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i walk a lonely road
alone by myself... `
don't know where it goes...
cold and lonely... freezeing what does that mean?

feel kind of sad alone
never have this feeling before in past
is this life?
the hurt...the sadnesscan it be gone?

they have entered my life...my story...
i changed...and true i do changed.....


i am not the past weakling boy u have seen
not anymore...

now more have entered my story...
different character. different characteristic...
lots things for me to learn out there..blue sky
till then i continue move forward...


problems was starting to pour in ...
the only ways is to solve by my ownself...
i need to face the problems
i not going to run as i not alone...


friends are there for you
before the problems was solved. till then i continue move forward...


check my vital signs ;
to know im still alive
and i continue move.....

continue......
i will not stop in track...
i will not......
growing up
the ones that walks beside me too
new life to face...
sometimes i wish someone out there will find me;
`till then i continue to move...

walked out of inmaturity
lifes starting to get more and more fun...
learned how to make funsoutof anythings...
really learnt hw to make a day out of it

I was not alone anymore
not anymore...


time going by
days by days had passed...

grown up
should be independence...
life was completely diff. out there
things was changing...

mindset was changing out there
now i should be brave....

brave enough to make decision myself
brave enough to face the difficulties lies infront...

i was happy to have friends accompany me to this stage
really nice..

the flower bloom
and butterfly dances
the end of my story..
i'm Jeremy...
Wednesday, January 17, 2007

Haisss still vexed though...cos i HAVEN QUIT MY JOB!!! which i wanted to do so right now straight!!!!! ...but acutally if it wasn't my bro company and wasn't it he said he really need...acutally i wont be working and helping out ><..alright enough of my job thingy...ermm ARGH just who have Ai otsuka's "Yumekui"!!! well nvm today go a short version of the song lol better then nothing...anw zzz some how i find guildwars something wrong....as its kind of boring if its not played with friends yah? just something missing.

well few days back i am KNN de sad and vex and STRESS!!! Totally into SHIT! Three things all dashed straight at me...First, the chatlet thingy need to cancel and reorganise every thing...well nvm just reorganise its ok with me...then second... HOW am i going to think up something to tell my boss i am quiting when my broher said don say anything to drag him down as he told my boss i am working till sch reopen where i don really want it...zzz HARD WAY TO THINK! and last...about my job again...zz this i don wanna tok .. Anyway after accepting this three GREAT gifts....i go outside and seat down and due to too much stress i started to broke down and start crying...Just Too Vexed and Fan for me...well i know whose who are reading this cant really feel this but Just...haiss...nvm

well sometime really wanna know who can make me happy yah? No one for me to confide in...

Tomorrow will be better i guess~
Wednesday, January 17, 2007