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i walk a lonely road
alone by myself... `
don't know where it goes...
cold and lonely... freezeing what does that mean?

feel kind of sad alone
never have this feeling before in past
is this life?
the hurt...the sadnesscan it be gone?

they have entered my life...my story...
i changed...and true i do changed.....


i am not the past weakling boy u have seen
not anymore...

now more have entered my story...
different character. different characteristic...
lots things for me to learn out there..blue sky
till then i continue move forward...


problems was starting to pour in ...
the only ways is to solve by my ownself...
i need to face the problems
i not going to run as i not alone...


friends are there for you
before the problems was solved. till then i continue move forward...


check my vital signs ;
to know im still alive
and i continue move.....

continue......
i will not stop in track...
i will not......
growing up
the ones that walks beside me too
new life to face...
sometimes i wish someone out there will find me;
`till then i continue to move...

walked out of inmaturity
lifes starting to get more and more fun...
learned how to make funsoutof anythings...
really learnt hw to make a day out of it

I was not alone anymore
not anymore...


time going by
days by days had passed...

grown up
should be independence...
life was completely diff. out there
things was changing...

mindset was changing out there
now i should be brave....

brave enough to make decision myself
brave enough to face the difficulties lies infront...

i was happy to have friends accompany me to this stage
really nice..

the flower bloom
and butterfly dances
the end of my story..
i'm Jeremy...
Friday, October 27, 2006

Wahaha just return from the S.H.E autograph thingy, sian now so tired donno where to start. Morning i meet khai then and dap at compass...lol then i am abit late but nevertheless they all din blame me for being late hahas, after that we went to j8 to get dap memory card cos she got a expire voucher and she can still get it hahas.

After getting the memory card, we went to eat our "so call lunch" and we went for pastamania, at first we nearly went to ajisen(wonder spell it correct anot hahas), but i am not actually hungry, i wonder why and i am sort of like bloated for the rest of the day. After eating we went straight for IMM! Where our dear S.H.E is going to be later in the night, wow i was just hoping for that hahas. we took quite a long trip through mrt and finally reach Jurong and we walk a long step to IMM. When we reached, we head for the mall , donno what mall it is call lol, for a toilet break. after the discharge from our body we went straight for the queue and...wow quite not and alot of people....hahas think is ok la the amount of people there but i donno why the queue spit into two so i ask one of the fan club member and he direct me.

Settle down and i took out my emath tys but..but i only manage to do one sum lol, funny right i still tot today i can complete some math paper and some chem qns, haiyy one day wasted! monents later, dap and khai went bak to the mall and ps me sitting there lol but i am ok de. some time later, the sky get darker....i was like zzzzz sian TMD why today? So suay arh, then i call fan sheng and tell him that the weather is bad..then my nightmare is here, droplets of rain fell onto me and i quicky tell khai and dap to come bak quick and then just as i expected it rain...hahas then i go bak to the mall and buy a brolly for ard 7 dollars haiy wat a waste of money...somemore when come back a spider invade into my hair ARGH! then taken out by dap hahas thanks.

Then some time later fan sheng is here and i am FINALLY able to know where is Raymond, haiyy . Lucky we get to cut into raymond queue as he go there earier hahas good right? See my friends of circle is so big hahas... jkjk.

Oh YAH! at there right i met a girl look abit like evelyn tan,chen yi yun. Wow so i can say she is quite chio hahas...as chio as the one i met in mac. I have this sudden of thinking to get her phone no. hahas she is so lady like but seem older then me haiyy...but suay suay after the session i lost her in the mist of people lol.

so back to the queue, finally we went into the barrier zone and sit down for a game of cards and chat and wait for S.H.E to come and we get dap and khai to buy shi lin ji pa for us hahas, thanks alot! When the ji pa come we eat and halfway the security guard tell us to get up and move...ccb i still eating leh and my pocker is not kept nicely yet sia!
so i just throw my ji pa away...waste of food...think about africa people...lol sry bak to topic, the sky get darker and we are waiting and waiting and finally we saw...S.H.E back and they are going to the toilet for a dressing i guess...then they finally come out and sing "Chu dian", "wo meng zhen mur le" and Ring ring ring" wow and they dance for us ring ring ring and ermm my dear Hebe forgot what her lines is ...haiyy ...but jia you Hebe! oh Hebe cut short hair acutally i don really quite like her short hair, think i like it better it long but still she is as chio as ever!

After singing and we wait for our turn for signing of their signature, haiyy when we move, i feel pressure sia and people pushing behind, sian le cos behind of me got a china gal and a china guy, then they push loh wa lan... the gal kept moving toward me and want me to eat her tofu like that wa lan, althought she is not bad but also cant like that...then comes the china guy wa lau i not gay leh! Stop brushing against me so disgusting sia!!!! Haiiyy in the mid of the queue i lost them hahas...good and i wait for my turn to go up and see S.H.E and finally i went up! and got a chop on my hand. i saw selina and she sign it and shake my hand and pass to Elle and too i shaked her hand and here when Elle going to pass to Hebe i nearly snatch away the lyics lol donno why leh but nevermind heres come Hebe Woa....she sign it ..at first i tot she is not going to shake hand with me and quite disapointed, but she stick out her hand and shake with me i was like in heaven! lol abit bian tai right Hebe have a good skin complex and her hand is so soft , donno what to say but she is my goddness! lol

After that we went for dinner but i am not hungry so i just get myself a chicken terriyaki hahas but i am full! So we went for a taxi call and went back home but the cab fares is huge man 27 dollars! haiyy...This is the first topic i wrote the longest! hahas will post more!

Tomorrow will be better i guess~
Friday, October 27, 2006