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i walk a lonely road
alone by myself... `
don't know where it goes...
cold and lonely... freezeing what does that mean?

feel kind of sad alone
never have this feeling before in past
is this life?
the hurt...the sadnesscan it be gone?

they have entered my life...my story...
i changed...and true i do changed.....


i am not the past weakling boy u have seen
not anymore...

now more have entered my story...
different character. different characteristic...
lots things for me to learn out there..blue sky
till then i continue move forward...


problems was starting to pour in ...
the only ways is to solve by my ownself...
i need to face the problems
i not going to run as i not alone...


friends are there for you
before the problems was solved. till then i continue move forward...


check my vital signs ;
to know im still alive
and i continue move.....

continue......
i will not stop in track...
i will not......
growing up
the ones that walks beside me too
new life to face...
sometimes i wish someone out there will find me;
`till then i continue to move...

walked out of inmaturity
lifes starting to get more and more fun...
learned how to make funsoutof anythings...
really learnt hw to make a day out of it

I was not alone anymore
not anymore...


time going by
days by days had passed...

grown up
should be independence...
life was completely diff. out there
things was changing...

mindset was changing out there
now i should be brave....

brave enough to make decision myself
brave enough to face the difficulties lies infront...

i was happy to have friends accompany me to this stage
really nice..

the flower bloom
and butterfly dances
the end of my story..
i'm Jeremy...
Saturday, August 06, 2005

Actually just a normal person ... like others...don wanna be a special one,nor do i wan to be the kind one...a person is hard to be,to be a kind person is HARDER to be...no goals at all...where am i?really wonder sometimes.let me go back a few weeks...life is so hell for me..first time in my life i was so quiet...nvr talk more then 100 words in a days....i know i lost myself......First time in school i did this....not i wanna act....but i was really tired and dead that i don really wanna talk....for my nearest fren,Guan,jason,han wen,(i know you all are guessing..and you are all guessing right)that why i was so down and flat...i cried the whole night through....been years eversince i have tears coming out of my eyes......i was totally broke down...can you understand?when someone given you hope and broken it just in a wink?i was like jumping off floor...and nvr really wan to get up......lucky to say,i was able to get on and continue to walk on.......my body still remain numb till to now...i cant say life sux....cos i will always get my fren to laugh with me no matter what....just so sad..

Tomorrow will be better i guess~
Saturday, August 06, 2005