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i walk a lonely road
alone by myself... `
don't know where it goes...
cold and lonely... freezeing what does that mean?

feel kind of sad alone
never have this feeling before in past
is this life?
the hurt...the sadnesscan it be gone?

they have entered my life...my story...
i changed...and true i do changed.....


i am not the past weakling boy u have seen
not anymore...

now more have entered my story...
different character. different characteristic...
lots things for me to learn out there..blue sky
till then i continue move forward...


problems was starting to pour in ...
the only ways is to solve by my ownself...
i need to face the problems
i not going to run as i not alone...


friends are there for you
before the problems was solved. till then i continue move forward...


check my vital signs ;
to know im still alive
and i continue move.....

continue......
i will not stop in track...
i will not......
growing up
the ones that walks beside me too
new life to face...
sometimes i wish someone out there will find me;
`till then i continue to move...

walked out of inmaturity
lifes starting to get more and more fun...
learned how to make funsoutof anythings...
really learnt hw to make a day out of it

I was not alone anymore
not anymore...


time going by
days by days had passed...

grown up
should be independence...
life was completely diff. out there
things was changing...

mindset was changing out there
now i should be brave....

brave enough to make decision myself
brave enough to face the difficulties lies infront...

i was happy to have friends accompany me to this stage
really nice..

the flower bloom
and butterfly dances
the end of my story..
i'm Jeremy...
Wednesday, January 31, 2007

Just have a few tension quarrel with a friend...not that i wanna scold in the 1st place..but i was typing and i need to type out in cap and vulgar to show that i don really feel good about. Anw i hope he understand that i am not lecturig him...i am going to say sry here for the vulgar in the 1st place but as a friend then i will say out...so hope it can be understand.......

Anw just gone for a interview on a job at VTB building as a promoter with weiqi and yunting ... sian the person said mostly she will use me but need to wait 2 weeks more...but next week O lvl result is coming out le...and i am really scare about it and cannot fulfill our agreement on the job...if i do really ge into poly...then i could go for the job 100% full time...so stress .. i donno why..

Am i suffering from mental problem? i feel so problematic ..now as i am typing my tears are coming out again same as last time ..why? Jobs? studies? friends? Family? ...this holiday i just cannot hold on any longer le...plus the last stage of getting result is coming le..i feel so much peer pressure...i am really afraid of the result ....my heart have a really heavy rock which i cannot gt rid of...it weight tons..i am so sad ...so depress...no more vex like last time but more saddening then before...so sad ..sad till i donno how to write on...

Tomorrow will be better i guess~
Wednesday, January 31, 2007