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i walk a lonely road
alone by myself... `
don't know where it goes...
cold and lonely... freezeing what does that mean?

feel kind of sad alone
never have this feeling before in past
is this life?
the hurt...the sadnesscan it be gone?

they have entered my life...my story...
i changed...and true i do changed.....


i am not the past weakling boy u have seen
not anymore...

now more have entered my story...
different character. different characteristic...
lots things for me to learn out there..blue sky
till then i continue move forward...


problems was starting to pour in ...
the only ways is to solve by my ownself...
i need to face the problems
i not going to run as i not alone...


friends are there for you
before the problems was solved. till then i continue move forward...


check my vital signs ;
to know im still alive
and i continue move.....

continue......
i will not stop in track...
i will not......
growing up
the ones that walks beside me too
new life to face...
sometimes i wish someone out there will find me;
`till then i continue to move...

walked out of inmaturity
lifes starting to get more and more fun...
learned how to make funsoutof anythings...
really learnt hw to make a day out of it

I was not alone anymore
not anymore...


time going by
days by days had passed...

grown up
should be independence...
life was completely diff. out there
things was changing...

mindset was changing out there
now i should be brave....

brave enough to make decision myself
brave enough to face the difficulties lies infront...

i was happy to have friends accompany me to this stage
really nice..

the flower bloom
and butterfly dances
the end of my story..
i'm Jeremy...
Wednesday, April 25, 2007

Middle of the night now...well this week is the second week my school le...at my 1st thought i really think i can handle things on my hand atm, but slowly i realise it was a little getting out of hand. haiy..i really hope as week goes by the modules will not be too hard for me....I am not too sure, when i 1st went into poly i told myself i must do my best to work hard in the school, but something is wrong bah..its just like the time b4 O's lvl , slacking ard come back play games and slp, eat like waiting for the 3 years to pass...haiy...almost everyday after school reach home at ard 6 +...reaching home late is ok but...i donno somehow something is missing and aimlessly in my heart...lonely? i don quite think so bah...i think i had already overcome lonely this word.

Haas come across shi li blog and listen to "way back into love " its so nice man...hahas toobad no one wanna watch "music and lyrics" hmm bet must be a good show....somehow i slowly like to show love story , the movie "The holiday" is really one great love movie i can say...too good nice written..

Oh yah...today lessons is rather getting out of hand yeah...lecturers are like running through the lectures and tutorials...and i had been catching up and just standing on the line but what if the icas and quiz are there? Fall off it? It was liek even if i went online to see the exams paper but no answer it is also useless....and there are so many better then me de how to get the top 10%?
Aiya i don care lah...zzz just ride the 3 years through?

Woot past 1 plus le and i am still here...lol tmr having lesson at 9 and after that go get my dear handphone then go to japanese club with liting and cynthia... then join han wen to go vball...

Tomorrow will be better i guess~
Wednesday, April 25, 2007

Monday, April 23, 2007

Ah ha...finally bought my laptop!!! Well guess what? It was faster then i had thought bah. haas recap of what i had done!

Hmm...acutally its nothing much, just new laptop which i really wanted for a long time so that i can have my own time to play as and when i like, well got a mouse but a slightly smaller mouse argh...that mouse cause my hand to hurt after some time as i think the mouse is really small for me to use when playing dota...haiy...donno wanna get a new bigger mouse anot ... then i will need to waste money again...sian de loh.

oh yah then last sat...we had a sec class gathering!!! Well i push away my job on sat just to attend this important gathering, see how much i miss my sec sch...hahas. Then we went to sakura for dinner!!! Well the foods was great and i throughly think that it wont lose out to kushinbo and whats more is the price is cheaper then kushinbo by ard 10 plus...wow! hahas so if you guys have a chance can go there and try it out yah...After the dinner we went for a movie at tampines and watch the 200 pound beauty at 11.45. Well its a good show...worthly to watch it...funny too and the only part i don really like is the last time that the chio bu open her concert and blah blah blah...abit lame lah that part...for those who watch it will know...but for those who haven you can consider watching it yah? after that? more nightlife? No! hahas we all take diff cab and head back home...

and well its back to sch with my monday blues timetable...stresses till 6 no rest from 8am hahas...sian right...one of the lecture almost made half of my class fall asleep! LOL Mr Jones lesson ...boring and a lecture of sleep lol....dozing....anyway today we all make fun of jia wei alot and me also kanna di siao by then lol...but nvm lah and hope jia wei wont take it to heart lol...just for laugh! Oh yah saw Tammy two times today LOL ....people will ask is she pretty? Well my answer is ok bah...at least enough for a chio bu rank, but not for me! hahas...i sld say she have a good complex of skin ya....ok lah

Oh also saw some chio bu today lol from other classes de...but still did not see my green jacket de lol...okok i guess thats all le bah..

Tomorrow will be better i guess~
Monday, April 23, 2007

Saturday, April 14, 2007

Well come to think of it, times flies. just have the feeling to blog before work as i saw our class 5N1 photo from shili blog hahas..

yupp 5 years ago we were all strangers and now we are all goodie goodie besty hahas, i know time wont remain but (#$@#%@$^ HOUSE UPSTAIR DRILLING!!! MAKE MY FEEL TO TYPE ALL GONE!!!) i know memories will stay to serve the moments we are together till the very last of our breath...just wondering, if we were grown up and start working will we still have gathering or what? from what i had tot was each and everyone of us are now on our on paths..no longer the paths of 5N1 that we took together..laughter, tears, quarrel, teaching and learning,swearing at books which made us puke lol..

But one thing i know is that i will and must move on with my life in poly...well yupps oh yah dammit just as i was thinking that we must not lost contacts i made a stupid mistake last few days zzz...guess what? when i was using the w550i phone i tot i store all my contacts on my sim card...but what next was what make me even more sian...when i change my handphone while i trade in my w550i i donno that lots of my contacts were acutally in the phone and not in the sim...as a result i lost each and every contacts i made during that time i was using the phone...haiy.. so whoever out there read tis thingy and is a friend of mine...when you contact me just let me know who you are...thanks alot

oh..yeah also bought my lectures notes from the printing shop last few days but some of the notes were not print out yet for us to buy...

oh yah that time went out for our 02 class and OGLs and guan yew to m' square for lunch and games...guess what? we met so many classes from IT de in ms hahas...so qiao right? after lunch at carvana...we went to play pool oh yah...Edgar ask me a very diff question hahas where is M' square i really donno how to reply him but i forgot who told me to tell him to go out and take a cab lol ...its jordan right if i think remember wrongly hahas outside doorstep and take a cab lol..then we have great time at the pool games...but the gals was rather left out by us as we only play on our own ~_~ so bad lol..but afterthat they left for shopping hahas..then slowly some left till only me, Jeremy lew, Joon hoe and Edwin and Edwin was a good KOF player yah...hahas yupps left we few then walk all the way to city link and take train home...on the way met bao hui and khai theng but i din realise as i was dreaming till Edwin told me lol by then i could only see them and wave hahas...

Tomorrow will be better i guess~
Saturday, April 14, 2007

Sunday, April 08, 2007

Wow is all i can say... seem million of years eversince i had blog lol... thats my style of doing stuffs.. lol pile and stack my story up then start blogging here. Hmm just gotta a job today, recommended by jia jia must really thanks her for the job if not i am going to broke if this goes on lol.

My new job is basically selling water filters made by hyfflux *donno spell correct or not* the company that invented the new water. Truely i was amuse by their devices and stuffs, although there are also pro and con in each items like changing the filters or others stuffs which are not meant to be said here bah lol.. Afterall its still quite a nice job just that the location is far and only can work for 4 hrs with basic but nevertheless i hope i still earn from my commission though.

Well back to what i did from the last blogging till now, i got enroll into nyp but its not the course that i really want. Information technology, my one and only future prospects and gotta stick with it no matter what for a min of 3 years...well thats just one thing that just keep me on thoughts and that is if i ever outdate in IT what am i going to do? Relearn and apply for course for learning? Waste money and times and effort? well i am not really sure about it haiy.. hope it gets better.
Oh yeah btw whose who are in nyp and wanna know what happened in my orientation can read here. Ermm start off by some parts and that is ok loh lol the orientation hahas but really good effort made by the OGLS thanks alot! Maybe is because i organise or play too much of many such mini games in tri-touch that why it did not attract me alot. Hmm well for those people right, going to nyp must go for orientation which is strongly advise by me. Reason being is not because it is fun or anything but because you must learn how the school works and what you can do and what you cannot do. Things like admin card, a small dam piece of card by as important as ic in nyp lol, that admin card get you your attentance going in and out of some places of your block after some passes in the evening. Stuffs like land yard and card protector where to buy them and so on. One thing which is funny i think is the stepping of grass and playing of fountain water LOL, DON EVER PLAY with them or STEP into the grass you will get fine for as bad as $50 WOW hahas.

Anyway too much stuffs to say about it, from the orientation i learn something or rather it confirm my thinking and that is people there do think before they do stuffs or really use brain to do work ya. I have to say the 1st skip made for the SIT club was rather a hilarous one lol an hybrid of anime and movies which make out a funny skip but the last one on the bruise almightly was still okok lah but good effort being made in it =]

Well i kind of like my class rather then others IT class which i donno why, maybe is because there is no ah beng or ah seng or ah hua in it bah... I think is not we don wanna tok just that not the shou with each others thats why but i believe the bond is there le, well 3 years yupps work hard tgt bah!

And oh..sad to say din see the green jacket gal haiyy, but after some thoughts i realise she is from IT de bah cos she that time went into block L lvl 3 and guess what? Lvl 3 is for fypj students lol final year means one year older hahas so can kick away my thoughts le lol. And so pei sei sia let Jewelry know my secret le >_<

Oh YAH! before i forget! WA KAO shi suay dao di de loh, when the enrollment package was here i just follow the few simple steps and get it done over with but guess what? i bang into wallsSss in every steps sia wahh was like F*ck $%#$% ! Problems like cpf no money and pay a little liao then the rest how and how come my mum atm cannot redraw money? Need singpass to do some stuffs , go to the bank for giro hand print and worst still ! lost my confirmation slip the day just before i was about to send in the mail! shi suay de loh..even my sis said i am suay haiy..maybe is because i am not happy because i believe happy go lucky bah..anw its over le and the only thing left is the loaning of money to buy notebook from nyp another steps and steps to do again sian..why poly do things so le che de? even din come for poly sick also need to go e-service and print staple and then send tgt with MC to the admin office and only western MC allow. kaos super duper utimate really sian de loh..haiyy

So what i wish for now and forever is my lucks to be back to me =) and things go smoothly as well and good things do turns up for me !

Tomorrow will be better i guess~
Sunday, April 08, 2007