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i walk a lonely road
alone by myself... `
don't know where it goes...
cold and lonely... freezeing what does that mean?

feel kind of sad alone
never have this feeling before in past
is this life?
the hurt...the sadnesscan it be gone?

they have entered my life...my story...
i changed...and true i do changed.....


i am not the past weakling boy u have seen
not anymore...

now more have entered my story...
different character. different characteristic...
lots things for me to learn out there..blue sky
till then i continue move forward...


problems was starting to pour in ...
the only ways is to solve by my ownself...
i need to face the problems
i not going to run as i not alone...


friends are there for you
before the problems was solved. till then i continue move forward...


check my vital signs ;
to know im still alive
and i continue move.....

continue......
i will not stop in track...
i will not......
growing up
the ones that walks beside me too
new life to face...
sometimes i wish someone out there will find me;
`till then i continue to move...

walked out of inmaturity
lifes starting to get more and more fun...
learned how to make funsoutof anythings...
really learnt hw to make a day out of it

I was not alone anymore
not anymore...


time going by
days by days had passed...

grown up
should be independence...
life was completely diff. out there
things was changing...

mindset was changing out there
now i should be brave....

brave enough to make decision myself
brave enough to face the difficulties lies infront...

i was happy to have friends accompany me to this stage
really nice..

the flower bloom
and butterfly dances
the end of my story..
i'm Jeremy...
Wednesday, May 23, 2007

Haiyy... shi sian de loh eversince my poly life started, things goes on so routine for me but not as routine as doing job bah... anyway i do really hope something can spice up my life... just went into my nyp E-mail and find out that the SIT club is already recruiting and not only that the computer what thing is also recruiting for world cyber games and you know how much i wanna join this two? Well i guess i sld go on ahead with it if time able me to do it. My archery cca cannot say is not fun but also not that fun, maybe its because of three factors and that is firstly my grouping of arrows are not that nice and secondly need to buy a bow and arrows for my archery and i had already wasted so much money eversince i enter nyp and lastly ...craps...almost forgotten what i wanted to say....lastly no cca pts if din enter pi sai or school team...sad..

Friday got two quizzes and it is ESSIT and Computering maths, well i can say this two are my not so good modules and as for ESSIT there are 4 person retaking the module....well this does not mean it is hard but i also know that the module is hard that why i said it....as for java well i think i am somehow getting the hang of it already but still need to keep doing so that it can keep refreshing my mind bah.

SIAN ARH!!!

Tomorrow will be better i guess~
Wednesday, May 23, 2007

Thursday, May 17, 2007

I am so glad i discover something today! wanna know what i discover? hahas, something which i tot i might not be able to see anymore! That is the green jacket! hahas so what so "special" about this green jacket thingy? If you had been following up on my blog you will know le lol.

Today went for my C-math at LTM-1 lecture room then i saw one quite familiar face...then i go over toward the opps of the toilet which the person went into think will be able to see the face more clearly when that person walk out. Then that person walk out! WOW is the green jacket gal who i met at DAE appeal!!!!! OMG OMG OMG. hahas but donno why suddenly no mood to say on lol....

Anyway 1 week back, i go tag on the wrong "Felicia" blog... Na bei so sia suay sia! Donno what to say leh lol. sian anyway i have alot of people have tag and link! lol DANG* sure wack by them de loh...hahas...

Tmr work at pounggol plaza! BUT! How to go there ar? LOL i think tmr i take cab go there 1st bah...well work from 5 to 9 and.. and i am the only promoter there LOL jialat donno can handle anot lol but heng jacky there with me if not i sure haywire. Sat and sun also got work, was quite happy can work lah..but next week i got essit quiz and C-math quiz which both i am still struggling keep up with it..haiyy...hope i can cope with it bah! good luck to me =] hahas if not GG, dead in nyp again lol!

Tmr marketing project discussion at 9! awhh cannot slp more lol...but no choice...work need to come 1st then slp bah, hope we can do well for the marketing!

sia lah! Short term memories *DANG* donno what to write LOL....Oh yah today jewelry ask the class whether we wanna join the xtreme venture 3 anot.... acually was intrested but 2 factors which i cannot join or go...and that is i got archery on that day and not enough people to join with me...LOL i want cca points de wor...but nvm lah

oh...yeah talking about archery...i feel so sad sia, my grouping of arrows are shit man 5 arrow only got 3 group nia...sian....then whats more is cannot get into badminton...i just donno why but just very sad sia...badminton was acutally a sport which i like most and wanted to fusion it tgt with me and as i tot secondary don have badminton i wanted to join in poly...but what more sad is i cant get in and my dream is all gone le bah....haiyy, somehow i think their trial or judging we players are abit off leh... my friend nan qiao badminton vice cap not chosen? KNN something is wrong then his bro go talk and appeal for a replay for him then he play le then get in...i was like wth loh...stupid lah what kind of judging is that? if a pro is there you could have already notice right? I am not saying they are not professional in badminton or what but they just gib me the feeling of anyhow judge bah....aiya hack lah anw i am sticky to archery for now....then heard only go in school team then got cca pts...even more sian loh...think i get into SIT club for more cca pts bah...suan le if really cannot get into uni i guess i have to walk the private degree path bah...

Anyway sad for it but happy i discover something =]

Tomorrow will be better i guess~
Thursday, May 17, 2007

Tuesday, May 08, 2007

Ok today is erm tuesday, poor start lol. Anyway 20 mins more to wednesday, yups.
Well hows sch like to me? hahas getting harder and harder le wor....i need to bao zhong le, lol.
Next week Java quiz le, sian i could only do it with open book but not with the book cover facing me lol. Then today do the html table, same reason applied, with open book and w3school to help me it is easy like shit but when it come to quiz i am just blank haiy..just hope i can still cope if not i really GG in nyp le lol

Well gotta stop all my complains and start to blog other stuffs, reorder the S.H.E album today and now i am really broke lol 20.95 cents for it. I haven got my pay leh, i think this friday then go get it bah cos need to go down prestige group there for training! PUSH E-LIFE TO SELL!!! Hahas just as you are wondering what is E-life, it is a water filter which consist of energy water, so one may asks what is energy? It break up huge water molecules clusters to smallers one and so it is easy to absorb by us human and thus it will detoxic our body faster and of cause going to toilet more often then before. Well it also have the funtion to speed up the healing of wounds and so on, i tested the water and its really good yah. Tell you what? This is what i can explain to consumers only LOL!! No wonder till now i also cannot sell one E-life hahas, guess prestige group gotta fire me soon if i still keep on selling pitchers only LOL. One thing it is hard to sell is cos the price is $980 wor LOL expensive? yuppss it do is expensive wor plus one year changing of filter is like 200+? aiyo i also forgot liao too long din see this product lol or rather din push to sell it LOL...but somehow others promoters manage to get it off the table one by one...WHY? WHY? AND I CAN ONLY GET PITCHERS OFF!!! WHY? LOL

Hack care lah this friday go down for training le, hopefully i can get to sell one of it yah? Not just comission i want but also the power to sell it off yah? Then next week got badminton orentation le, wonder can get in anot or rather do i really want to get in? Adeline told me today that her friend ask uni and they said to get into uni don need cca points? what is this~? so is need or no need? If no need i might as well anyhow join liao lah...but if need then 2 cca will crash on me and again dead in nyp GG. lol

Nowadays in school was like normal? I realised something and that is time is starting to get slower to pass on...why? Donno leh, hack lah...just spend the time anyhow lah. Then like after a meal or lunch we will go to cheers but is like go in nothing to do then anyhow buy this buy that LOL why ar? So many why hahas

Oh yah here i wanna kan a very cb class from IT de...I donno what class but during the scott jones lesson they sit behind me and is dam FUCKING NOISY! Is FUCKING loud also! Knn i know his lesson sian lah but can you all knn stfu? People trying to listen and rest on the dam uncomfortable chair and there you are KPKB knn. Oh.. then got one fucking blacky* not i wanna be racist but he really annoyed me off TOTALLY!* He is not normal fucking loud or noisy but he is like keep kicking my chair and making comments on whatever scott jones is talking and doing, hey come on lah, you are not 3 years old kid liao leh, wtf? why you act like one? Then when jia wei and i dozed off and there you are making fucking bar bi snoring sounds to wake us up, CB GET A LIFE LAH KNN. At first i tot is a chinese guy but knn later found out is a malay guy, and you are the 1st fucking malay guy that totally piss me off! I had never met one like you b4 si bakar. If next week i sit in front of this fucking barkar again and he is going to piss me off the third time i am going to settle things with him in the toilet liao knn.

Other then this feaking knn issue i also wanna blog about few days back stuffs. We went to celebrate daphne birthday and spitted it on two days, one at hougang and the other one at AMK and we cut cake at hougang kopitiam and eat together at AMK and the foods well are rather expensive wor...maybe i cos i no more money le bah hahas....i know i say very brief yah lol lazy to type on wanna go bed soon le.

Just to refer back to what guan jie ask me, i tot i written the reason i kanna nicknamed le at my last topic? LOL you din see carefully lah....go see again

Ok off to bed, tmr a busy day for me....12 release sch but need to do project and assignments till 6 then go archery so in the end 10+ reach home...lol sian...

And another day at sch.....

Tomorrow will be better i guess~
Tuesday, May 08, 2007

Wednesday, May 02, 2007

Ok back here to blog about a few stuffs....

Join Archery went for the training, the orentation was okok or boring hahas but when it comes to the real shooting it is really dam fun loh...hahas ARCHER!!! lol budden i also wanna join badminton...SO STRESS if i join both ..haiyy but no choice i need tons of cca points...so i came to a conclusion....lesser games now...*sign. As i don wanna because 2 cca then my work results drop mah...dui bu dui? Hope so bah hahas anw badminton i might also not get in lol

Then wahh the java why so hard one? KNN it is really getting out of my hand liao..*sniff but nevertheless i will always do my best bah...*Implementation* the only one that grip me tight...then C-math complements is the other one that grip me again .. Two grips = GG dead in NYP. Hahas

Lol guess what third week and i had already been nicknamed... TTB, not thick textbook hor, is timetable boy...sad lol me and edwin is so sad..both kanna nicknamed.

Then hor saw one year 2 de OGL... not bad not bad .. you know what i am going to say lah...yah lol...but gotta kick that thought off my head lol

So sian...wana buy a new laptop bag for my dear laptop but no money >_< so hard up on money ...haiyy...have to wait for jia jia to gib me my pays! YEAH hahas not alot lah...ard 150+ nia lol..donno can live on it for how long lol.. yeah....

Lastly, no mood and motivation for Igrasp java revision and C - math de revision...jialat lah...how to move on to sem 2 if this go on...haiyy haiyy haiyy haiyy.................etc

Tomorrow will be better i guess~
Wednesday, May 02, 2007