. It is an unfortunate mole and you are well advised to get rid of it. It brings a litany of woes and a parade of problems.

Position 10
A mole here just under the nose indicates excellent descendants luck. You are surrounded by family at all times and will have many children and grandchildren. You have the support of those close to you and will be both materially and emotionally fulfilled.

Position 11
Moles here suggest a tendency to succumb to illness. It is a good idea to have this mole removed especially if it is a large, dark-coloured mole. Otherwise use lots of foundation to cover it.

Position 12
A mole here foretells a successful but also a very balanced life. You are likely to be not just rich, but famous as well. But although you have every opportunity to live the high life, you will have a satisfying home and family life as well. Women with moles here are particularly lucky and tend to be beautiful and glamourous as well.

Position 13
Your children will be a big worry in your life. Your relationship with them is not good. There is nothing much you can do about this except to learn some tolerance.

Position 14
A mole here suggests a vulnerability to food which can be a big problem in your life. You may have allergies against certain foods or you may simply be eating too much.

Position 15
You are a person always on the move and constantly renovating and redesigning your house. You like to be introduced to new things and see new places. You are not happy if you remain in one place for long. You enjoy travel and adventure, and have a very observant eye.

Position 16
You need to be careful when it comes to eating, and also when it comes to your sex life. These are your two biggest problems. You tend to have weight issues which can make you depressed. You enjoy romance, sometimes with more than one person, but because you are a person with some morality, you will feel guilty about it and this will cause you much stress.

Position 17
You will be someone of great social prominence. You are active on the social scene and an excellent conversationalist. There is a tendency to become bigheaded about your success, which could lose you your good name. This will affect you deeply because you draw your confidence and self worth from what others think of you.

Position 18
You are a person always on the move. There is a great deal of overseas travel in your life, but you should take extra care each time you cross the great waters, as your mole prefers you to stay at home.

Position 19
You have money luck and many good friends, so this is a good mole to have. Your weakness is that you tend to succumb to the charms of the opposite sex. In your life, it is this that could get you into hot water, so do cool your ardour!

Position 20
A mole here can be very lucky or very unlucky. If you have a mole here, you are destined either for extreme fame or infamy. You have great flair for creativity and are also highly intelligent, but your talents can be used for both good and bad. You are not a person to be trifled with for you are no pushover and do not forgive and forget easily. This mole is a mark of someone who will go down in history either as a great or as a tyrant.

Position 21
This is a good mole, as it suggests plenty to eat and drink throughout your life. This mole also brings fame and recognition.

Position 22
Your life is always happy and things go smoothly for you. You could well become a sports superstar if you have the passion for it. Moles at the end of eyebrows also suggest a person of authority and power, so if you are the CEO of a company, you will do very well.

Position 23
You have a high IQ, and you are both brain smart and street smart. You have a highly-developed survival instinct and will lead a meaningful and long life. You will be active until a very old age and will have friends and family around you till the very end.

Position 24
You will achieve fame and fortune in your young age and you are advised to use this period to safeguard your old age, as people with moles here tend to have a harder life as they get older.

Position 25
You will enjoy good prosperity and recognition luck, but do be careful of excesses. Stay traditional in your attitudes and you will have a long and fruitful life.

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Famous Moles

CHRISTINA AGUILERA
Often compared to the other big songstress of her generation Britney Spears, Christina is touted as the one who can actually sing. Although gone a bit wild these days, she has a beauty spot that predicts fame, success and plenty to eat through life. Her mole is in position 12.

GONG LI
Known as China's most famous actress, she started her career in movies when she was still in school. Early fame is indeed indicated by her position 24 mole, but she needs to watch out, as people with moles in this position tend to have it very good early in life, but things get harder as they move into old age.

JOHN WOO
This man started his career working for Shaw Brothers Studio in Hong Kong, specializing in ultra-violent gangster films with elaborate action scenes. He gained entry into Hollywood after developing a cult reputation in the US with The Killer. Today, he has a string of impressive blockbusters to his name, including Broken Arrow, Face/Off and Paycheck. Big names like John Travolta and Nicolas Cage say they are "honoured to work with him". His mole lies in the position 20, which promises either great success or great notoriety. In John Woo's case, it is the former.

GOLDIE HAWN
Her mole lies in position 12, indicating she will lead a fortunate, wealthy and happy existence. She has a solid marriage with husband Kurt Russell and three beautiful children. Her daughter Kate Hudson is following in her footsteps, developing a very successful film career. With the recent birth of grandson Ryder Russell Robinson, her life is complete.

SARAH JESSICA PARKER
This Sex & the City star is blessed with fame, good looks and a loving husband. Her mole in position 25 suggests a life of recognition and wealth. She certainly has both of that and more.

CINDY CRAWFORD
Her beauty spot lies just to the left of her lips in position 12. This is a very fortunate mole position, which predicts a successful, fulfilling and balanced life.

BAI LING
This Szechwan-born beauty made her debut in Red Corner opposite Richard Gere, and since then has not looked back. Since moving to Hollywood, she has mastered English and starred opposite big names like Jodie Foster, Will Smith and Nick Nolte. Her mole in position 25 indicates she will enjoyrecognition and wealth luck as long as she maintains her traditions and her roots.

BEN AFFLECK
Almost as famous for his relationship with ex-fiancee Jennifer Lopez as he is for his good looks and box-office success, Ben Affleck sports a position 19 mole. This indicates he has money luck and many good friends, but that his weakness comes from yielding to the charms of the opposite sex.

TIGER WOODS
Golf-sensation Tiger Woods has a mole in position 22, which predicts a life of stardom, influence and power. He is not just a superstar in the golfing world, he is a role model for youngsters everywhere. He has said in interviews that his priority is not golf but helping others by influencing them in a positive way, hence the Tiger Woods Foundation which he set up with his father to help disadvantaged children in sporting and non-sporting activities. He has plenty of money in his life, made mainly through endorsements for companies such as Nike, American Express and Tag Heuer.

JET LI
After Jackie Chan, this man is Asia's biggest star. He was a martial arts world champion before he moved into acting, but his acting career has met with as much or even more success than his sporting one. His first movie Shaolin Temple was said to kick-start the Kung Fu boom in China in the 80's. This man has a similarly positioned mole to Tiger Woods, which gives him a propensity to excel in sport as well as other areas in life.

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Well for me is position 12 and woot am i going to be a big star?! lol jk lets just half believe and half disbelieve.

Sad and disappointment day!

2008-05-16T00:20:00.002+08:00

Well so many weeks had passed and now is already the week 5 of my year2 sem1. A wow is all i can get to say the damage gap of works is so much different from last year, projects and work keep flowing in and codings codings and more codings keep coming and my brain just need to be in time to absorb all of this.

Let me go to SIT Club a little, i acutally sort of leave the big family and it is not because i dont like the family but just that the commitments is rather great for me as i have alot of stuffs outside which i haven acutally settle down. I was part of the "Voice Out' Sound's ic but eventually i left and i feel so bad because JJ will have to find another person to replace me and i feel so bad. So after much days had gone Matthew and Shirlyn came and ask me to be ursher and i promise them. Well same as usual need to go back 4 days for practice and it is also around 7 hours like that >_< but still made my promise and i will try to make it.

So what actually happened during this 5 weeks after sch reopen? Me and my family got into some arguments but after it i somehow think and sense that our family ties got stronger.

Anyway, this semester i dont really have the heart to start my engine off and did not really study for my quizzes and opps they got me! I can only say not too bad still can pass lol but DSTR lecturer called me back for remedial, no worries that is just for 1 lesson and i will try to pick up from there "Hopefully".
To be the fact i am acutally quite sad when i knew that i have to attend the lesson and it makes me feel i am weaker but at the same time i know it is rather good as it will be able to cover up my loop holes.

C++ language is also getting deeper and still trying to play around with it but projects are really filling me up to the brim arhgs stress arh!!
Hey! but not too bad i pass my Basic theory test for car! hahas and i was acutally quite happy and now moving on to FTT and practical lesson and finally hoping to finish it and get a car licence by August although i will be very very very busy if i really want to rush everything out in just a mere 3 months.

To end it off i wanna say a Happy Birthday, be it late or early, to Daphne, Chu xiang and Jun ping! Well cuz simply we rox off! =)

Big clear up!

2008-04-23T02:21:00.006+08:00

Been 1 month or 2 months eversince i had blog, reasons behind is because i had been in a real busy mode and had not been having enough time for myself. Readers out there i am so sorry if you ever drop pass once in a time >_>

Let me do a summary of what had happened over the pass few months and i will cut it short down with a few pictures ya?

Around near head of march went to see the BWL celebration and was invited to the vip seat as lun tixs was acutally a vip seat and yeah so we were lucky and Lin Jun Jie was there to do the climate of the show and indeed we seen him real close and he is really a good singer and dancer! For those we been to lun blog may had already seen it so i am gotta post just a few pictures.

After this event if i din recalled wrongly will be our chalet with nyp-mates and yeah the chalet is real nice just that the public transports is not available as it is located inside the changi near the changi camp but over the chalet its nice and its by safra club de. Because i signed up for camp eagle so i only stay like 2 days and the second day is mostly in school till night then i went back for bbq and we invited ongtk there and had a great fun there, toward the night ongtk send me and cynthia back. Oh yah and we also celebrated Cynthia birthday there and it was cool! Guess what? We use rekindle candle and she had a hard time blowing it hahas!

On the way to palau ubin to have dinner!

After this chalet is another chalet lol which is our sec 5na chalet! We met a person who say our bonding sux and the chalet is expensive blah blah and so on and that person said that he/she will go to the chalet also but i bet that person din and i should say he/she is a childish person. Anw i stay for the 1st night and went back in the morning to rest and came back later on the second day on the 1st day had a lot of fun while in the pasir ris park and taking photos and videos of us acting lol but i don have any photos atm which cannot be shown.

so acutally during the time for the 5na chalet the panning for "Freshman orientation" already started and the most tiring thing is that we need to return 5 days week and this drag on till 8 of april from mid march i guess? kind of forgotten and because i was in the proposal team and really the fact is that it is boring! lol and i nearly give it up till i join the logistics team and things started to get better as there are much more stuffs to do and ore stuffs to learn. As i din go for this FMO planning i was unable to work and in the end i am not in poverty! lol but whatever the case the OGLs are great and friendy and easy to hang around and i had been nicknamed as "John" by Thomas and Jieying keep calling it!! hahas but i dont really mind it and i really get to know alot more people. So we work till the day of FMO and its really is great i just love DIT0802 as they are able to bond in the end and i must really thank my fellow OGLs(Wing, Joon hoe, xin yi) as i was unable to help them out most of the time as i m in the logistic team and need to move alot of stuffs around. and we took a group photos as well! want to show the pictures but blogger having errors zz nvm will post it up next time hopefully.

During the planning of FMO i also went to m'sia with zhao lun, hanwen, wei chong, weiqi, daphne, gerald and Micheal! we really really had a great fun there and to know what we did there? Go to zhaolun blog to read bah hahas or rather James as he compiled everything up already and summaries it hehes.

So it was all the way till today which is the week two of sch reopening and my project group team change and having much diff from the last two sememster and well indeed i am trying to pick up this skill this is "Able to work with anyone and everyone" this skill will be useful everywhere and it is really true. Also i seen human ugliness, selfishness etc i know this is how life work but just too ugly.

Also last week went to the OGLs chalet and i went there on the second day, rented a bike overnight and went to the pasir park to cycle and also play "Police And Thief" with two childrens and they are funny but pity we only played 3 rounds and luckly it was only 3 rounds lol cuz alot of us could not run anymore! lol we must admit we are old! hahas and those who know the spiderweb in the playground i am able to climb up near to the top le! lol cuz i am someone is who afraid of height and the girls are so daring then me. I'm afraid of height and Janice is afraid of the dark! During that night donno what happened the light at the playground went off suddenly and she was so scare >_<

yupps i guess i had put down mostly of what i had done and some parts i left it out too. My BTT coming soon so need to study le! My brother changing car to honda civil and he urge my to faster get my licence which is something i wish to do so too <_<

Alright thats all folks more detail i will update next time HOPEFULLY lol but i am more free nowadays hehe.

tell it to all your female friends!

2008-03-15T14:45:00.002+08:00

(Please Inform all your Female Friends !!!!!

A woman at a bar on a Saturday night was taken by 5 men, who, according to hospital and police reports, gang raped her before dumping her. Unable to remember the events of the evening, tests later confirmed the repeat rapes, along with traces of Rohypnol in her blood and Progesterex, essentially a small sterilization pill.

The drug is now being used by rapists at parties to rape AND sterilize their victims. Progesterex is available to vets to sterilize large animals. Progesterex is being used together with Rohypnol, the date rape
drug.

As with Rohypnol, all they have to do is drop it into the girl's drink. The girl can't remember a thing the next morning, of all that had taken place the night before. Progesterex, which dissolves in drinks just as easily, is such that the victim doesn't get pregnant; she won't conceive from the rape and the rapist needn't worry about having a paternity test identifying him months later.

The drug's effects ARE NOT TEMPORARY - They are P*E*R*M*A*N* E*N*T!!! Progesterex was designed to sterilize horses.. Any female who takes it will
NEVER BE ABLE TO CONCEIVE... The weasels can get this drug from anyone who is in the vet school or any university.

It's that easy, and Progesterex is about to break out big on campuses everywhere.. Believe it or not, there are even sites on the Internet telling people how to use it.
Please forward this to everyone you know, especially girls... Be careful when you're out and don't leave your drink unattended.

Please make the effort to forward this on to all you know... Guys, please inform all your female friends and relatives!

REPOST THIS MSG AS MANY TIMES AS YOU CAN to HELP SAVE THE NEXT VICTIM..... )

My own comments:
Ehh must tell all all your friends wor, dangerous hahas

NYP PEAS GOOD NEWS!!

2008-02-25T03:13:00.000+08:00

Good news from Cathay Cineplexes!

We're pleased to inform you that students of NYP are entitled to a Student Ticket Discount rate of $6.00 per movie ticket (U.P- $9.50) from Mondays to Fridays at any Cathay Cineplex before 6pm!

Just flash your Student Card to enjoy the Student Ticket Discount rate.

See you at the movies!

From inspiration Email de...wahaha

OMG i'm truely mad!!

2008-02-20T19:23:00.004+08:00

OMG you saw that!? After so long ya tou had always been in the second place but to my horror she is replaced by meimei!? zhe me ke neng?! I know meimei grow pretty budden ya tou is still much better then her..aiyo...but heng she din take over gui gui..if not whole taiwan will go mad lol...anw jiayou yatou!

Oh yah today watch a taiwan show and this gal who is the host want to play a game with the audience and whoever call in and answer the correct answer will get a sum of money which is just like those kind of normal show lah...but one thing is...no one call in and it is live de wor lol which make it so funny..the 1st quiz waited for like 10 mins? and she say i am going to put a last 2 mins if no one call in i am going to take away this quiz and money, then someone call in. To the second quiz, its 3k taipi and its a photo hunt game and still...no one call in after like 20 mins LOL and she keep repeating what she had said again and again because she donno what to say as no one call in HAHA and this photohunt is dam simple loh and so after near 40 mins she is still speaking back what she had said again and again then she try putting a last 5 mins but this time round no one call in lol which made it worst and i can see she dam sad and nearly cry out...
So weird right? I mean the whole of taiwan is so big and yet no one call in to take away the money hahas...and its like to the end of the show like the price increase to 10k + another 200k taipi for a photohunt, if i am living in taiwan i sure call de loh unless it is a cheating show or what... lol lah..totally speechless sia...

turn and twistes

2008-02-20T01:53:00.002+08:00

Back to clear away the dust from my bloggy, i am right now in the middle of exams but hahas today just finish DCN and i am taking a break for today cos i am left with 1 last paper and that is OOP aka java! Tough topic but i must make it, anw how was the two previous papers, c-math and DCN, i wont say much cos this sem i am really too slack le...and i think mostly my GPA will drop this time round...and how am i going to face everyone >_< although i am not going university but i do still wanna get a good GPA so that i know i am at least doing my work and not deproving which the world is still going ahead.

For this few months i am very hand tight as i need to pay alot of stuffs and buy some of my own personal items and my weekly activities is like so fully occupied and i hardly breath.

Well i guess nothing much to say on, signing off here!

CNY

2008-02-08T14:15:00.000+08:00

Happy cny to all my friends and family! hahas its now "chu er" and i just came back after going to one of my mother friend house. Seen abit tired but still using computer lol

My hair had been cut shorter le and well....donno is ugly or what, some said bu xi guan, some said neater, some say bu hao can, some said hao can. Haiy...my newly dyed hair been cut till short liao then the new grown hair will be black again...abit like waste my money lol but anw so boring now and feel like going out later for a movie but all busy >_< hahas gotta go dig some friends and go out!

Busy busy busy

2008-02-01T01:44:00.000+08:00

Yo~ Readers out there! I'm back to blog! Hahas but honestly how many readers do i have out there...like none! hehes

Anything been really really busy and lots of things happened, be it happy or unhappy i had been trying to live pass each of them!

Today just ended my presentation for my big big innovation project which is a hell load out from my heart now, its a real big burden and stress to me during this period and the program "Eclipse" is really un-user friendy loh, debug also very hard or maybe i sld say i am really a programming retart bah. Anw Miss cher also said "Eclipse" is useable but just use by deep fountation programmers...aiya donno lah anw this proj i think i din learn alot lah...sian...

Some pic of me working till night in school doing the proj..

Marketing elective also ended le and its really a good elective! Pity that next semester cannot have it anymore >_< Next semester i will be in year two le..time flies yah? Too fast and guess what i am already 19 this year and well but somehow i don want to get pass the age of 20 *sniff i want to be young!
Year 2 will be taking C++ as my main elective and i guess it just gotta be alot tougher then what i am learning now.

Done with my school stuffs. Let me say something about me...January i suffer a pain in my right ear and could not listen well for ard 2 wks and went down to TTSH but the doctor just tell me to take anti-biotic thinking its infection then tranfer me to a specialist in ear deparment call ENT and so i went down ytd and did some hearing test to make sure my ear drum is alright, and the doctor came along and look and tell me to sqeeze my nose and blow out and realise there are fluids in the right middle ear, and the doctor attempted to insert a video tube from my nose all the way in and realise my right nose bone was crooked like hell and cannot enter through and that is also the reason why the fluid cannot go down as fluid in the middle ear is produce everyday but because of my nose bone is crooked then the fluid cannot go down...so in the end? Doctor tell me to do the sqeezeing of nose and blow 9-10 per day for 1 mth to see if the air can get rid of the fluid if not i have to do either two type of surgery, one is a surgery on my nose to straighten my nose bone or to cut a little tiny hole on my ear drum to let the fluid out..
Well i am truly not prepare to do a surgery for my age now...but my bro told me to go and do it..but well since its had already been so long i might as well stay with it...anw i will take the decision till 1 mth later bah...

And oh yah hear a news from my friend saying that edison chan(who is chan guan xi) sex scandal photos was leak out and the female is acutally 3 of them but they say there will be more per day...and currenly they are bobo, gillian(from twins) and zhang bo zi and i was like omg loh...bobo is a female actress who is not as famous as the two of them lah but she is really haiy...nothing to say...and zhang bo zi...ermm expected lah hahas...and worst thing is gillian..aiyo she is like a role model loh...and she even cried over the person to took her photo when she was changing clothes but now...so disapointed sia...seen like a liang jia fu nui but is not..anw hear that the one who release the photos was from a hp shop who repair edison phone and somehow gotta this photos? Well but anw they are stars and sld be careful with what they do bah but not saying they cannot having sex lah...aiyo..
Truly lah like what my friends like to say, nowaday its common liao lol.

What is the world going to? China freezing and people like that...lol human going to be gone? I truly don wish so but somehow getting worst. =) well what to do? lets wait and sit back what will happen bah...To be continue..

2008-01-28T18:43:00.000+08:00

On the verge of breaking down.

busy

2008-01-15T23:23:00.000+08:00

Just too busy to blog, well many stuff did happened like me going to hospital 3 times in 2 mth, some revolution and meeting of my primary school classmate Jasmine aka Kaman, only whose from my primary will remember bah she become pretty le wor.
Of course more slack in this sememster of year 1 haiy...next year will be taking C++ for elective and it is already choosen by miss Eunice Ang and not by us...zzz nvm.

Hopefully after all this busy projects and presentation and ica over i can slightly take a small break inbetween, cos i am really being squeeze to a corner and lack of slp zz...i need full 8 hrs of slp if not the whole day i don even know what i am doing..thats all the bah...next time blog more..

empty

2007-12-23T00:54:00.000+08:00

ahh crap i hate to say this but i somehow just hate my current life now. Been trying to live the fullest out of it but just cant. I had been trying to change everything ard me, but the more i try to change the more worse it got to and right now i think i totally lost myself in a space i don want to be, been telling myself things will get better after this year but nothing seem to work at all. In my mind i just want to having the urge of telling myself to just go and die off but i just cant..
Is that the best i can do? I am really not sure, just plain tired..

flag day~

2007-12-17T23:38:00.000+08:00

Been doing flag day for quite a few times but last week was acutally a slightly diff one on flag day. I did counting of the money and how they are spit! LOL brand new exprience.

Went back to nvss early but when i called carol she said they are already out doing flag day cos i overslpt! =x hahas then i reach kovan after 45 mins then see carol and get my tin, the bad thing was i met 3 chili padi(xiao la jiao) argh new sec 1 tri-touch members yet so di siao...keep calling me zai nan(house guy) and keep pestering me then want me to treat them lunch...lucky they din go to any restaurants if not i am broke... but afterall they did some entertainments lah at least so wont be so boring...but they really tok back whatever i say zzz...hahas..

At kovan of course i will met some familiar faces lah hahas...i met Sihui, yingying, jiayi and the IT guy from nvss...hahas and they all donated...so nice of them..

Then go back to the school count the tins money and wait for more to come back as some go hougang mall some go rivervale plaza. Then final result! Andy got the most money! hahas zai he got 130+ and i got 110+ dollar hahas but nice work to the both of us. So in total we get ard 1.7k as our members are no longer that much.

Well Tri-touch got 1 girl last time is sec 1 and we all know when she grow up sure become pretty de..expected when i go back after 1 year she really become more chio le wor...hahas but too bad she is only sec 2...she has the charm and aura ya not normal beauty...

Anw guess thats all for the flag day...holiday is already here and i will take upmost chance to enjoy my break then pia my work till school reopen.. and YES i look forward on working this weekend at jurong point hehes...hope can see that person...
Afterthat Expo!..pia even more and xiong for me hahas but i can de! Jiayou Jeremy!

Mrs yap wedding!

2007-12-04T16:28:00.000+08:00

Alright Last sunday was Mrs yap wedding, who is my dear dear math teacher in nvss, well was quite sad that i could not attend her wedding dinner and celebration as i was unable to bite well on that day as i have some tooth problem and its also quite last minutes. Truly deep down in my heart i really want to attend it but just cant, and also have a fun time and honeymoon! BLESS FOR YOU AND YOUR HUBBY!

Hmm she is really a good teacher who know how to read and see our minds and understand us although she did her "Special" at times for us to quiet down during class, well I MISS HER LESSON SO MUCH! Wish she can come teach in nyp lol. She was also the first one and only person who saw my tears during the releasing of O'lvl result and i can really see how she feel happy for me. So anyway wish her bai tou xie lau, happy forever!

Some photos to update during a gathering with our diving instructor! Kapo the photos from ah lun as he did not send me LOL. Oh yah and btw he is in ns now! BOTAK!

Lost

2007-12-03T00:36:00.000+08:00

Oh..how nice, cant get into slp now. Its 12.37 am monday and guess what? I'm having school in 8 hours time. So much stuffs on my head which i cant get rid off, been so lost now.

Right now i am offically on medication for my incureable disease now, and my flu and asthma is almost done torturing with me and now come my crown(the big and main tooth toward the end of the jaw) aching, and i went to see my dentist and she said the inner part or rather the center part of the crown had decay almost to the nerve inside my gum and it was because i did not put braces when i was young so the other tooth block it from brushing it. ok now how great, i tot she will help me cover up the hole but in fact she say covering could not help and need to do a root canal thereby puting a fake crown or whatever inorder to save my tooth. well i am fine with it but guess what? It cost me 1.2k to 1.6k and as you all know i'm still a student right now and i dont want to waste anymore of my family funds. It make me feel so bad. Eversince this year i had already use up ard 2K for my poly fee and another 2K for my laptop, then when i went to Tan tock seng for diagnose for my disease each trip waste me 30 - 50 and nothing comes out. By the time i get to Candam clinic it cost my aunt 125 dollar just for consultaion, the second time i went back was 70 and i still need to keep going back to get my medication done. Although i know all this money was not from me but i just don want to waste much more money on me already!

I think i had been trying to be strong and a sickless child, and that is the way i am but just my sis said something that hurts me. "Dont think because you are sick so you can give me attitude". I'm not angry but just disappointed, I did not even gib the pale look on my face in the 1st place and there she is attacking my weakest point. I really don want to be seen as a child who is full of illness, i want fun activites thats why i try everything.

Right now my gum in the upper jaw keep bleeding bit by bit as it swell from the injection ytd, what concern me now is that sld i continue the session with my dental?
the full sessions goes up to max 1.6k and now i am halfway through, i had already paid 300+ and my mother acutally want me to pluck it out but i don really know will it grow back anot as i am still young if it do grow back i don mind it, but if not it will affect me. the other part is that i am afraid that ahh...i don want to bother writing it down. I'll never wanted to hate myself nor my parent for the sick body of mine.

For intero. I must really said a deep sorry to Jean tay and Alvin as they had been short handed on work and i am unable to make it to work due to appointment here and there during weekend but i truly hope to go back and help once i feel better.

NSSCC

2007-11-25T22:23:00.001+08:00

Time to blog again, this week was really a very tiring week projects to rush and assignments to hand in phew luckly everything go in hand just nice. Sat went to NSSCC to help out but because i got a really bad flu and cough i went back home early to rest, head was spinning like hell. so lemme update on the photos

paroxysmal kinesigenic choreoathetosis

2007-11-22T02:15:00.000+08:00

Something to update on my body or muscle weird illness, that time i went to tan tock seng and check but the doctor there could not diagnose anything out, i thought that it was like what my sis said its a kind of mental problems that leads to it as i like to keep alot of stuffs to myself. Come one day my mum ask my aunt if she could be of any help and my aunt personal doctor introduce us a neurology doctor which is in orchard, its a private clinic or rather a very big building where you can see doctor. As a matter of fact, i truly think that he wont be of any great help but still today i went down to see the doctor in orchard. Went in and told him about my weird illness and he said he acutally bump into this kind of illness in 1967 which is about 40 years ago, and i am the next one in 2007 and because he is 70+ years old and with a 50+ year of experience and he is also a lecturer for tan tock seng doctors as well. He was able to said my illness out and it matches what happend.

I'm going to explain what is this illness about. I feel cramps and contraction throughout the body when i was around in sec 3 and this cramp attack come whenever i want to move to do or some movements, it contracted for about 10 sec and slowly release and i do mean cramps throughout but after the cramps i will be back to normal so not alot of my friends had seen it. Later it got worst and i would like suffer it 100 attack per day and it no jokes, I tried ways to control it so not alot of people can see it cos its internal cramps. so the doctor today told me the name of this illness and its " paroxysmal kinesigenic choreoathetosis " paroxysmal means come and goes and kine is movement and genic is from mother and father gene and choreathetosis is keep turning but the doctor said my is dytonsa meaning it does not turn.

Its one of the rare illness out of the 4 rare illness on earth. I mean why am i so down on my luck, doctor said till to now there is still no cure for it and there is only medicine to control my body from cramping, meaning i have to take medicine everyday and night throughout my life. Honestly i was quite sad after hearing it, it remind me of '1 litre of tears' but i know i am way lucky then her. Somehow i got it is because of genetic problem although my parent and slibing don get it but my parent gene just don goes well together in my body. The doctor said it may get better as i grow older and it will be around 40 years later..which is a long time and what if it cannot be back to the same? Meaning i have to eat medicine everyday till i am dead.

Say really i would had never thought this stuff will happened to me, as a result i cannot go to ns and do what a man really do, the doctor will refer me a letter to ns which mean i may be a clerk only and i am not normal.

sadly but its the true. 'paroxysmal kinesigenic choreoathetosis'

bleh

2007-11-21T00:07:00.000+08:00

Let me post some pictures we taken at the gathering at east coast

hahas...the rest of the pictures was quite taken badly so i din intend to post them up here >_< That day was acutally quite a fun one hahas or rather a really laughable day man. As i'm quite noob at roller blading so i need to focus alot on where i am going...so if i lost my focus mostly is i will buang..LOL so that day...i buang 2 times...both got link one...1st is clarence tell me to see chio bu then i look up and i clashed into him and gg he fell but i din..LOL he be my cusion second, i saw 4 gals bring two dogs and just as i thought the pink one was not bad i buang again...and IN FRONT of the 4 gals...sia suay sia...i turn a few rounds before falling..sian hahas...but at least caught their attentions lol...
then later when we go for another round ivan saw the 4 ladys again and he try to perform trick...gay lan fell infront of the 4 gals also in roller blade LOL so pai sei sia...two guys fell two times in fornt of them...sad...hahas

Felicia and feng wei also zai cycle then fell down also lol donno why so many just fell down.
But overall is fun lah.

ok back to today..going to watch finish taiyou no uta liao...quite nice..touching and meaningfull, somehow hor i just think that sawajiri is fater in taiyou no uta? lol i think she is thinner in 1 litre of tears bah...hahas anw she is pretty lah just donno why so many bad things revolved around her...sad for her...

ok lah sign off le...time for bed!

Boring days

2007-11-15T01:22:00.000+08:00

Ahhh~ boring week, basically a week for me to rot then resting just too much rest i suppose. Its a boring night tonight thats why i came here to blog, friday going down to see a doctor with my aunt and that doctor is neuro doctor but i guess he would not be any small to me or my body not even the tiny hope he can get me and that is what i am thinking. Not that they are useless but i guess that they just unable to diagnose what is going on with my muscle or nerve. Anw hope i got time to make it down to nsscc just in time for the briefing.

Few days back was at feng wei house playing till ard 12 near 1 and walk to plaza with ping and his brother, bought mac back home as my stomach is protesting. So after that both of them took a cab home and i walked from plaza back. Haven been walking on the street so late yet so quiet for a long time, the sky is filled with stars and i do really mean filled with stars, its a really plesant night. Then walked across the road and reached nvss school fence and it does bring back alot of memories, i still remember that before O's i am so reluctant to leave and what if i am unable to leave and what will be the rest of us? The tables that we used to sit and talk craps and study, the basketball court we use to play, the night class we been..so on and so on. Well times does seen to really fly, its been 1 years since that thinking and its like just happened yesterday.
ahh so peaceful the night that i walked through bring back so many memories, no cars voomming and all people are asleep.

Not to miss out something, hui hui from ecss or rather my secondary sch cca organisation ask whether i can help them out for flag day in nvss anot but think about it i do really hope i can help them out too as it had been a long time since i help them out and looking back at my schedule i cant as i will be going to genting on dec 15 which is the same day as the flag day, so hmm if anyone is intrested in helping me please let me know as i need alot of people and CIP will be given despite what sch you are in as it will be clock into it. Thanks

~~~~

2007-11-10T22:17:00.000+08:00

Well let me post up some pictures which i gotta from lun at his birthday during dinner time!

Got a big birthday surprise for him at the carpark stairs! lol and being smash by the cake totally...lol anw we had quite a fun time there and hope lun also had a fun time there.

Ok well finished "kurosagi" drama oh..its nice too and i think that part 2 will be out as the story din quite ended. Come to think of that...this is my 3rd jap drama already and right now i am so dam hooked on jap drama and all the more is because Maki horikita is acting..anyway let me do a review... 1st drama is jap's "Hana kimi" and 2nd is "1 litre of tears" and 3rd is "kurosagi" and right now moving on the "Nobuta wo produce"...wonder did liting have it anot as his shui ge got act inside but right now i can just only watch online ... sad lol

Ah feel so good finally can rest more...1 week E-learning week started aka my holiday! Till next next monday then sort of cont go back to sch to study but well it say a self learn at home but i treat it more like self-slacking at home lol...guess that i will not be working for intero during this 1week as fri need to go down for nsscc briefing and sat need to out and tuesday need to go back sch to finish up all my assignments and projects...so the rest of the day i just take a break for myself! =)

Ehh stomach pain...forgot what i wanted to write...lol signing off here and going to cont watching my show! Adios!

Missing Goat

2007-11-08T22:46:00.000+08:00

Why does it go like this all the time. Its like missing goat in my heart and i cant sort it out...troublesome and landed me in dazed. I'll still believe i will...and i will...

in the deep of my heart, at the center of my brain...

Sniff sniff

2007-11-04T16:28:00.000+08:00

Finally finished the 1 litre of tears ytd... deeply sad and leave a impact in my mind, donno how to discribe how sad it is but must go and watch then will know...the impression of how she fight with the illness for 10 years and how she lost everything till the day she is gone...after watching it also cos me to go into a depression also le...haiy...cant slp at night...lol abit kua zhange but sort of.

Anything for those who hab not watch it, might wanna go watch it worth your time showing how brittle life was.

Anyway..last night went to MOS aka ministry of sound...well...alot of us might think there wahh age 18 must go clubbing...but den nothing leh there lol .. normal lah i have to say...the whole place quite big, dark, music very loud and almost cannot see anyone...thought wear shuai shuai can go there see gals but haiy...bad very bad...too dark only see shadows..the music is very very loud and well of cos will get abit high lah due to the loudness...but weichong don like it as it cause him to be fan and dulan...there i can only say is for people who love dancing and drinking loh... oh yah entrance fee was 18 for us at its happy hours from what my sis told me and well for chu and wei chong they enter late so they paid 28...and also they things inside is just exp...expected but din expect to be that much..for example i ordered a coke...a cup not a can....$10...STUN! LOL too exp le lah..then inside only drink volka lime, coke and heineken loh...left the place quite early and some of them still stay inside to dance...went back home head abit pain maybe cause of alcohol...but nice slp...well thats all bah later going to marina south for dinner with them to have birthday celebration. cya guys!

YEAH!!

2007-10-31T21:51:00.000+08:00

Yo! Miss me badly?!?! Hahas! I had not blog for sometime already >_< ... well i cant say that i am really busy but just don have the right mood to blog lol...

Ok, let me start it off by writing what happened today. Went out to do my personal shopping but since adeline and liting also going out so i might as well join them. Went to bugis and have our lunch 1st at a place i think which is under "Jack's place" and the foods there is so so but the soup is really good i have to say...hahas but the waiter take it away when i had not finish it...after that went to bugis street but i think the gals call it bugis village...hahas donno why...
went in there look look see see and only bought watches..lol you got it! Its watches hahas...me bought one watch at 10 dollars and liting also bought one...look good but donno can tahan use anot...lol, acutally i saw a bag quite nice...but from ink...but since i like it i might as well buy it...there is a chinese saying "shi ke sha guo, bu ke chou guo" meaning just buy it rather then miss it or regret it or whatever lol. Budden the bag was bought after that, before that we went to 77th street and i saw one coat, which is quite nice but quite costly...49...but like what i said since i am out i might as well buy it then regret it...*shopping spree******
hahas but i bought it at 43 thanks to liting member card and she also bought one dress i think..sld call it a dress bah...anw then rush back to buy my bag...
So afterall its quite a fruitful day for me bah...as long as i din think my money goes to waste..hehes

After the shopping went home bath and watck jap hana kimi...cont as usual from last sat as i was so hook on it! LOl but i must say its really a good show with laughter and tears.. two thumbs up! =) must go watch!
Oh yah btw things had gotten bad for me...whenever i saw people cry i wanna cry too...dammit i watch people on show crying and i also started to cry...my oh my...Jeremy you are getting weaker and softer...I still remember i cry like shit during a movie show on a dag which is a korea show forgot what is the name but i cry like shit and chair i even shaking when i try to hold back...*sweat*

So let me blog some days back even futher...work in OG albert last sun with auntie joyce,susie,ai li and nick..well its like hourly all the afternoon and morning hardly get any rest...but heaven see us so tired and it start to rain hahas...i guess good for me but bad for the others as rain = sales drop but can slack cos no people! hahas...cos just no mood to work lah that day...

I still remember when i was working at isetan tampines and i start itching all over...which doctor and others said its "feng mo" in chinese and i acutally drag for 2 mths like that before i go and see a doctor...early stage only a few part itchy but slowly even my arms and head skin start to itch so i went to see a doctor and expect to let he gib me a jab but he said too late and might not cure...i goes like wtf? lol then he gib me pills and the next day i feel so much better le! No more itching!! yeah!! So nice...

Alright gotten stop here as i going to eat finish my choco and dota soon..tmr school practical alot and well fri math quiz...hope i at least can pass it bah...ok cya all night!

blogging time!

2007-10-17T22:49:00.000+08:00

Back to blog again! acutally been rather lazy to blog recently...hahas

Well nothing much happened eversince school starts...same...rush to sch, slp in lecture, stare into blank during tutorial and surf net for nothing during lab. Hahas but Arzhar was right, how come somehow..there are new faces in school when it is only sem2? lol maybe because some change their outlook or style thats why...
As for timetable...i would say it is still ok for me as it is somehow same as sem1...monday and tuesday is the most hectic whereas the rest of the day like wed and so on is acutally more to a relax time in school...

Miss the hotdogs bun in hotshot cafe! >_< went to eat on tuesday even though i am as full as vomiting but it still taste good! Hahas...hotdog craze!

But hey week 1, projects and assignments already start flowing in...hard life man...but well guess i can only play lesser games then.

Talking about games..been hooked on gw recently lol...but too bad, too few sgrean play it here...haiy...

oh yah a grp of my friends just came back from tioman! How much i wanna join them but just could not...wonder if the marine life miss me eversince march...hahas...i bet i miss them more then they do!

Went ard alot of place to look for ai otsuka new album "Love piece" but just could not find it sad...

well i am stopping it here...write on more next time.

oct 6th 2007

2007-10-09T00:53:00.000+08:00

Just ended something wild at aranda chalet and well i will not write on of what happened during that 3d2n stay but i must really THANKS all those who attended and most of all my dear family who make it possible for me to enjoy it to the fullest!

Well friends, i loved all the presents that you all gave to me and i promise to keep and use them well and one more thing which i am happy about is that at least everyone is happy being there too as i am someone who hate be a bad host and well beside the activites that sux during daytime other then that i guess they sld be having alot of fun at night be it drinking and bashing and smashing me with cakes LOL.

And once again Thanks all of you who make it happened, may my wishes and you wishes will all come true! Good night!

Things that rushes through..

2007-10-05T02:09:00.000+08:00

After a hot and bloody battle at tampines mall for ard 2 weeks, i finally getting some rest and entertainment for myself...just one word for that fair...and its tough.

Well don really have the mood to sad on le...mood had been sort of down and i think my brain and my mind set is going through some modify process and so much things rushes through my pea brain and i just seem to not understand some parts of it and worst of all i am acutally hack careing it and just do what i realy wanna do...i know it sound confusing but right now i am like trying to sort out my brain and tell it to do the right way...haiy...

I just donno how to put minds into words but i hope its getting better...

Finally some little tinni time for my blog

2007-09-28T22:53:00.000+08:00

Ahhh!! Like what i had said, i had been so freaking busy eversince i started work after my chalet...well hmm went through quite some stuffs during work but well i wont be writing them down as i'm too lazy and some is i happened to forget about it LOl. Whatever the case, i will say bits of part here and there. Hmm been working in tampines isetan like 2 weeks ago...and well its was still ok then until one day weichong swap place with me and i went to robinson centerpoint there...need to dress in full business wear in order to work there and well i am not...so i got nagged by the dam li lian auntie...whatsoever...anw its quite hell...cant be bother to write on...if you happened to work there then well good luck maybe you can adapt to that place. =p hahas

so just one day and i went back to tamp isetan and well after working in the counter inside...i was tranfer outside to the fair to help out..and well quite stress and tiring for me and i need to run to the second floor and keep shifting the goods up and down and only i know the place well like what auntie joyce said...yeh...but just hell too tired...just hope that next week quickly come so that the fair will end and i will stop doing all those stuffs..hmm something i wanna say is that isetan got a promoter who is so chio oh my goodness! hahas

After that next stop will be at metro expo...and next stop will be nyp, back to sch studying! yeah...sometime to rest from work le!

First time that i got drunk.

2007-09-14T00:19:00.000+08:00

Hmm, i just came back from a chalet, of 3d2n but i only stay for the first 2 day as i need to work on the following day, so i do not want to stress myself out. Had quite some fun there and the first day nothing much when i reached i just took out my lappy and start playing...but guess what? The internet there just sucks, keep dcing like in 5 min and i can hardly do anything inside the game...zzz so afterall my lappy was quite useless as it done nothing much lol.

Oh yah then it was also the point where i know our 1st couple of our class le ... lol i am so slow ya? hahas...anw at night we decided to drink to our pleasure as we have 1 bacardi and 3 chivas LOL so many sia ...then we drink and drink... i know when i drink my face will turn red and heart beat fast but i nvr got drunk b4...it was then we go into a game of "Big 2 garden" and the first 2 round i also got 2 shots down and after then we change to blackjack and i drink even more as i am the banker... then that is where the effect came in... just think wanna go out and have a cup noodles but when i reached the hot water dispenser i am already laughing like mad...the next moment is that i know i am out of control and keep laughing...lol i know what i am doing but i just cannot control myself...its was dam funny sia and videos were also taken down while i was in this frenzy mode...hahas but its funny man....after that followed by another one of my friend also drunk and he tried to take off his pants in front of everyone LOL and he wanna walk straight line and rush out of the chalet a few times just to find me as i was on the way to the beach to cool myself down lol donno for what reasons but he just keep running out of the chalet but kanna dragged back hahas...and he also puked a few times...and the poor girls need to go clean up ... as for me i acutally wanna to vomit alot but i tell myself not to as i hate the feeling of vomit..so at the time i was acutally quite sober already...then after walking to the red house and come back i am mostly sober and most of them are soundly asleep in the room..for some of us, we just hang ard and talk cok lol till dawn break then we go slp...and i only catch a few wink then go sleep on the floor as usual for almost all chalet LOL

Next day is just normal go arcade and play pool and then start bbq already...after bbq watch tv awhile then one of my friend's friend come and shun lu gib us a ride back home...so nice of him...if not need to waste bus fare again..

so guess thats all le back ... only know i got drunk like shit out...lol i remember my friend once told me that when she is drunk she also laugh like mad for no reason and to my horror i am acutally quite same effect as her in drunken state...omg..lol but its was my 1st time getting drunk and did also of funny stuffs...hahas if anyone of you want can just take a look at the videos in my hp of how drunk i am lol.

Well guess that i am going into gw soon and tmr starting work at 2pm at ps...aiya need to wear leather shoes and wear black pants...so ma fan zzz and somemore the leather shoes is hurting alot...zz donno how am i going to stand long tmr...hope i am do it bah hahas...good luck! lol

Blog time!

2007-09-11T04:46:00.000+08:00

Woah...i finally have time to blog and now its already morning near 5am...lol why i wake up so early? Reason is because i slept too early and skip my dotaing because i was too tired...then just now wake up to saw 2 miss call from ah lun..hahas must be calling me to play dota cos i on my msn and guildwar then go slp LMAO then he tot i was active...

Ok here hmm what happened to me during my 1st week after the holiday...hmm last monday went for interview for Intero and i was recurited and well i sld say Alvin was a friendy person and he showed me how to do hourly sales...start work on wednesday, reach at 2pm which auntie joyce called me to come and work till 10pm, it was rather slack and just entertain costomers and cut the the sale of other company other then sintex lol mostly i cut one was Firven LmAo so easy to cut sia! Just few words and they put their products back and took ours...hahas then hourly time ! oh yah for those who donno what is hourly special: Its a 1hr time where you are able to lower down the price of your products and start shouting with an hourly board like "Ahh!! ALL THE OFFER' and so on alot hahas. Acutally they told me to just help paste the price tag and the rest will do the shouting but slowly after a few day i also went into shouting lmao..i was in charge of pillow and well our hourly normally laste 30 min and its dead hahas donno why...

All this are ok till the last day of expo, woah hardcore man..1st time in history..our hourly start at 7-8 thats all i know but i nvr know that all 5 huge brand go onto hourly for the last two hours meaning 8 till 10 OMG and we acutally shout for whole 3 hours till my lip tear from the lack of water lol...so firece sia like wet market hahas...

Today or i sld say ytd morning, went back to expo to return the goods till 1+ and it was rather slack then why packing halfway Alvin called me....wahh call me to go down ps to help Nick and auntie joyce but because my attire cannot make it so alvin call me not to go down le lol...heng arh!! I got program like leh...lol

After the returning of good i went to sim lim sq with ping to buy guildwar faction! Bought it tgt with preoder set and come with extra weapons! woot so nice...after that went back home slack play awhile then slp hahas..

Stopping here le!

wahh so many things to blog wor!

2007-09-04T22:49:00.000+08:00

Yeah like what my title said...so many things to blog for last week. Well lemme start with last friday which was Teacher's day YEAH its feel so good to go back to my secondary and meet my beloved "cher" lol hmm go there watch abit of performence and then talk tok with cher and well...just plain craps with them and catch up with their life. Took a group photo lol and its so nice!

Then after the celebration in our secondary sch. we went to go ard vivo to shop and slack then ...eat....this eat arh....dinner time..... we went to marche and it almost cause to a heart attack arh! I only ordered a few stuffs and guess how much i paid? My friends paid around 16-31 dollars...and guess what ? That was the 1st time i paid so much for my meal! $50.60! dammit i was thinking i got 50 dollar leftover still can lend feng wei but neither did i expect to paid more and had to lend 0.60 cent from nah...so throw face sia...sian somemore the foods there in terms of quantity or quality is not even worth my 50.60 loh... zzz
Aiya don talk about it liao lah...made my blood boiled. Anw after that we decided to go gab house to drink till we mad LOL, all drunk..
Left gab house at 1+ with all shag faces LOL,
then next morning 7.30 need to gib Samantha morning call and then i call her halfsleep and msg her but both no reply....then indeed she overslept as we were going for liang zhi birthday at sentosa...lol
This time at sentosa, we decided to pit at siloso beach and wow result is diff from palawan beach wor! so many "vege" LOL nose almost bleed till siao hahas then even got a couple do some stuffs in public which is hahas cannot see on M18 only... oh yah then got sunburn again >_<

Then hor i donno what happened to blogger..*sigh* i wanted to upload alot of pictures of our photos and how we get drunk but donno why when i upload my tagbox all this went missing...sian...lol nvm till next time bah!

Its finally over!

2007-08-30T02:43:00.000+08:00

Well...exams finally over for me....well strange as i am not as excited as i sld be when exams are over. Strange yet funny, not sure whether did i do it well but well i guess i tried more then half of my effort and i cant say i did put in my best as i do really slack at times! hahas

Today went out with Jw, Jeremy lew, Joon hoe, Liting and Adeline to town and we ate "fish & co" as a celebration for exams over? lol quite few of us i know lol...but anw go there again fish and chip hahas...like same as before...after that went to watch "dead slience" not bad scary but did not break the string of scary as you all know when you all watch horror movie you will be closing your eyes most of the time and you feel like not watching it at all lol...but dead slience is not bad but still i think "slient hill" is still better lol donnno why just like that show most among horrors show..

Anyway, this holiday hmm going to let my pocket burn a biggy hole as i need to buy "eye of the north" guildwars game yah... and alot more on just going out and shopping well if you know me i am acutally quite a fussy eater when i go outside which i seldom eat hawker or normal food court as i always thought that eating is human greatest pleasure! So why save it? lol just love good foods hahas. Growing fatter and fatter yah then you all will see a over 100+kg chubby and round Jeremy walking toward you and you thought which balloon was that? LOL

Nevertheless holidays are here and how i will spend it is just by working and spending night time with my beloved lappy! lol just cant go on with my life without it!

Well i guess i am moving on with my life just some here and there which i try to overcome but yet i cannot and yet i do know the reason behind why i cannot do it. Hmm maybe all humans feel the same yah? Honestly i do need some sparks for the holiday and cant just work, play, work, play...lol if not i am going to be mummifed.

Hahas guess what? I'm having mind block and i am tired....lol so i guess i wont write on le...till next time bah

Stuck!

2007-08-27T12:38:00.000+08:00

Hmm later going to sch for ESSIT exam le....study all topics le but the tutorial not revise...haiy... i truly hope its will be easy or able for me to handle...

Completed "Onimusha dawn of deams" with my brother...the ending story is so nice or rather the whole story... but the main lead was not "jin chen wu" already ..but he did disguised himself as one of the party member name "Tenkai" ...the theme songs was both by ayumi hamasaki..."startin'" and "Rainy day" only like Rainy day song...so nice!

2 days back...celebrate early birthday for Weiqi together with Jiatian, Yunting, Huahuang and weichong...given her a surprise lol but acutally we go eat nia at bugis...hahas...

ok today write abit nia...going back to my books, after exam then i will blog again bah!

True.

2007-08-24T03:30:00.000+08:00

I was totally demoralise by my C-math today....paper just started i already have mental block and alot of qns i just donno how to do... i am very very sad....Honestly...it really bring me down alot alot...
donno what is happening to me...haiyy...qns which i acutally know how to do and i write it wrongly...zzz not careless but purely i forgotten...

Anw my eye-candy was acutally sitting near me at least bring my mood alittle bah...she is somehow more pretty today although she wear like the same as before LOl...

After the exam went to amk for a coolin just for myself as i am really down... then a surver( donno spell correct mah,LOL the one who do survey) called me and wanted to meet me at hougang mall?!?! WTH? I remember i do the survey was something like do i have a saving acc.? then i said no...which basically ended all her survey qns....then she ask me where i study and handphone no. then i acutally miss a 72 bus while trying to answer all her qns...oh yah back to the meeting at hougang mall??! She said what want to tell me about saving?!?! I asked is it bank stuffs, she said no...don tell me she going to tell me how to save my money meh? lmao aiya heck lah...

Oh yah then today came out of mos burger then see my eye-candy lol then meng hua said "you yuan wu fen" same as him LOL and i came to realise one thing that she and "baojuan" or rather Bj is not a clique de? lol confused .. tot they are good sisters...hahas

now near 4 am and i am listening to very jazz song...so emo...i don want to slp so hang and keep typing....always like night life...i just loved night..Its so peaceful and quiet and able to send one into deep thinking...hmm well the feeling is just very good...donno what you all might feel but i truely like night and moons...

Hmm whats more can i write? lol not sure...so sian....talking to jordon just few mins ago and he told me got a new game MU and Maple combine de?? lol wonder if its a good game....waiting for him to send me the link hahas...hao bah hao bah i stop here le if not you all might think i am such a whinner! DANG! hahas...GOOD NITE ALL....I continue to enjoy my night! CYA

blehx

2007-08-19T18:31:00.000+08:00

Exams coming!! guess what? I'm still laying around like the most carefree person in the whole wide world. Somehow i could not feel the stress coming in and sometime i wonder if it was normal as i thought to myself "Hey, just a semester exams." but oh well its a major exams for us...

I found out something from myself...topics that i can understand i understand, topic that i don understand i really don understand a single bit of it no matter how hard i stare and study it. shag...you know its not like in secondary school thereby i will be able to get a tution teacher to my house and start asking him all my doubts. Guess that this problem will only be encountered by me bah, truly think that sometime i am just a total failure..

Ytd went to gab house for a small study group and toward the night we think of having some wine and i never never would had thought that the amout of cups which i can hold up to was only 2?!?! well lol is my liver really that lousy? Just normal 2 cups mixed by gab and my face already red and head is heavy... OMG how am i going to go for social drinking next time? well guess i either train up my drinking withstand or transplant a stronger liver into me bah...

Save my lappy from hades

2007-08-17T02:53:00.000+08:00

kaos....laptop went into coma and could not get it power up sia!! This is what happened to my lappy...i took my laptop and went into a toilet and as i use the cubicle i noticed there is a tiny table for me to put my stuffs so i place my lappy against the wall and i start peeing....then hor then hor i donno which bangla beside me go into the next cubicle and he close the door like aliens are going to have his life, he bang the door with so much force and the whole cubicle is shaking and as you all know cubicle are all connected and because my lappy was resting against the wall and from the impact of the wall shaking....my lappy fell and i got the shock of my life...i straight away cannot continue peeing and then i quicky pick it up but acutally ...what was on my mind was that it would not be that easy to spoilt so it is in my lappy pouch somemore...so i went out and wash my hand and...finally my friends tell me to take a look lah so i took it out and realised it was worst then i thought! the whole LCD cracked and my lappy become two parts and all buttons came out!

LOL joking lah! not that worst...the above result of dropping is fake de WAHAHA but indeed it did drop and a small lid did come off and i could not switch it on....wahh but i did not panic leh donno why...just sian and stress....then went home to find my warrantly card...but guess what? i could not find it....then my mum told me to find next morning...then next morning i wake up still cannot find it...then had a quarrel with my mum cos she keep saying i anyhow put my stuffs...but in fact most of my stuffs are being moved by her loh...ok lah i admit i really did not put them at a proper place but my place of storing my stuffs are limited...anw so my mum went out to work and my sis told me to wait for night and when she come back help me find....then afternoon i called han wen whether want to go fishing now but he said too late and i told him i cannot find the warrantly so he told me to call fujitsu and ask if without the card still can repair anot ... but at that time i tot they will not but to my delight they acutally said i can go down and get it fixed without the warrantly! so i rush down with lun accompany me in cab and reached henderson road...so far sia..there paid 16 to the cab uncle...then we went shopping and watch jay movie "secret"...wahh nice show seh..the love story is wonderful....then in the middle of the show the fujitsu guy call me and told me my mainboard is spoilt and the part will reach sg in 1 - 2 weeks time WAHHA i need lappy for practice for my exams de arh!! budden no choice...

On the way back home the guy called again and he said donno what it is fixed le....and i think he downgrade my software leh.... aiya donno lah can use can le..then next day my bro drove me down to get it back and also exchange his coins in bank and met adeline cousin at the counter ?!?!? lol i din know it her after she said she is adeline cousin...lol maybe she dressing too formal in bank le bah...also din know she work there....

After that i am back with my dear dear lappy! lol one day without comp is hell for me! hahas

New life?

2007-08-12T20:17:00.000+08:00

Went out ytd to study but din study much >_< sian no motivation sia lol...jialat lah!!! I don wanna retake module leh...*sniff sniff*

Anyway after study that little bit with chu xiang,zi cai, feng wei and gab, we decided to go slack liao lol ...its more like a slacking outing then a study group...then at ard 6+ go eat then slack somewhere near cp LRT there and chat. Then we went to take a look at renoma stuffs....zi cai went there to buy shirt but me, feng and gab go there see the salegirl LMAO...then keep saying whether is she pretty anot lol, lame! then went back to the LRT there to to slack again then somehow donno who come up with the idea of forming a guild or a organisation LOL for single men, hahas about what it do? donno tell you all later....hmm maybe we guys should really find a serious relationship? hahas donno...

Then i found out something...that is ... I HAVE A PROBLEM READING EXPIRY DATE!!! LOL! That time i read the wrong date for my cough medi then i acutally drink a pass 1 yr expiry date medi into my stomach...lol then i go dig it out ARGH disgusting but i don wanna get even more ill...then today i see the soya bean its 2008 then pass expiry date but i tot this year 2008 then i din go drink....jialat lah think i need to see a expiry date doctor? lol donno lah...

Thinking back..

2007-08-04T23:29:00.000+08:00

Life in poly is so busy or rather stress? Nah i am not sure just only know that projects and exams are all filling up my time slots which i cant do much to avoid them... well at least for now i think i had taken the right choice from the narrow choices of choice after O lvl....no pre-uni for me cos i know i am sure not going to handle it well...so stuck here in poly which most pea does.

I know throughly deep down in my heart that i am still now adapting well to my current life right now....no cca was something which i cannot get use to it....trying to do back community service badly...miss the times i did my community services in tri-touch and the camp, upteen of funs and memories. well anyway like what i had been telling myself.... just do what i think it is right and i am happy thats it!... Angel:"Hey Jeremy don think too much if not you are going lunatic"

Oh yeah noticed something recently or maybe long time ago just din go think about it...now alot of people are like going for eyes candies lol but mostly just really eyes candies....wonder is that the reason that lead to ageing population? hahas donno...lets wait for prof Wong to come out with the result bah =)

Been through alot of thinking on the people i had met and how are they like...well not just met or rather old friends too....some changes, some i cant adapt....reason? People grow up and so does thinking...well who don? Me too!
Had a conversion with my friend on msn saying about how to survive in poly LOL...things we met are totally diff from our normal 4 or 5 years in sec school and our daily life....last time for me was reaching home at 4+ and open computer and start playing like a nerd...now was like a active rat running outside from early morning till late...sometime even miss my house dinner...what can i do? Schoolwork more important yah?

Just some little thoughts from my pea brain...human life... intresting?

Hebe 哭了

2007-08-03T01:55:00.000+08:00

oooo...found a very sad video on S.H.E and how Hebe cried....so touch ...i know its acutally quite a old video but i seldom go youtube watch S.H.E so when i come across it i felt that it is so touching that it tears me up >_<

so sad must see

S.H.E Fever rush for 2 days!

2007-07-30T22:35:00.000+08:00

well...last weekend was quite a S.H.E Fever...saturday was the mini concert and it ended okok maybe because there is no encore...but whatever it is i think that they are just way too tired as they wake up at 5am in taiwan and take a plane to sg then interview and rehearse and so on so it was quite understandable....but i got a FEAKY NB WORST situation EVER, i don wanna said too much about it...but i am REALLY annoyed by IT TOTALLY! KNN so immature sia ccb...at that time, tons of !@#% was out and i told my secondary friends why i was so annoyed by it....now i truly LEARNED my lesson, i wont do the same things again!

Anyway enough of the complain...Lets talk something about the mini concert, i meet dap,khai theng, zhao lun, jun ping and vincent at 10 and head off to eat breakfast cum lunch and went to arcade for a little fun and reached The Max Pavilion at 12 or 1+, back then the weather was getting dark and when we reached we were thinking if we could go in the hall to wait so it will be more relax but instead it was not...when we just get into the queue not even 1 sec, droplets of rain start to fall down...my gosh! So unlucky man...so i took out my brolly and tot only i got bring when we have 6 people here LOL then lun surprised us with his brolly so we 3 share one and waited in the rain~ lalala... till 3+ still raining my jean were all wet and we were sitting on the wet floor...booking spaces for adeline and her cousin and fs gang....at 6+ near 7 they told us to go in the hall and we pick the back sit as it is the only way to see the whole stage...oh yah and before i forgot!!! I saw someone who acutally look so much alike like Ai otsuka!! Man firstly sight tot she was okok but look longer she is indeed pretty lol but she is with her stead...saddness and i lost her in the middle of the crowd in the hall...nevertheless we move in...and there! They singed "Play" album except for one song and that i "bia zai kang qiao" firstly i tot they were not on the tip top form as Selina acutally zhao sia or voice run away lol when reaching high pitch and she tried to cover it but it made it worse and obvious instead ... well i guess she was too high...but later it was better and could heard that they acutally try to skip the high pitch parts when it comes...but what i really admired is acutally Hebe was singing quite alot of high pitch on that day well she normally sing high pitch but i tot she was in off form mode so din expect that so...it was nice! Next Ella!! hahas she was dam cute loh in the concert though she was suffering from a flu, she cracked alot of jokes and there is on part she almost..almost forgot to rap then she kan chiong and rap and try to remain cool like jay chow lol! dam funny sia....alot of mention lah...just fun except for the dam bloody thing that happened...

So it above it a story for sat mini concert which i waited so long to get the tixs on last last sat from 8+ in the morning till 6...but time sure fly fast there! but acutally i entered into a state of depression after that...wondering what i was doing is really what i wanted... yes i really wanted to see S.H.E but the waiting time let me feel that i am throwing my youths away...it maybe due to because b4 the queueing for the mini concert tix i am already queueing for a stupid album cover stuffs which S.H.E is not there same as queueing for the tixs...but the tix worth million times more then the cover sia...the queueing for cover is bai ci de loh..i and lun and khai then waited for 5 to 6 hours just to get a single cover? When people can buy on that day at the booth and they can get it? Oh craps craps and more craps...some people said the exchanging for album cover is to get more people to come for a few events before the exchanging session starts...if it is so they are jsut dam fk up...here is a link to the forum about fans complaining : http://www.she-forum.sg/forum/viewtopic.php?t=11288&postdays=0&postorder=asc&start=0&sid=ca6cb3c07fc67a410f82c20dcdeb5ef0
Nvm about it...sunday one was more worst...and i never would have it i would be complaining about it...i keep telling myself the event at sunday was ok le lah till i read a tread on the S.H.E forum....complaining about the autograph session on how sucky it was...and there people start to throw in whatever they hate on the event into the tread...and i realise how stupid and dumb organising it had be....I stay in hougang went down all the way to the other side of the island, wake up early at 9 and reach at 11+...guess what? 11+ is early? They autograph session start at 2pm! As a result people start to queue overnight...and what more is that the venue is acutally outside a garden on the lvl 4 of IMM there? and they restrict other space ard it and permitting only a small tent for about 500+ fans when there is over 4k+ fans in sg? so how? the rest of the fans got to wait at the warehouse in lvl 5....it was not S.H.E fault but the organising party that is just sucky...and again they put up a booth selling album gibing out the COVER AGAIN! ccb....see liao also sian knn....have they ever thought of those who went to get and queued over hours and hours under the hot sun and stuffy carpark? Just dumb and stupid sia they all...
and because i queued all the way to the warehouse...i could not hear them sing..
S.H.E was rather tired Hebe acutally rest her head on the table during the break time...alot of people say Ella was looking very tired...but i think still ok lah...and they did what they promise by signning to each and every last person...so nice of them when they are sick and tired...

alright enough of the complains and whinning and fun stuffs of S.H.E! Today pon C-math 1st hr lesson as i was to tired but acutally i could be only 15mins late...but the 72 bus acutally take 1 hr to drive me there....from hougang to yio chu kang....reason is because there is a accident and a car hit a cyclist and unfortunely the cyclist is dead...from what i heard from my classmate as i did not see it myself...only know there is a long jam on the way there..then after reaching then i know there is a "pop-quiz" for html for javascript then i say siao liao i din bring textbook to study and somemore its a open book lol so i think i failed the html quiz 5% beautifully but acutally alot of people from other class which i see also donno how to do or rather cant find answer in the textbook and some even leave blank...but what come after the 10 min pop quiz is that this was the most enjoyable scott jones's lecture thinking i had been skipping his lecture for like so many many weeks lol...we were having a fun game in the lecture hall...who was the fastest to stand up and anwer will get a point and the class with most points get to win plenty of sweets and snacks and good fortune by scott jones??? LOL when start other class was answering so hiong then i tell meng hua he spam me answer then i help the class answer lol donno what is wrong with me...then got 2 or 3 points forgotten le then meng hua and ren qi tag team answer from side side of the hall LOL so firece sia...then as on par with class 5 lol which is
Samantha class and she was answering the qns also ...she is chio man i sld say...scare later she got a feud with our class lol! but because it was a par so mr scott ask meng hua the top scorer of our class and samantha class de donno who a big chap to a dual of qns LOL but in the end it was still a draw and the baggy of stuffs was spit by we two classes LOL

so i guess i stopped here le bah write so long le lol...acutally still have much to say but i left it unsaid atm bah.

Exams and test and projects!

2007-07-18T18:51:00.000+08:00

Stress arh... for the next 2 mths i will be stress like hell...ytd gotta back my marketing paper...dam sad, out of 22, 9 failed, out of 9 who failed i am one of them...haiy..my heart was shattered when i saw the paper...my marketing project group only i failed it..22/50. 3 more marks to it....it is not i din study or what but it is the qns that acutally cause me to lose so many marks...marketing bases i go write marketing segmentation...omg ...this qns 15 marks i got zero...dam...my mcq was nicely done with 18/20 and it was acutally my section B that had cause it to lost marks.....well what can i say? This is the first paper that i failed in nyp and why must it de a business paper when i wanted to learn business so much? DAMMIT!! Really i was really sian dao..haiy...suan le hope i can get through it with our project so i won have to retake the module...

Then today java test....got abit like trick dao loh....the qns was acutally somehow quite diff from what we are practicing in the tutorial loh...but heng i manage to get my 1st to program up and running ...hope nothing wrong....but i got a feeling i save program 2 over program 1..sian if that is the case i am dead...not i donno how to do but is save wrong....then my pesudocode anyhow do..lol then circle i go circle 2 in the qns part 2 ...haiy....then bonus marks i don even know how to do..lol only know how to put the FOR there then finish lol....sian arh!!!

But acutally i think i am still alright le bah...at least i can get my programs up and running whereas some of my classmate could not acutally compile and run...and i do feel proud of myself as it was the 1st time i can acutally run and compile on my own without anyone help!! HAHAS i am nuts! Anyway i do hope those who are weaker will be able to catch up and don have to retake the module...

lastly....feel so sad i miss the "live earth"... wanna watch Ai Otsuka live on tv but i am not free...sian...could only watch one of the song she sing on youtube...and she is very beautiful !!!
Then i saw a short clip people cut out on ai otsuka de movie...lol he go cut out the part when aiotsuka ask for a hotdog bun! LOL so FUNNY! hahas don mind me...think i am mad due to this few days stress..lol

well i guess that is all hope i can get pass this sem and go on...i don want to lag behind!!!

Michelle, mishy or cutiemish

2007-07-13T22:42:00.000+08:00

Well...happened to come upon mishy videos and her blog again, have quite a deep impression on her as he stirred up quite a storm in youtube last year 2006, well her name is Michelle sometime call as mishy or cutiemish.

She is really quite a outstanding and special person i should say, why do i said that? Because she acutally did something outstanding which among million or billion or trillion of people does not do, she made quite alot of videos and imitading and sing toward her webcam...well she is a asian but with a heavy british accent...well here are some of her pictures

hahahas she is a actress but in fact her dream is to be a model...but well her height just pull her down, from what she said from her blog...

Just to let you view her profile and her videos made by her: http://www.youtube.com/user/cutiemish

well alot of people leave lots and lots and lots of comments on her...lol some are good and some are bad depending how you rate her after you have watch her videos... but honestly i really think she is not bitchy or slutty or trying to create a clown out of her but instead i like her attitude the way which no one acutally do the same as her, treating this as her hobby.

She doesn't base herself on cosmetics, nudity, etc. Sometimes - on purpose - she tries even to appear "ugly" : all her charm she bases exclusively on winning natural ways, on an extraordinary taste for music, on body gesticulation elegance, on personal magnetism. well this part was extracted from an article http://madaboutasia.blogspot.com/2006/10/another-cutiemish-article.html but i totally agree with what is written in it!

Hmm...the newpapers in british acutally feature her in it and leaving comments about her...

Anyway i just find this stuffs very interesting thats why i share with you all... and not alot of people have the courage to show what they wanna express and post it to let the people ard the world to view her masterpiece...if have a chance i really wish i can get to meet her! =p
Do take a look at her videos!

Birthday for corrine!

2007-07-10T19:54:00.000+08:00

Last saturday went for Corrine birthday with daphne and weiqi....met 3 + at compass, had a rush in preparing present for Corrine lol and Corrine reminding weiqi not to be late lol. After that take a lift from Corrine mother van outside ya koon to yio chu kang for this birthday venue...on the van met ziyi then had some chat before reaching

then reach le her father set up for Karaoke lol then Corrine went into frenzy in singing...jumping on the sofa and sing...hahas so funny...sing sing then eat buffet ....after that keep listening to other people singing lol...then ownself din sing cos very ps...then janice,xiao wei and mabel came...afterwhile they left b4 cutting cake lol...then me wq and dap went to the swimming pool to pao jiao..then ziyi came and join us...after a while we went up to cut cake and took some photos and..chat and chat then because no more drinks liao i end up drinking beer LOL...after that abit blur le but not drunk...donno why lol...almost 10+ Corrine brother in law gib us a ride out to the bus stop and ziyi meet her friend donno go where then the rest of us went for supper...as i was blur because night plus some drip of beer i accidently buy one bowl of vegatarian noodles lol....but nvm get one rojak and we took a cab home...Corrine was so happy that day...its was her 07/07/07 birthday and lots of GIFTS!!! Envy her!

blehx

2007-07-04T22:08:00.000+08:00

Celebrate Samantha's birthday last sunday, then watch "tranformers", well i can say its really a cool show and nice...just that the actions are too close in lol then was like seeing a batch of metals hugging each other lol....then after that buy cakes for her then we all go home le...but but ..the story for that day does not end here either .... me, han wen, shili and jason later decided to take a cab home ...and we acutally could not get a single till 12+....3 hrs of waiting.....ARGHS!

Monday had presentation for com skill....lol everyone was like having script to read while i just bomb out from my brain...then after that realise i miss out alot of stuffs that i forgotten to said and maybe due to nervousness...

This week and next week onwards i will be darn busy as projects and exams are all coming in...real stress....IT is hard to study yah....they said poly easy life well....easier then secondary?....hahas but still hard lah....

Nightmare at M&M

2007-07-01T03:27:00.000+08:00

Went to Mutt and mittens today...well of so many times that i went to i guess today is quite a nightmare for me yah.

Went with weichong, weiqi, quyun and meifang...reached at ard 9+ then wash the cages as usual then boon told us to walk the dog...then i go and walk saddis and a lady told me not to walk him as he is still not that tame...well ok then i put him back and took daddy out...then the rest of daddy's family was taken by the weichong they all...then walk walk walk to the vending machine met Cohen(donno how to spell his name) and his wife, they said wanna gib them a jab except daddy so i leave daddy to weiqi care and i went back to get blacky out...well daddy was inside a garden and black was outside...weiqi at first tot daddy like black cos daddy ran toward blacky when i take her out...then when waiting the Q for jab weiqi bring daddy out of the garden...and guess what to my horror both bark and daddy the bigger doggy acutally bite onto blacky leg...even worse...because blacky was leashed by me and as soon as i heard they barked i tried to pull blacky away but by the time i pull blacky legs was already caught by daddy tight teeth...which means there is two impacts at the neck and the leg then i was like OMG !... It truely shock me and weiqi when we saw it and blacky was chua sai when daddy bite her...then the shit got onto me... lol abit only lah then blacky substain a bite mark and bleed a little...then the crew told me its ok...well i hope so bah...then i go clean myself up and don dare enter the doggy corner to help so me and the rest went to the cats corner.

Guess what i found a Garfield which acutally do something that others cats don do it...lol and i pose with him lol!

After M&M, weichong went for work, then left meifang,weiqi, quyun and me so we went to the big Giant to shop...i bought nothing and the girls bought some...had some ice-cream after the shoppy and then we walk back to the bus and home sweet home...tired day

BORING!!!

2007-06-22T17:14:00.000+08:00

well this holiday is boring... just came across aiotsuka de forum and happend to see that she is having a new single call "Peach" LOL and the cover picture is acutally THIS!!! LAMO sia

but i can say that this is quite a good take of her !

Anyway don mind me, i'm just crazy over her LOL....nevertheless S.H.E too!

Holiday ending and

my nightmare is reaching upon me...well guess what as my sem1 is ending exam and quizes are stucking onto me heavily...was thinking did alot of people who acutally could not handle poly well and screw themself up? Hmm just wondering but hey i study so hard for O's is not just to end here right? yupps jiayou to myself wor!

Sian arh!!!

2007-06-17T02:49:00.000+08:00

Few days back went to pasir ris for fishing....at first tot could finally get some real good fish for my mum but it turn out worst then i thought ... LMAO

what happened over at the pond? started fishing at 3 pay the guy money for it $38 and shooo we cast our rod.....moments later han wen caught one and it was a sea bass....then followed by lun who caugh alot of japanes fishes which seem to like him alot cos they keep coming to him lol...well as for me nothing THROUGHOUT the WHOLE day...sad..it turn out true like what i told han wen that "hey mum i pay 38 and caught nothing" lol sian de loh...then at night my rod finally show some respond toward my sadde day and it finally bended and when i took it up and reel back..knn the string snap and shoo...cold.....sian again....then after that i cast a few more times the rod break into two...WORST!!! EVEN SIAN!!! haiy..small fishes is easy to catch lah but big one really need some good experiences to get them...then near leaving time lun caught one big one and i donno what fish is it lol...but can eat bah....then the end hahas
Zero fish for me !!! Cheers!

Today went back to sch for project then was like so sleepy sia....done abit then distribute work then we leave le...WAHH SO STRESS SIA this week i nvr done much hmk sia...jialat next week i sure die de, java, html, marketing and mobile paradise!!! DANG! Good Game for me...

Then ytd went for work and FINALLY i got a sale liao!!! Thanks to Low to help me close it!!! That family only get a normal water filter system back home to try...but i seriously hope that they will come back and buy a E-life from me hees...then how at kovan do road show quite song lol cos got quite alot of chio bu...hahas but the people there abit weird leh....they like so afraid of me sia! i walk over they walk away then when i was the other side then they come over to speak to Low....am i a monster??? OMG i am just a promoter leh...haiyy suan leh maybe kovan people got negative power against me lol...then next week go honda there to attend a talk on our company contract with them...confuse what i am talking about? Ok basically is that prestige group decided to go on futher with their sale not just with water filter but also helping honda rent out their cards and getting people to join as their members...so who do the job? we do the job...well somehow i feel it is easier to do it then water filter but practically i think is it hard well....people rent cars on special events bah...but hey i can get to learn more new stuffs rather then water filter only! that what i like about my job! Fresh Taste each time and new expriences!

Nowadays is like keep playing Granado espada lol with edwin, we are like chiong till no day and night lol the feeling of chionging game is back le...hahas good for the game for bad for my studies lol jialat...slack alot hahas...had i can put my game and studies well bah...

Moments

2007-06-12T01:14:00.000+08:00

Well, after lots and lots of busy weeks i am finally able to come back to blog again. There is so much so much and so much that i wanna say. Firstly i have to say something to my beloved butter aka guinea pig that i love you so much and forever in my heart. On the day that you left and went back to god we were all crying over it. Never would i thought that you are so thoughtful to us, greatful to you. Next time if you wanna go then just go ok? Dont hang on there till the light are out then you leave in slience, you make us feel so hurt and letting you down, we were just closing the light thinking you will have a good rest after the medi. But in fact you left us, that night we sit by your side and cry through. Butter hope you rest in peace, you are always in our heart...

Above is a message for my butter, pls don mind me, i am so sad and depress over his dead. That night i can say its was really my lowest point in life. He acutally hang on while breathing so diffcult just to stay till the light are out then he left on slience, when we open the light he was already motionless, i tried to hold back my tears but i could not. Blame it on me not taking him to see the vet early, so guilty for the rest of my life. As a hay lover, Butter acutally hold on a stalk of hay in his mouth before he goes....he had been so sick till that he could not eat and before he go he hold on a stalk of hay so strongly in his mouth. I know i know...he could not eat it down anymore because of his stomach...yet he hold onto his fav hay....too sad to write on...

May God Watch Over you
Beloved Butter

Back to some unrelated topics, finally on my term break, i wanted to say so much that i am so happy that i finally could have a break....last time a 2 weeks break was like so little to me...but somehow this time it is so long and good which i feel...maybe is because i am really too busy and keep returning home late...

One more stuffs is that i am quiting my archery, does not was to be train and pay the seniors money for them to train me..thats all simple.

Somehow i felt that i had changed alot...i could not help from changing my char....but i just know something changed...and that is towards bad....not the old same Jeremy i use to joke alot nowadays...i just could not explain how and why....

Seem like i lost something on the way and i just could not find it back and that is not just 1 but more....

My second time of not having any sales on my job happen and haiy...i was like not trying my best...

Donno what to say on...take one step slowly at a time bah...hope the new Jeremy you all can get use to it ......

No spark in my life.

2007-05-23T23:44:00.000+08:00

Haiyy... shi sian de loh eversince my poly life started, things goes on so routine for me but not as routine as doing job bah... anyway i do really hope something can spice up my life... just went into my nyp E-mail and find out that the SIT club is already recruiting and not only that the computer what thing is also recruiting for world cyber games and you know how much i wanna join this two? Well i guess i sld go on ahead with it if time able me to do it. My archery cca cannot say is not fun but also not that fun, maybe its because of three factors and that is firstly my grouping of arrows are not that nice and secondly need to buy a bow and arrows for my archery and i had already wasted so much money eversince i enter nyp and lastly ...craps...almost forgotten what i wanted to say....lastly no cca pts if din enter pi sai or school team...sad..

Friday got two quizzes and it is ESSIT and Computering maths, well i can say this two are my not so good modules and as for ESSIT there are 4 person retaking the module....well this does not mean it is hard but i also know that the module is hard that why i said it....as for java well i think i am somehow getting the hang of it already but still need to keep doing so that it can keep refreshing my mind bah.

SIAN ARH!!!

WOOHOO!

2007-05-17T22:40:00.000+08:00

I am so glad i discover something today! wanna know what i discover? hahas, something which i tot i might not be able to see anymore! That is the green jacket! hahas so what so "special" about this green jacket thingy? If you had been following up on my blog you will know le lol.

Today went for my C-math at LTM-1 lecture room then i saw one quite familiar face...then i go over toward the opps of the toilet which the person went into think will be able to see the face more clearly when that person walk out. Then that person walk out! WOW is the green jacket gal who i met at DAE appeal!!!!! OMG OMG OMG. hahas but donno why suddenly no mood to say on lol....

Anyway 1 week back, i go tag on the wrong "Felicia" blog... Na bei so sia suay sia! Donno what to say leh lol. sian anyway i have alot of people have tag and link! lol DANG* sure wack by them de loh...hahas...

Tmr work at pounggol plaza! BUT! How to go there ar? LOL i think tmr i take cab go there 1st bah...well work from 5 to 9 and.. and i am the only promoter there LOL jialat donno can handle anot lol but heng jacky there with me if not i sure haywire. Sat and sun also got work, was quite happy can work lah..but next week i got essit quiz and C-math quiz which both i am still struggling keep up with it..haiyy...hope i can cope with it bah! good luck to me =] hahas if not GG, dead in nyp again lol!

Tmr marketing project discussion at 9! awhh cannot slp more lol...but no choice...work need to come 1st then slp bah, hope we can do well for the marketing!

sia lah! Short term memories *DANG* donno what to write LOL....Oh yah today jewelry ask the class whether we wanna join the xtreme venture 3 anot.... acually was intrested but 2 factors which i cannot join or go...and that is i got archery on that day and not enough people to join with me...LOL i want cca points de wor...but nvm lah

oh...yeah talking about archery...i feel so sad sia, my grouping of arrows are shit man 5 arrow only got 3 group nia...sian....then whats more is cannot get into badminton...i just donno why but just very sad sia...badminton was acutally a sport which i like most and wanted to fusion it tgt with me and as i tot secondary don have badminton i wanted to join in poly...but what more sad is i cant get in and my dream is all gone le bah....haiyy, somehow i think their trial or judging we players are abit off leh... my friend nan qiao badminton vice cap not chosen? KNN something is wrong then his bro go talk and appeal for a replay for him then he play le then get in...i was like wth loh...stupid lah what kind of judging is that? if a pro is there you could have already notice right? I am not saying they are not professional in badminton or what but they just gib me the feeling of anyhow judge bah....aiya hack lah anw i am sticky to archery for now....then heard only go in school team then got cca pts...even more sian loh...think i get into SIT club for more cca pts bah...suan le if really cannot get into uni i guess i have to walk the private degree path bah...

Anyway sad for it but happy i discover something =]

Donno what to say.

2007-05-08T23:28:00.000+08:00

Ok today is erm tuesday, poor start lol. Anyway 20 mins more to wednesday, yups.
Well hows sch like to me? hahas getting harder and harder le wor....i need to bao zhong le, lol.
Next week Java quiz le, sian i could only do it with open book but not with the book cover facing me lol. Then today do the html table, same reason applied, with open book and w3school to help me it is easy like shit but when it come to quiz i am just blank haiy..just hope i can still cope if not i really GG in nyp le lol

Well gotta stop all my complains and start to blog other stuffs, reorder the S.H.E album today and now i am really broke lol 20.95 cents for it. I haven got my pay leh, i think this friday then go get it bah cos need to go down prestige group there for training! PUSH E-LIFE TO SELL!!! Hahas just as you are wondering what is E-life, it is a water filter which consist of energy water, so one may asks what is energy? It break up huge water molecules clusters to smallers one and so it is easy to absorb by us human and thus it will detoxic our body faster and of cause going to toilet more often then before. Well it also have the funtion to speed up the healing of wounds and so on, i tested the water and its really good yah. Tell you what? This is what i can explain to consumers only LOL!! No wonder till now i also cannot sell one E-life hahas, guess prestige group gotta fire me soon if i still keep on selling pitchers only LOL. One thing it is hard to sell is cos the price is $980 wor LOL expensive? yuppss it do is expensive wor plus one year changing of filter is like 200+? aiyo i also forgot liao too long din see this product lol or rather din push to sell it LOL...but somehow others promoters manage to get it off the table one by one...WHY? WHY? AND I CAN ONLY GET PITCHERS OFF!!! WHY? LOL

Hack care lah this friday go down for training le, hopefully i can get to sell one of it yah? Not just comission i want but also the power to sell it off yah? Then next week got badminton orentation le, wonder can get in anot or rather do i really want to get in? Adeline told me today that her friend ask uni and they said to get into uni don need cca points? what is this~? so is need or no need? If no need i might as well anyhow join liao lah...but if need then 2 cca will crash on me and again dead in nyp GG. lol

Nowadays in school was like normal? I realised something and that is time is starting to get slower to pass on...why? Donno leh, hack lah...just spend the time anyhow lah. Then like after a meal or lunch we will go to cheers but is like go in nothing to do then anyhow buy this buy that LOL why ar? So many why hahas

Oh yah here i wanna kan a very cb class from IT de...I donno what class but during the scott jones lesson they sit behind me and is dam FUCKING NOISY! Is FUCKING loud also! Knn i know his lesson sian lah but can you all knn stfu? People trying to listen and rest on the dam uncomfortable chair and there you are KPKB knn. Oh.. then got one fucking blacky* not i wanna be racist but he really annoyed me off TOTALLY!* He is not normal fucking loud or noisy but he is like keep kicking my chair and making comments on whatever scott jones is talking and doing, hey come on lah, you are not 3 years old kid liao leh, wtf? why you act like one? Then when jia wei and i dozed off and there you are making fucking bar bi snoring sounds to wake us up, CB GET A LIFE LAH KNN. At first i tot is a chinese guy but knn later found out is a malay guy, and you are the 1st fucking malay guy that totally piss me off! I had never met one like you b4 si bakar. If next week i sit in front of this fucking barkar again and he is going to piss me off the third time i am going to settle things with him in the toilet liao knn.

Other then this feaking knn issue i also wanna blog about few days back stuffs. We went to celebrate daphne birthday and spitted it on two days, one at hougang and the other one at AMK and we cut cake at hougang kopitiam and eat together at AMK and the foods well are rather expensive wor...maybe i cos i no more money le bah hahas....i know i say very brief yah lol lazy to type on wanna go bed soon le.

Just to refer back to what guan jie ask me, i tot i written the reason i kanna nicknamed le at my last topic? LOL you din see carefully lah....go see again

Ok off to bed, tmr a busy day for me....12 release sch but need to do project and assignments till 6 then go archery so in the end 10+ reach home...lol sian...

And another day at sch.....

haiyy haiyy haiyy and more haiyy

2007-05-02T18:57:00.000+08:00

Ok back here to blog about a few stuffs....

Join Archery went for the training, the orentation was okok or boring hahas but when it comes to the real shooting it is really dam fun loh...hahas ARCHER!!! lol budden i also wanna join badminton...SO STRESS if i join both ..haiyy but no choice i need tons of cca points...so i came to a conclusion....lesser games now...*sign. As i don wanna because 2 cca then my work results drop mah...dui bu dui? Hope so bah hahas anw badminton i might also not get in lol

Then wahh the java why so hard one? KNN it is really getting out of my hand liao..*sniff but nevertheless i will always do my best bah...*Implementation* the only one that grip me tight...then C-math complements is the other one that grip me again .. Two grips = GG dead in NYP. Hahas

Lol guess what third week and i had already been nicknamed... TTB, not thick textbook hor, is timetable boy...sad lol me and edwin is so sad..both kanna nicknamed.

Then hor saw one year 2 de OGL... not bad not bad .. you know what i am going to say lah...yah lol...but gotta kick that thought off my head lol

So sian...wana buy a new laptop bag for my dear laptop but no money >_< so hard up on money ...haiyy...have to wait for jia jia to gib me my pays! YEAH hahas not alot lah...ard 150+ nia lol..donno can live on it for how long lol.. yeah....

Lastly, no mood and motivation for Igrasp java revision and C - math de revision...jialat lah...how to move on to sem 2 if this go on...haiyy haiyy haiyy haiyy.................etc

Middle of the night

2007-04-25T00:42:00.000+08:00

Middle of the night now...well this week is the second week my school le...at my 1st thought i really think i can handle things on my hand atm, but slowly i realise it was a little getting out of hand. haiy..i really hope as week goes by the modules will not be too hard for me....I am not too sure, when i 1st went into poly i told myself i must do my best to work hard in the school, but something is wrong bah..its just like the time b4 O's lvl , slacking ard come back play games and slp, eat like waiting for the 3 years to pass...haiy...almost everyday after school reach home at ard 6 +...reaching home late is ok but...i donno somehow something is missing and aimlessly in my heart...lonely? i don quite think so bah...i think i had already overcome lonely this word.

Haas come across shi li blog and listen to "way back into love " its so nice man...hahas toobad no one wanna watch "music and lyrics" hmm bet must be a good show....somehow i slowly like to show love story , the movie "The holiday" is really one great love movie i can say...too good nice written..

Oh yah...today lessons is rather getting out of hand yeah...lecturers are like running through the lectures and tutorials...and i had been catching up and just standing on the line but what if the icas and quiz are there? Fall off it? It was liek even if i went online to see the exams paper but no answer it is also useless....and there are so many better then me de how to get the top 10%?
Aiya i don care lah...zzz just ride the 3 years through?

Woot past 1 plus le and i am still here...lol tmr having lesson at 9 and after that go get my dear handphone then go to japanese club with liting and cynthia... then join han wen to go vball...

Faith!

2007-04-23T22:17:00.000+08:00

Ah ha...finally bought my laptop!!! Well guess what? It was faster then i had thought bah. haas recap of what i had done!

Hmm...acutally its nothing much, just new laptop which i really wanted for a long time so that i can have my own time to play as and when i like, well got a mouse but a slightly smaller mouse argh...that mouse cause my hand to hurt after some time as i think the mouse is really small for me to use when playing dota...haiy...donno wanna get a new bigger mouse anot ... then i will need to waste money again...sian de loh.

oh yah then last sat...we had a sec class gathering!!! Well i push away my job on sat just to attend this important gathering, see how much i miss my sec sch...hahas. Then we went to sakura for dinner!!! Well the foods was great and i throughly think that it wont lose out to kushinbo and whats more is the price is cheaper then kushinbo by ard 10 plus...wow! hahas so if you guys have a chance can go there and try it out yah...After the dinner we went for a movie at tampines and watch the 200 pound beauty at 11.45. Well its a good show...worthly to watch it...funny too and the only part i don really like is the last time that the chio bu open her concert and blah blah blah...abit lame lah that part...for those who watch it will know...but for those who haven you can consider watching it yah? after that? more nightlife? No! hahas we all take diff cab and head back home...

and well its back to sch with my monday blues timetable...stresses till 6 no rest from 8am hahas...sian right...one of the lecture almost made half of my class fall asleep! LOL Mr Jones lesson ...boring and a lecture of sleep lol....dozing....anyway today we all make fun of jia wei alot and me also kanna di siao by then lol...but nvm lah and hope jia wei wont take it to heart lol...just for laugh! Oh yah saw Tammy two times today LOL ....people will ask is she pretty? Well my answer is ok bah...at least enough for a chio bu rank, but not for me! hahas...i sld say she have a good complex of skin ya....ok lah

Oh also saw some chio bu today lol from other classes de...but still did not see my green jacket de lol...okok i guess thats all le bah..

Fates

2007-04-14T11:16:00.000+08:00

Well come to think of it, times flies. just have the feeling to blog before work as i saw our class 5N1 photo from shili blog hahas..

yupp 5 years ago we were all strangers and now we are all goodie goodie besty hahas, i know time wont remain but (#$@#%@$^ HOUSE UPSTAIR DRILLING!!! MAKE MY FEEL TO TYPE ALL GONE!!!) i know memories will stay to serve the moments we are together till the very last of our breath...just wondering, if we were grown up and start working will we still have gathering or what? from what i had tot was each and everyone of us are now on our on paths..no longer the paths of 5N1 that we took together..laughter, tears, quarrel, teaching and learning,swearing at books which made us puke lol..

But one thing i know is that i will and must move on with my life in poly...well yupps oh yah dammit just as i was thinking that we must not lost contacts i made a stupid mistake last few days zzz...guess what? when i was using the w550i phone i tot i store all my contacts on my sim card...but what next was what make me even more sian...when i change my handphone while i trade in my w550i i donno that lots of my contacts were acutally in the phone and not in the sim...as a result i lost each and every contacts i made during that time i was using the phone...haiy.. so whoever out there read tis thingy and is a friend of mine...when you contact me just let me know who you are...thanks alot

oh..yeah also bought my lectures notes from the printing shop last few days but some of the notes were not print out yet for us to buy...

oh yah that time went out for our 02 class and OGLs and guan yew to m' square for lunch and games...guess what? we met so many classes from IT de in ms hahas...so qiao right? after lunch at carvana...we went to play pool oh yah...Edgar ask me a very diff question hahas where is M' square i really donno how to reply him but i forgot who told me to tell him to go out and take a cab lol ...its jordan right if i think remember wrongly hahas outside doorstep and take a cab lol..then we have great time at the pool games...but the gals was rather left out by us as we only play on our own ~_~ so bad lol..but afterthat they left for shopping hahas..then slowly some left till only me, Jeremy lew, Joon hoe and Edwin and Edwin was a good KOF player yah...hahas yupps left we few then walk all the way to city link and take train home...on the way met bao hui and khai theng but i din realise as i was dreaming till Edwin told me lol by then i could only see them and wave hahas...

Seem far yet near.

2007-04-08T02:13:00.000+08:00

Wow is all i can say... seem million of years eversince i had blog lol... thats my style of doing stuffs.. lol pile and stack my story up then start blogging here. Hmm just gotta a job today, recommended by jia jia must really thanks her for the job if not i am going to broke if this goes on lol.

My new job is basically selling water filters made by hyfflux *donno spell correct or not* the company that invented the new water. Truely i was amuse by their devices and stuffs, although there are also pro and con in each items like changing the filters or others stuffs which are not meant to be said here bah lol.. Afterall its still quite a nice job just that the location is far and only can work for 4 hrs with basic but nevertheless i hope i still earn from my commission though.

Well back to what i did from the last blogging till now, i got enroll into nyp but its not the course that i really want. Information technology, my one and only future prospects and gotta stick with it no matter what for a min of 3 years...well thats just one thing that just keep me on thoughts and that is if i ever outdate in IT what am i going to do? Relearn and apply for course for learning? Waste money and times and effort? well i am not really sure about it haiy.. hope it gets better.
Oh yeah btw whose who are in nyp and wanna know what happened in my orientation can read here. Ermm start off by some parts and that is ok loh lol the orientation hahas but really good effort made by the OGLS thanks alot! Maybe is because i organise or play too much of many such mini games in tri-touch that why it did not attract me alot. Hmm well for those people right, going to nyp must go for orientation which is strongly advise by me. Reason being is not because it is fun or anything but because you must learn how the school works and what you can do and what you cannot do. Things like admin card, a small dam piece of card by as important as ic in nyp lol, that admin card get you your attentance going in and out of some places of your block after some passes in the evening. Stuffs like land yard and card protector where to buy them and so on. One thing which is funny i think is the stepping of grass and playing of fountain water LOL, DON EVER PLAY with them or STEP into the grass you will get fine for as bad as $50 WOW hahas.

Anyway too much stuffs to say about it, from the orientation i learn something or rather it confirm my thinking and that is people there do think before they do stuffs or really use brain to do work ya. I have to say the 1st skip made for the SIT club was rather a hilarous one lol an hybrid of anime and movies which make out a funny skip but the last one on the bruise almightly was still okok lah but good effort being made in it =]

Well i kind of like my class rather then others IT class which i donno why, maybe is because there is no ah beng or ah seng or ah hua in it bah... I think is not we don wanna tok just that not the shou with each others thats why but i believe the bond is there le, well 3 years yupps work hard tgt bah!

And oh..sad to say din see the green jacket gal haiyy, but after some thoughts i realise she is from IT de bah cos she that time went into block L lvl 3 and guess what? Lvl 3 is for fypj students lol final year means one year older hahas so can kick away my thoughts le lol. And so pei sei sia let Jewelry know my secret le >_<

Oh YAH! before i forget! WA KAO shi suay dao di de loh, when the enrollment package was here i just follow the few simple steps and get it done over with but guess what? i bang into wallsSss in every steps sia wahh was like F*ck $%#$% ! Problems like cpf no money and pay a little liao then the rest how and how come my mum atm cannot redraw money? Need singpass to do some stuffs , go to the bank for giro hand print and worst still ! lost my confirmation slip the day just before i was about to send in the mail! shi suay de loh..even my sis said i am suay haiy..maybe is because i am not happy because i believe happy go lucky bah..anw its over le and the only thing left is the loaning of money to buy notebook from nyp another steps and steps to do again sian..why poly do things so le che de? even din come for poly sick also need to go e-service and print staple and then send tgt with MC to the admin office and only western MC allow. kaos super duper utimate really sian de loh..haiyy

So what i wish for now and forever is my lucks to be back to me =) and things go smoothly as well and good things do turns up for me !

Sry for no blogging!!!

2007-03-08T23:36:00.000+08:00

like what i said...sry!!! been very mentally busy nowadays, fighting with my brain wohoho....
this is what i wanna do de, i wanna blog aftr getting my posting result. Hope it can be better yah? But no SUCH thing! Althought i did do that for Os lvl ..hahas. Anyway my posting result, aiyo sian...nee ann poly, sian right? so far from my home... and mainly the problem lays in my course, wanna know what course i gotta? HORTICULTURE AND LANDSCAPE MANAGEMENT! If you are wondering what is horticulture? ... Its all about a gardener job WAHAHA funny? 18 cop(cut off points) for this course a gardener de but not mainly that lah. Also design how to put the plants all this so on and so fore.

what i mad about is alot of people said it is useless... prospects is not not not not good, listen liao was like dang! sian arh... acutally i do like it...but somehow my family members ALL oppose it, sian loh..but nvm i getting IT and try REAPPEALLING for Business Informatics sian loh...this intake was quite alot and cop is just right for my 18 marks...why cant i get in? Is it because i put it as my 4th choice? Abit strange leh...aiya nvm i am appealing it again .

so now what i did after knowing my posing result was more intresting! hahas, i went to alot of poly to see and understand more course, all poly i did went b4 other then RP. Acutally its courses attract me but haiyy nvm lah new school, alot of people din take must be a reason, new lecturers sucks? attactment no use de? i donno, i also wanna hack care too. Just wish and hope i get into nyp Business Informatic. At a thought of it at first i was thinking, hmm i like np more but now is course choose me and not i choose course, so basically i only like nyp de one an only able course for me.. Business Informatics... of cos! i like others courses as well! WHICH I WANTED BADLY! And that is business in market or any others pure business in school of business. haiyy nvm i know i and business no fate. Anyway back to where i am i said i don acutally like nyp somehow after seeing np lol weird? yeah! as np is old, i like old stuffs? donno, hahas until today which i broke a record of going three poly(s) in a day, NP, TP and NYP LOL tired leh and waste so much money on cab fare as me and zhao lun scare cannot make it there in time to appeal. Haiy..when i reached nyp, as normal zha lun and me went to find appealing center and nyp appealing center is on IT block 4th floor so we need to take a lift.

Exciting part! For me i guess? LOL i saw.. i saw a gal back view, wah not bad! But her behaviour weird weird de lol( maybe toking to her friend) then i wanted to see her face, just to clear up her image randomly poping in my mind, i realise she taking the sme lift as us! OMG an i saw her face!!!! ARHH WHOO!!! lol she is really very cute and pretty! for my taste? well but really dam chio loh... Honestly it had been millions of years since i met this kind of gal who just stun me with a stomp bolt. O..M..G not ordinary de wor, MUST believe me! althought said she is chio but din stun him...then i told him i like a lips lol...acutally i like her whole features but her lips ae very very special! not ugly one hor...omg ! i know i write alot of omg lol. let me draw out her image more in your mind, you might find me abit bian tai LOL a 155+ (ard there) height in green jacket and short pants, whitey skin, slim legs (which i look out for alot), cuties round face like Ai otsuka, long hair putting a nice smile on her face, althought you might not get what i am drawing out in your mind but lol try to get it ok? she is good yupps and dang 3th storey...door opening*Bi Bi Bi Bi * she went out and gone...after that i kept pestering on zhaolun on how good she is lol!

Richful event but more are yet to come in nyp lol. After i gotta my DAE forms i go to a 2nd floor de room?to send it in. Rewind ~~~ Before going in to the room, two year 3 students approach me and lun...finding us to help them do some photos shooting on a story, i agreeded lol donno lun wan anot hahas, but i said i need to submit my DAE form 1st then they said ok. After i came out teh two said need to find another gal for the story, then nvm me and lun go walk walk and times up! They told us they found one and we followed them back to where we met, hmm a gal in white and short pants . WOW nice slim body shape, i can say she is pretty but not pretty somehow for me, lol but really she is considered chio la. Then we intro each other, then Poof! i forgot her name LOL! then we go down beside a koi pond and we start our story making lol.

Its like comic using normal camera with snap shot, zhaolun is going to be the girl boyfriend and i am going to be the guy who go and get to know her and eventually break lun and her up LOL . Oh btw they students who approached us was from media, yah. Ermm then first shot me and the girl stand near each other looking at each other OMG HOW GAN GA! I try to look into her eyes and she try to look into my eyes >_< and mind you that is now just one shot, its 3 or 4 shot. Then the rest is lun and her sitting together like dating lol and the gal was msging to me, distracted during the date with lun lol. That was the story and the end i also not sure ! LOL cos i don have to be in the shot anymore but i think they eventually broke up because my in a third party as the story goes!

Ta~ta, as when we thought we are going home, they said their another groups of friends need us as well as their project of filming of char must be outsiders, well and me lun is a good one. And so we are off to their media block but the gal is not there le. Oh yah then this time round lun was the one pestering me on how chio she is.... LOL. ok to know more pls go lun blog provided lun got blog about this he will say more about the gal hahas. ok so we went to their block of media and into their classroom and WOOT! ok lah not bad LOL! then we need to flim this time and not just some simple speechless snap shot! woot, I wanna say the story about their fliming de but i lazy to type out and i also very tired LOL those wanna know just ask me i will tell you all. So anw we took a intresting flim ! In fact, the story take place in a..... TOILET! O..M..G hahas but its fun overall, i asked them to send us the flim after they finish editing and also the snap photos with the gal they lun said chio de...mostly i will put some on my friendster pics! WOW it irk me when i am going to see the whole clips and the pics!!! Wanna see it so much, SOO please media friends!! edit it quick and send it to me!! My first fliming exprience and also in a toilet!! hahas.

THE END!

But wa lau i must get into nyp de get to know the gal in green jacket lah...wahh bu tahan liao!
The moral of the story ... i like nyp now LOL!

I'm so stress..

2007-01-31T22:57:00.000+08:00

Just have a few tension quarrel with a friend...not that i wanna scold in the 1st place..but i was typing and i need to type out in cap and vulgar to show that i don really feel good about. Anw i hope he understand that i am not lecturig him...i am going to say sry here for the vulgar in the 1st place but as a friend then i will say out...so hope it can be understand.......

Anw just gone for a interview on a job at VTB building as a promoter with weiqi and yunting ... sian the person said mostly she will use me but need to wait 2 weeks more...but next week O lvl result is coming out le...and i am really scare about it and cannot fulfill our agreement on the job...if i do really ge into poly...then i could go for the job 100% full time...so stress .. i donno why..

Am i suffering from mental problem? i feel so problematic ..now as i am typing my tears are coming out again same as last time ..why? Jobs? studies? friends? Family? ...this holiday i just cannot hold on any longer le...plus the last stage of getting result is coming le..i feel so much peer pressure...i am really afraid of the result ....my heart have a really heavy rock which i cannot gt rid of...it weight tons..i am so sad ...so depress...no more vex like last time but more saddening then before...so sad ..sad till i donno how to write on...

Here, here, here

2007-01-17T23:02:00.000+08:00

Haisss still vexed though...cos i HAVEN QUIT MY JOB!!! which i wanted to do so right now straight!!!!! ...but acutally if it wasn't my bro company and wasn't it he said he really need...acutally i wont be working and helping out ><..alright enough of my job thingy...ermm ARGH just who have Ai otsuka's "Yumekui"!!! well nvm today go a short version of the song lol better then nothing...anw zzz some how i find guildwars something wrong....as its kind of boring if its not played with friends yah? just something missing.

well few days back i am KNN de sad and vex and STRESS!!! Totally into SHIT! Three things all dashed straight at me...First, the chatlet thingy need to cancel and reorganise every thing...well nvm just reorganise its ok with me...then second... HOW am i going to think up something to tell my boss i am quiting when my broher said don say anything to drag him down as he told my boss i am working till sch reopen where i don really want it...zzz HARD WAY TO THINK! and last...about my job again...zz this i don wanna tok .. Anyway after accepting this three GREAT gifts....i go outside and seat down and due to too much stress i started to broke down and start crying...Just Too Vexed and Fan for me...well i know whose who are reading this cant really feel this but Just...haiss...nvm

well sometime really wanna know who can make me happy yah? No one for me to confide in...

Bloody ANGRY!

2007-01-10T19:39:00.000+08:00

WAH FUCK is all i can say, knn nvr tot that working so long for this company now then kanna this kind of thing...CB! Today our company come alot of 2nd hand ps 2 and stuffs so me and jun ping sld be taking out the ps2 and organise them properly....but due to donno what wind blowing to what direction this week come alot of ps 2 and stuffs....nvm cos i am alright with works even if it is lots of works...ok then i think since there is so many then i tell jun ping to slowly do(But not that type of snails working lah) and i also did that. After finishing the 1st batch i am down with 5 more to go! and i ard spent half the office time doing it....and that is with the help of another co-worker. Ok nvm with it....there we started the 2nd batch and the co-worker went out to send goods....well its ok...like what i said alot is ok... i am willing to do....that left with me and jun ping down to do it.

After some time passes and we are still doing...someone above us came in( sld know who lah hor) he told us in a Not A Serious Tone saying "You all do faster wor...if not i cut your pay by 3 dollars ...hahas" the end....

Then we continue to do ....oh yah and also another 1.6k of ps2 is coming in today also but due to the lift faulty, the goods cant come up....but my mind think its non of our business cos we are part timer doing what we sld do..... Donno why hor the office to the warehouse door is open and put with a stopper so i tot goods are going to come in....then we go on and do our stuffs....but bloody hell...TMD a Tone like scold people one was all i heard" HEY JEREMY, FASTER DO THIS THING VERY URGENT" well he said almost something like that....and well the next sec i am FUCKING ANGRY! CB any moron heard that also know it is a tone of kan people liao loh....even jun ping also agreeded with me, i mean if he want us to work faster say it in a proper tone, the point is he did say do fast but who also know just now that line was like di siao people....
And now he suddenly rise his voice and kan us. I mean if you tell us to do faster in a proper way and in the end we did slow and you kan us....alright we sld be kanna scold....but in the 1ST PLACE WE DONNO YOU WANT US TO DO FASTER NOR DID YOU ACTUALLY TELL US IN A NICE WAY TO TELL US DO FASTER!...and that is what i am so angry about CB ...kan me for not doing faster when you din tell us its urgent...knn and the problem is among his part-timers i know we are aleast the few Top scoring one that acutally do stuffs more then any others, MORE THEN HIS NEPHEW CAN WORK! and he treat us in this way ...i can only say you stand on your relative more then you sld...CB...And i tell you one last time...PART-TIMERS WORKS FOR MONEY NOT FOR THE COMPANY!.The end

Well after all this vexing on the blog i felt much better...haiyy...but still so fk up

A body without a soul

2007-01-07T03:20:00.000+08:00

Been long since i blog ...i think, now its 3.20am....wow my mood was so moody after O's lvl. Don ask me why, just feel that something is so empty inside. after chionging for the Os, though can relax...but now chionging for my work....simply no life for me...only weekend can relax but due to all of my friends working, we need to push all our funs activies to weekend...and in the end i was like 24 hrs without enough slp. But of cos i wanted more events so that i can enjoy...well that most hated part was that i guess i failed my promise with zi cai... just now free to do it, not that i don wanna do it. but well moving on with my days and awaiting for more fun activies like scuba diving all this.

Well donno what to write le...so sian signing off here

A day of little saddness and lots of happiness!

2006-11-22T11:46:00.000+08:00

Wah!! Just wake up zzz so tired eversince from ytd, went to high tea and what you guess? Its SO much fun then last year ! Ohh ohh still remember ytd table game 2, when jason told me to go up and listen for the game instruction then i reject cos i am scare then they might call me go up and play....but gab they all came back from toilet le then gab heard it le, after awhile i tot that if i went up to listen to instruction then i will not have to go up and play whatever game le cos i had done my part, so i went up le! but when i reach there i hear miss loo saying what 3 in game le or what so i think if i go up it is us who play the game not just to listen to the instruction! so i turn my head to face my table and few seconds later gab reach there faster then me le! wahh i feel so lucky man, hahas cos i don wanna play then he become my ti si gui wahaha, i din hai him wor....its him who went up himself de hees!

ohh yah then we went into lucky draw, woohoo i tio one 2 free GV tixs...kinda happy? yeah! Then after that we had lots and lots of photos!!! wow i kinda of have took photo with all the friends that i know le! But MOST happy de is that "She" came forward and want to took photo with me! OMG i was already happy le, then when we pose for the picture she put her hand around my shoulder and i was so happy! That was the most happy thing that make me go on smiling for the whole day...i know it does not seen much but just the i never wonder her to take photo with me and put her hand around my shoulder not even my closest girl-friends like felicia,huixian they all. still when she put her hand i dare not to put my hand on her....cos i am scare later she think i want to eat her tofu and she is wearing so low if i put my hand i will be touching her skin le...so nono hmm this happiness really just pop out like that just too happy le!

Something more about this , after then high tea we went for vivo city to watch movie but then hor haiyy that si lan zhao lun put us on plane, we tot he is heading there but when we reached vivo in cab there already he call and said he don wanna go there le! we was like WTF? haiyy suan le, then we go in walk walk and the gals reach le and we go eat and walk walk again and play in the water wahha so much fun, hees unforgettable unforgettable! this day mark the end of O level

Somehow after o lvl, my heart felt so empty "xin ling kong xu" donno why...feel so diffcult in my heart...haiyy no target leh sian....but i will keep moving to find it de!

Full metal alchemist movie Conquerer of shamballa

2006-11-14T13:17:00.000+08:00

OMG I just watch finish the movie, oh man what you guess? Of course its NICE and TOUCHING!!! I cried for the series FMA version and now came the movie and it was so touch that i cried again *sniff sniff* so many close friends of Edward just died for him T_T *ahhh i cant stand it anymore i am so into it >< wish to cry again lol. Those who haven watch the movie and wanted to watch it i suggest you watch the series version so you can catch up the movie, and it REALLY worth your time watching it Just too nice, nothing to say, sld be nicer then bleach yah... yeah wow after the movie i go into the poster profile and saw one of the singer singing one of FMA songand i go...WOW a girl and somemore the song is nice! The singer is Nana Kitade. She sang Kesenai Tsumi for FMA wow and if you guys wanna find out what song it is can go youtube search for it, her voice is good. Then hor i try to go d/l for it but then could only find the chorus part nia and i was like zzz

Once again i must say that the movie and series is really really very nice, really wish to see more of it coming out well but right now bleach is coming out a movie too call "Memories of nobody". Nobody? wonder why it is like this hope it is nice though, well not still listening to Kesenai Tsumi song on youtube lol , well its so dam nice hehes. Well thats what i wanna conclude from today, haax hope to post most cya!

What a day with S.H.E!

2006-10-27T22:40:00.000+08:00

Wahaha just return from the S.H.E autograph thingy, sian now so tired donno where to start. Morning i meet khai then and dap at compass...lol then i am abit late but nevertheless they all din blame me for being late hahas, after that we went to j8 to get dap memory card cos she got a expire voucher and she can still get it hahas.

After getting the memory card, we went to eat our "so call lunch" and we went for pastamania, at first we nearly went to ajisen(wonder spell it correct anot hahas), but i am not actually hungry, i wonder why and i am sort of like bloated for the rest of the day. After eating we went straight for IMM! Where our dear S.H.E is going to be later in the night, wow i was just hoping for that hahas. we took quite a long trip through mrt and finally reach Jurong and we walk a long step to IMM. When we reached, we head for the mall , donno what mall it is call lol, for a toilet break. after the discharge from our body we went straight for the queue and...wow quite not and alot of people....hahas think is ok la the amount of people there but i donno why the queue spit into two so i ask one of the fan club member and he direct me.

Settle down and i took out my emath tys but..but i only manage to do one sum lol, funny right i still tot today i can complete some math paper and some chem qns, haiyy one day wasted! monents later, dap and khai went bak to the mall and ps me sitting there lol but i am ok de. some time later, the sky get darker....i was like zzzzz sian TMD why today? So suay arh, then i call fan sheng and tell him that the weather is bad..then my nightmare is here, droplets of rain fell onto me and i quicky tell khai and dap to come bak quick and then just as i expected it rain...hahas then i go bak to the mall and buy a brolly for ard 7 dollars haiy wat a waste of money...somemore when come back a spider invade into my hair ARGH! then taken out by dap hahas thanks.

Then some time later fan sheng is here and i am FINALLY able to know where is Raymond, haiyy . Lucky we get to cut into raymond queue as he go there earier hahas good right? See my friends of circle is so big hahas... jkjk.

Oh YAH! at there right i met a girl look abit like evelyn tan,chen yi yun. Wow so i can say she is quite chio hahas...as chio as the one i met in mac. I have this sudden of thinking to get her phone no. hahas she is so lady like but seem older then me haiyy...but suay suay after the session i lost her in the mist of people lol.

so back to the queue, finally we went into the barrier zone and sit down for a game of cards and chat and wait for S.H.E to come and we get dap and khai to buy shi lin ji pa for us hahas, thanks alot! When the ji pa come we eat and halfway the security guard tell us to get up and move...ccb i still eating leh and my pocker is not kept nicely yet sia!
so i just throw my ji pa away...waste of food...think about africa people...lol sry bak to topic, the sky get darker and we are waiting and waiting and finally we saw...S.H.E back and they are going to the toilet for a dressing i guess...then they finally come out and sing "Chu dian", "wo meng zhen mur le" and Ring ring ring" wow and they dance for us ring ring ring and ermm my dear Hebe forgot what her lines is ...haiyy ...but jia you Hebe! oh Hebe cut short hair acutally i don really quite like her short hair, think i like it better it long but still she is as chio as ever!

After singing and we wait for our turn for signing of their signature, haiyy when we move, i feel pressure sia and people pushing behind, sian le cos behind of me got a china gal and a china guy, then they push loh wa lan... the gal kept moving toward me and want me to eat her tofu like that wa lan, althought she is not bad but also cant like that...then comes the china guy wa lau i not gay leh! Stop brushing against me so disgusting sia!!!! Haiiyy in the mid of the queue i lost them hahas...good and i wait for my turn to go up and see S.H.E and finally i went up! and got a chop on my hand. i saw selina and she sign it and shake my hand and pass to Elle and too i shaked her hand and here when Elle going to pass to Hebe i nearly snatch away the lyics lol donno why leh but nevermind heres come Hebe Woa....she sign it ..at first i tot she is not going to shake hand with me and quite disapointed, but she stick out her hand and shake with me i was like in heaven! lol abit bian tai right Hebe have a good skin complex and her hand is so soft , donno what to say but she is my goddness! lol

After that we went for dinner but i am not hungry so i just get myself a chicken terriyaki hahas but i am full! So we went for a taxi call and went back home but the cab fares is huge man 27 dollars! haiyy...This is the first topic i wrote the longest! hahas will post more!

Trap in between time..

2006-09-30T22:19:00.000+08:00

Finally back and on track of my block le....that time was non- active was because my blogskin was deleted by the creater as i forgotten to save it ~_~ , blehx anw right now i think i am in one of my most stressful life, well during the period i was non-active i guess nothing much had happened bah, nothing unusual pop out of my life until yesterday i guess i saw something which actually stun me, lol guess i will say more about this after my o lvl exams...

Dodo do dodo~.... very boring argh!!! so sian i wanna jump floor liao lol, no lah jk. No dota nothing only gunbound lol... lame right sian sia, acutally wanna go out for a gd dinner de but i guess all my friends all don have a time then i am going to rot again at home zzz......... going to burst le!!!

well nvm at least shouting out here is feeling much better le bahz ..hahas i guess this post is rather a boring one.....guess i will come in and write more next time... till then! Sayonara!

Preview of few days back!

2006-06-11T11:44:00.000+08:00

Hm...well...actually nothing much...only went kayaking at changi on friday..and the most TOOT TOOT thing is that i cant borrow a one as i don have membership and no stars >< sad man..in the first place i tot i go such a long way but end up not doing anything....but instead ! hahas nah,guan,gab,chu,weiqi and dap took turns to lend me their kaya and let me play...well it was actually i fun day i sld say bah as we all did enjoy ourself over there.....

Back to today...eii later going to watch my bleach 1st then after that going to climbing centre to grab a belayer form...guess i am going to lost my way there if i am going to take a bus so...later i am going to take a cab fast and easy! hahas well i am off to elsewhere le...catch you later!

Yummy

2006-06-05T12:31:00.000+08:00

woa ytd went out to the makansutra there to makan...hahas the foods there are really really nice..just that the foods there are all very spicy but well i LOVE spicy foods! ..they drill up my YU WANG on the foods ...wahaha...but then hor .. good foods come in great price >_< .. each plate come with a min of $8 omg expensive...but wu chao suo zi ... well i am not eating there alone ..of cos with some of my great friend and they are dapane,shu fen,samantha and guan jie..... and this were the foods that we order! *Lala (firstly tot was the tv show lala but after i know it was a clam name lol) *gan gon (THIS AR...LOL wan to order gon gon but dapane order wrongly) *sting ray (WOW the best among all slupes*) *fried prawn mee ( This ar i eat alot very hot and spicy ar...) *spicy sotong (This is another great one...but i din eat alot >_>)

haha well but previously we went to bishan to watch yang cheng ling...well she cute !ya ..very cramp... her fans was not alot worz ..must work hard worzz people like vincent sld go more lol...since he like her so much ....well wonderfull ytd ...but.... today was rather a boring monday...monday blues....nothing to do ..same old things happened again...stay and rot...but later still need to go to ah nah house to clear up the ginuea pig wastes ...EEEK smelly ..wahaha er xin hai but no choice that is what every pet's owners must do ....sad ...let me reborn this next life be a pet then =p ..lol jk well i stop stop stop here 1st here hand tired le hahas lazy to write more...catch you later

Finally back!!

2006-06-03T20:10:00.000+08:00

YO! fianlly back to post more after a long time.....this blog had been deserted by me like ages ..hahas...OK! this Year NO play play...BIG O running towards me..ya...having a hard time...no more gamessss....more workssss....after passing through this months...i will be free!!!YEA!!! haha mad...hope you all don mind me =] plus today or few days back..i got chang wei yan T_T ....keep going to toilet to la and keep vomiting...doctor said it was pass to me by other people through air >_< donno which moron pass it on to me..today went for VI album voice testing...sign* cos i was sick my voice could not come out loud..causing my voice of have a very very very low pitch...in the end straining my voice nearly to a limit of no mroe voice..haiy*...anw i was back to this blog was because i had left this blog untouch for quite a long time thats why i am coming back...the other reason is cause o lvl coming and my online games journal is been lock up..but i will be back...in the meanwhile..call me out to play or study! will be very steady de! i will not go like 'i meet them but i din say i got go'..hahas for those friend who know it...ok anw i am gotta out of here...cya few days later!!

Something about my life..

2005-08-06T08:20:00.000+08:00

Actually just a normal person ... like others...don wanna be a special one,nor do i wan to be the kind one...a person is hard to be,to be a kind person is HARDER to be...no goals at all...where am i?really wonder sometimes.let me go back a few weeks...life is so hell for me..first time in my life i was so quiet...nvr talk more then 100 words in a days....i know i lost myself......First time in school i did this....not i wanna act....but i was really tired and dead that i don really wanna talk....for my nearest fren,Guan,jason,han wen,(i know you all are guessing..and you are all guessing right)that why i was so down and flat...i cried the whole night through....been years eversince i have tears coming out of my eyes......i was totally broke down...can you understand?when someone given you hope and broken it just in a wink?i was like jumping off floor...and nvr really wan to get up......lucky to say,i was able to get on and continue to walk on.......my body still remain numb till to now...i cant say life sux....cos i will always get my fren to laugh with me no matter what....just so sad..

Same old days..

2005-08-06T05:14:00.000+08:00

So early man....1 plus wake up le then play maplesea until now...god dam sian man....jun ping ps me go sleep le...lucky got my mp3 to acompany me lol....anw la hor ...i s junping 1st de lol....now donno wana go back slp or what life so boring....oh ya how i hell do i put music into my blog ar? or make it more nicer......now my blog seen so palia....wth is this man....haizz....me no time to do it T_T .... exam lo....coming nearer and near so sian....after N still got O really hope to get pass all this exam and go up to poly or jc(the best la)...just sometime hate my 2pid brain for carelessness and blurness ...... wonder is there cloud cloting in my brain not....causing it so misty...well off here le 5.20 le play awhile more then go slp le ba.......still need to go sch gym..sian

Just created this god dam blog...

2005-08-05T16:58:00.000+08:00

So sianx...nothing to do then i created this blog de....firstly start with to day...Yup...just like any other school days...came back log in game...then eat dinner.......feeling so down eversince that day(not meant to say)....How come things all just did not happened in the right way in a right time.......wheres my luck.......i really wonder.......since i am new here any kind soul try to link me thanks :)

To live through the days remaining

Change in blog

Term break!

Pics!

Flash back

Moles!

Sad and disappointment day!

Big clear up!

tell it to all your female friends!

NYP PEAS GOOD NEWS!!

OMG i'm truely mad!!

turn and twistes

CNY

Busy busy busy

busy

empty

flag day~

Mrs yap wedding!

Lost

NSSCC

paroxysmal kinesigenic choreoathetosis

bleh

Boring days

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Missing Goat

Sniff sniff

YEAH!!

blogging time!

oct 6th 2007

Things that rushes through..

Finally some little tinni time for my blog

First time that i got drunk.

Blog time!

wahh so many things to blog wor!

Its finally over!

Stuck!

True.

blehx

Save my lappy from hades

New life?

Thinking back..

Hebe 哭了

S.H.E Fever rush for 2 days!

Exams and test and projects!

Michelle, mishy or cutiemish

Birthday for corrine!

blehx

Nightmare at M&M

BORING!!!

Sian arh!!!

Moments

No spark in my life.

WOOHOO!

Donno what to say.

haiyy haiyy haiyy and more haiyy

Middle of the night

Faith!

Fates

Seem far yet near.

Sry for no blogging!!!

I'm so stress..

Here, here, here

Bloody ANGRY!

A body without a soul

A day of little saddness and lots of happiness!

Full metal alchemist movie *Conquerer of shamballa*

What a day with S.H.E!

Trap in between time..

Preview of few days back!

Yummy

Finally back!!

Something about my life..

Same old days..

Just created this god dam blog...

Full metal alchemist movie Conquerer of shamballa