Time to blog again, this week was really a very tiring week projects to rush and assignments to hand in phew luckly everything go in hand just nice. Sat went to NSSCC to help out but because i got a really bad flu and cough i went back home early to rest, head was spinning like hell. so lemme update on the photos

Tomorrow will be better i guess~
Sunday, November 25, 2007

Something to update on my body or muscle weird illness, that time i went to tan tock seng and check but the doctor there could not diagnose anything out, i thought that it was like what my sis said its a kind of mental problems that leads to it as i like to keep alot of stuffs to myself. Come one day my mum ask my aunt if she could be of any help and my aunt personal doctor introduce us a neurology doctor which is in orchard, its a private clinic or rather a very big building where you can see doctor. As a matter of fact, i truly think that he wont be of any great help but still today i went down to see the doctor in orchard. Went in and told him about my weird illness and he said he acutally bump into this kind of illness in 1967 which is about 40 years ago, and i am the next one in 2007 and because he is 70+ years old and with a 50+ year of experience and he is also a lecturer for tan tock seng doctors as well. He was able to said my illness out and it matches what happend.

I'm going to explain what is this illness about. I feel cramps and contraction throughout the body when i was around in sec 3 and this cramp attack come whenever i want to move to do or some movements, it contracted for about 10 sec and slowly release and i do mean cramps throughout but after the cramps i will be back to normal so not alot of my friends had seen it. Later it got worst and i would like suffer it 100 attack per day and it no jokes, I tried ways to control it so not alot of people can see it cos its internal cramps. so the doctor today told me the name of this illness and its " paroxysmal kinesigenic choreoathetosis " paroxysmal means come and goes and kine is movement and genic is from mother and father gene and choreathetosis is keep turning but the doctor said my is dytonsa meaning it does not turn.

Its one of the rare illness out of the 4 rare illness on earth. I mean why am i so down on my luck, doctor said till to now there is still no cure for it and there is only medicine to control my body from cramping, meaning i have to take medicine everyday and night throughout my life. Honestly i was quite sad after hearing it, it remind me of '1 litre of tears' but i know i am way lucky then her. Somehow i got it is because of genetic problem although my parent and slibing don get it but my parent gene just don goes well together in my body. The doctor said it may get better as i grow older and it will be around 40 years later..which is a long time and what if it cannot be back to the same? Meaning i have to eat medicine everyday till i am dead.

Say really i would had never thought this stuff will happened to me, as a result i cannot go to ns and do what a man really do, the doctor will refer me a letter to ns which mean i may be a clerk only and i am not normal.

sadly but its the true. 'paroxysmal kinesigenic choreoathetosis'

Tomorrow will be better i guess~
Thursday, November 22, 2007

Let me post some pictures we taken at the gathering at east coast


hahas...the rest of the pictures was quite taken badly so i din intend to post them up here >_< That day was acutally quite a fun one hahas or rather a really laughable day man. As i'm quite noob at roller blading so i need to focus alot on where i am going...so if i lost my focus mostly is i will buang..LOL so that day...i buang 2 times...both got link one...1st is clarence tell me to see chio bu then i look up and i clashed into him and gg he fell but i din..LOL he be my cusion second, i saw 4 gals bring two dogs and just as i thought the pink one was not bad i buang again...and IN FRONT of the 4 gals...sia suay sia...i turn a few rounds before falling..sian hahas...but at least caught their attentions lol...
then later when we go for another round ivan saw the 4 ladys again and he try to perform trick...gay lan fell infront of the 4 gals also in roller blade LOL so pai sei sia...two guys fell two times in fornt of them...sad...hahas

Felicia and feng wei also zai cycle then fell down also lol donno why so many just fell down.
But overall is fun lah.

ok back to today..going to watch finish taiyou no uta liao...quite nice..touching and meaningfull, somehow hor i just think that sawajiri is fater in taiyou no uta? lol i think she is thinner in 1 litre of tears bah...hahas anw she is pretty lah just donno why so many bad things revolved around her...sad for her...

ok lah sign off le...time for bed!

Tomorrow will be better i guess~
Wednesday, November 21, 2007

Ahhh~ boring week, basically a week for me to rot then resting just too much rest i suppose. Its a boring night tonight thats why i came here to blog, friday going down to see a doctor with my aunt and that doctor is neuro doctor but i guess he would not be any small to me or my body not even the tiny hope he can get me and that is what i am thinking. Not that they are useless but i guess that they just unable to diagnose what is going on with my muscle or nerve. Anw hope i got time to make it down to nsscc just in time for the briefing.



Few days back was at feng wei house playing till ard 12 near 1 and walk to plaza with ping and his brother, bought mac back home as my stomach is protesting. So after that both of them took a cab home and i walked from plaza back. Haven been walking on the street so late yet so quiet for a long time, the sky is filled with stars and i do really mean filled with stars, its a really plesant night. Then walked across the road and reached nvss school fence and it does bring back alot of memories, i still remember that before O's i am so reluctant to leave and what if i am unable to leave and what will be the rest of us? The tables that we used to sit and talk craps and study, the basketball court we use to play, the night class we been..so on and so on. Well times does seen to really fly, its been 1 years since that thinking and its like just happened yesterday.
ahh so peaceful the night that i walked through bring back so many memories, no cars voomming and all people are asleep.



Not to miss out something, hui hui from ecss or rather my secondary sch cca organisation ask whether i can help them out for flag day in nvss anot but think about it i do really hope i can help them out too as it had been a long time since i help them out and looking back at my schedule i cant as i will be going to genting on dec 15 which is the same day as the flag day, so hmm if anyone is intrested in helping me please let me know as i need alot of people and CIP will be given despite what sch you are in as it will be clock into it. Thanks

Tomorrow will be better i guess~
Thursday, November 15, 2007

Well let me post up some pictures which i gotta from lun at his birthday during dinner time!







Got a big birthday surprise for him at the carpark stairs! lol and being smash by the cake totally...lol anw we had quite a fun time there and hope lun also had a fun time there.





Ok well finished "kurosagi" drama oh..its nice too and i think that part 2 will be out as the story din quite ended. Come to think of that...this is my 3rd jap drama already and right now i am so dam hooked on jap drama and all the more is because Maki horikita is acting..anyway let me do a review... 1st drama is jap's "Hana kimi" and 2nd is "1 litre of tears" and 3rd is "kurosagi" and right now moving on the "Nobuta wo produce"...wonder did liting have it anot as his shui ge got act inside but right now i can just only watch online ... sad lol

Ah feel so good finally can rest more...1 week E-learning week started aka my holiday! Till next next monday then sort of cont go back to sch to study but well it say a self learn at home but i treat it more like self-slacking at home lol...guess that i will not be working for intero during this 1week as fri need to go down for nsscc briefing and sat need to out and tuesday need to go back sch to finish up all my assignments and projects...so the rest of the day i just take a break for myself! =)

Ehh stomach pain...forgot what i wanted to write...lol signing off here and going to cont watching my show! Adios!

Tomorrow will be better i guess~
Saturday, November 10, 2007

Why does it go like this all the time. Its like missing goat in my heart and i cant sort it out...troublesome and landed me in dazed. I'll still believe i will...and i will...



in the deep of my heart, at the center of my brain...

Tomorrow will be better i guess~
Thursday, November 08, 2007

Finally finished the 1 litre of tears ytd... deeply sad and leave a impact in my mind, donno how to discribe how sad it is but must go and watch then will know...the impression of how she fight with the illness for 10 years and how she lost everything till the day she is gone...after watching it also cos me to go into a depression also le...haiy...cant slp at night...lol abit kua zhange but sort of.

Anything for those who hab not watch it, might wanna go watch it worth your time showing how brittle life was.

Anyway..last night went to MOS aka ministry of sound...well...alot of us might think there wahh age 18 must go clubbing...but den nothing leh there lol .. normal lah i have to say...the whole place quite big, dark, music very loud and almost cannot see anyone...thought wear shuai shuai can go there see gals but haiy...bad very bad...too dark only see shadows..the music is very very loud and well of cos will get abit high lah due to the loudness...but weichong don like it as it cause him to be fan and dulan...there i can only say is for people who love dancing and drinking loh... oh yah entrance fee was 18 for us at its happy hours from what my sis told me and well for chu and wei chong they enter late so they paid 28...and also they things inside is just exp...expected but din expect to be that much..for example i ordered a coke...a cup not a can....$10...STUN! LOL too exp le lah..then inside only drink volka lime, coke and heineken loh...left the place quite early and some of them still stay inside to dance...went back home head abit pain maybe cause of alcohol...but nice slp...well thats all bah later going to marina south for dinner with them to have birthday celebration. cya guys!

Tomorrow will be better i guess~
Sunday, November 04, 2007