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i walk a lonely road
alone by myself... `
don't know where it goes...
cold and lonely... freezeing what does that mean?

feel kind of sad alone
never have this feeling before in past
is this life?
the hurt...the sadnesscan it be gone?

they have entered my life...my story...
i changed...and true i do changed.....


i am not the past weakling boy u have seen
not anymore...

now more have entered my story...
different character. different characteristic...
lots things for me to learn out there..blue sky
till then i continue move forward...


problems was starting to pour in ...
the only ways is to solve by my ownself...
i need to face the problems
i not going to run as i not alone...


friends are there for you
before the problems was solved. till then i continue move forward...


check my vital signs ;
to know im still alive
and i continue move.....

continue......
i will not stop in track...
i will not......
growing up
the ones that walks beside me too
new life to face...
sometimes i wish someone out there will find me;
`till then i continue to move...

walked out of inmaturity
lifes starting to get more and more fun...
learned how to make funsoutof anythings...
really learnt hw to make a day out of it

I was not alone anymore
not anymore...


time going by
days by days had passed...

grown up
should be independence...
life was completely diff. out there
things was changing...

mindset was changing out there
now i should be brave....

brave enough to make decision myself
brave enough to face the difficulties lies infront...

i was happy to have friends accompany me to this stage
really nice..

the flower bloom
and butterfly dances
the end of my story..
i'm Jeremy...
Wednesday, January 10, 2007

WAH FUCK is all i can say, knn nvr tot that working so long for this company now then kanna this kind of thing...CB! Today our company come alot of 2nd hand ps 2 and stuffs so me and jun ping sld be taking out the ps2 and organise them properly....but due to donno what wind blowing to what direction this week come alot of ps 2 and stuffs....nvm cos i am alright with works even if it is lots of works...ok then i think since there is so many then i tell jun ping to slowly do(But not that type of snails working lah) and i also did that. After finishing the 1st batch i am down with 5 more to go! and i ard spent half the office time doing it....and that is with the help of another co-worker. Ok nvm with it....there we started the 2nd batch and the co-worker went out to send goods....well its ok...like what i said alot is ok... i am willing to do....that left with me and jun ping down to do it.

After some time passes and we are still doing...someone above us came in( sld know who lah hor) he told us in a Not A Serious Tone saying "You all do faster wor...if not i cut your pay by 3 dollars ...hahas" the end....

Then we continue to do ....oh yah and also another 1.6k of ps2 is coming in today also but due to the lift faulty, the goods cant come up....but my mind think its non of our business cos we are part timer doing what we sld do..... Donno why hor the office to the warehouse door is open and put with a stopper so i tot goods are going to come in....then we go on and do our stuffs....but bloody hell...TMD a Tone like scold people one was all i heard" HEY JEREMY, FASTER DO THIS THING VERY URGENT" well he said almost something like that....and well the next sec i am FUCKING ANGRY! CB any moron heard that also know it is a tone of kan people liao loh....even jun ping also agreeded with me, i mean if he want us to work faster say it in a proper tone, the point is he did say do fast but who also know just now that line was like di siao people....
And now he suddenly rise his voice and kan us. I mean if you tell us to do faster in a proper way and in the end we did slow and you kan us....alright we sld be kanna scold....but in the 1ST PLACE WE DONNO YOU WANT US TO DO FASTER NOR DID YOU ACTUALLY TELL US IN A NICE WAY TO TELL US DO FASTER!...and that is what i am so angry about CB ...kan me for not doing faster when you din tell us its urgent...knn and the problem is among his part-timers i know we are aleast the few Top scoring one that acutally do stuffs more then any others, MORE THEN HIS NEPHEW CAN WORK! and he treat us in this way ...i can only say you stand on your relative more then you sld...CB...And i tell you one last time...PART-TIMERS WORKS FOR MONEY NOT FOR THE COMPANY!.The end

Well after all this vexing on the blog i felt much better...haiyy...but still so fk up

Tomorrow will be better i guess~
Wednesday, January 10, 2007