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i walk a lonely road
alone by myself... `
don't know where it goes...
cold and lonely... freezeing what does that mean?

feel kind of sad alone
never have this feeling before in past
is this life?
the hurt...the sadnesscan it be gone?

they have entered my life...my story...
i changed...and true i do changed.....


i am not the past weakling boy u have seen
not anymore...

now more have entered my story...
different character. different characteristic...
lots things for me to learn out there..blue sky
till then i continue move forward...


problems was starting to pour in ...
the only ways is to solve by my ownself...
i need to face the problems
i not going to run as i not alone...


friends are there for you
before the problems was solved. till then i continue move forward...


check my vital signs ;
to know im still alive
and i continue move.....

continue......
i will not stop in track...
i will not......
growing up
the ones that walks beside me too
new life to face...
sometimes i wish someone out there will find me;
`till then i continue to move...

walked out of inmaturity
lifes starting to get more and more fun...
learned how to make funsoutof anythings...
really learnt hw to make a day out of it

I was not alone anymore
not anymore...


time going by
days by days had passed...

grown up
should be independence...
life was completely diff. out there
things was changing...

mindset was changing out there
now i should be brave....

brave enough to make decision myself
brave enough to face the difficulties lies infront...

i was happy to have friends accompany me to this stage
really nice..

the flower bloom
and butterfly dances
the end of my story..
i'm Jeremy...
Wednesday, November 22, 2006

Wah!! Just wake up zzz so tired eversince from ytd, went to high tea and what you guess? Its SO much fun then last year ! Ohh ohh still remember ytd table game 2, when jason told me to go up and listen for the game instruction then i reject cos i am scare then they might call me go up and play....but gab they all came back from toilet le then gab heard it le, after awhile i tot that if i went up to listen to instruction then i will not have to go up and play whatever game le cos i had done my part, so i went up le! but when i reach there i hear miss loo saying what 3 in game le or what so i think if i go up it is us who play the game not just to listen to the instruction! so i turn my head to face my table and few seconds later gab reach there faster then me le! wahh i feel so lucky man, hahas cos i don wanna play then he become my ti si gui wahaha, i din hai him wor....its him who went up himself de hees!

ohh yah then we went into lucky draw, woohoo i tio one 2 free GV tixs...kinda happy? yeah! Then after that we had lots and lots of photos!!! wow i kinda of have took photo with all the friends that i know le! But MOST happy de is that "She" came forward and want to took photo with me! OMG i was already happy le, then when we pose for the picture she put her hand around my shoulder and i was so happy! That was the most happy thing that make me go on smiling for the whole day...i know it does not seen much but just the i never wonder her to take photo with me and put her hand around my shoulder not even my closest girl-friends like felicia,huixian they all. still when she put her hand i dare not to put my hand on her....cos i am scare later she think i want to eat her tofu and she is wearing so low if i put my hand i will be touching her skin le...so nono hmm this happiness really just pop out like that just too happy le!

Something more about this , after then high tea we went for vivo city to watch movie but then hor haiyy that si lan zhao lun put us on plane, we tot he is heading there but when we reached vivo in cab there already he call and said he don wanna go there le! we was like WTF? haiyy suan le, then we go in walk walk and the gals reach le and we go eat and walk walk again and play in the water wahha so much fun, hees unforgettable unforgettable! this day mark the end of O level

Somehow after o lvl, my heart felt so empty "xin ling kong xu" donno why...feel so diffcult in my heart...haiyy no target leh sian....but i will keep moving to find it de!

Tomorrow will be better i guess~
Wednesday, November 22, 2006

Tuesday, November 14, 2006

OMG I just watch finish the movie, oh man what you guess? Of course its NICE and TOUCHING!!! I cried for the series FMA version and now came the movie and it was so touch that i cried again *sniff sniff* so many close friends of Edward just died for him T_T *ahhh i cant stand it anymore i am so into it >< wish to cry again lol. Those who haven watch the movie and wanted to watch it i suggest you watch the series version so you can catch up the movie, and it REALLY worth your time watching it Just too nice, nothing to say, sld be nicer then bleach yah... yeah wow after the movie i go into the poster profile and saw one of the singer singing one of FMA songand i go...WOW a girl and somemore the song is nice! The singer is Nana Kitade. She sang Kesenai Tsumi for FMA wow and if you guys wanna find out what song it is can go youtube search for it, her voice is good. Then hor i try to go d/l for it but then could only find the chorus part nia and i was like zzz

Once again i must say that the movie and series is really really very nice, really wish to see more of it coming out well but right now bleach is coming out a movie too call "Memories of nobody". Nobody? wonder why it is like this hope it is nice though, well not still listening to Kesenai Tsumi song on youtube lol , well its so dam nice hehes. Well thats what i wanna conclude from today, haax hope to post most cya!

Tomorrow will be better i guess~
Tuesday, November 14, 2006