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i walk a lonely road
alone by myself... `
don't know where it goes...
cold and lonely... freezeing what does that mean?

feel kind of sad alone
never have this feeling before in past
is this life?
the hurt...the sadnesscan it be gone?

they have entered my life...my story...
i changed...and true i do changed.....


i am not the past weakling boy u have seen
not anymore...

now more have entered my story...
different character. different characteristic...
lots things for me to learn out there..blue sky
till then i continue move forward...


problems was starting to pour in ...
the only ways is to solve by my ownself...
i need to face the problems
i not going to run as i not alone...


friends are there for you
before the problems was solved. till then i continue move forward...


check my vital signs ;
to know im still alive
and i continue move.....

continue......
i will not stop in track...
i will not......
growing up
the ones that walks beside me too
new life to face...
sometimes i wish someone out there will find me;
`till then i continue to move...

walked out of inmaturity
lifes starting to get more and more fun...
learned how to make funsoutof anythings...
really learnt hw to make a day out of it

I was not alone anymore
not anymore...


time going by
days by days had passed...

grown up
should be independence...
life was completely diff. out there
things was changing...

mindset was changing out there
now i should be brave....

brave enough to make decision myself
brave enough to face the difficulties lies infront...

i was happy to have friends accompany me to this stage
really nice..

the flower bloom
and butterfly dances
the end of my story..
i'm Jeremy...
Thursday, March 08, 2007

like what i said...sry!!! been very mentally busy nowadays, fighting with my brain wohoho....
this is what i wanna do de, i wanna blog aftr getting my posting result. Hope it can be better yah? But no SUCH thing! Althought i did do that for Os lvl ..hahas. Anyway my posting result, aiyo sian...nee ann poly, sian right? so far from my home... and mainly the problem lays in my course, wanna know what course i gotta? HORTICULTURE AND LANDSCAPE MANAGEMENT! If you are wondering what is horticulture? ... Its all about a gardener job WAHAHA funny? 18 cop(cut off points) for this course a gardener de but not mainly that lah. Also design how to put the plants all this so on and so fore.

what i mad about is alot of people said it is useless... prospects is not not not not good, listen liao was like dang! sian arh... acutally i do like it...but somehow my family members ALL oppose it, sian loh..but nvm i getting IT and try REAPPEALLING for Business Informatics sian loh...this intake was quite alot and cop is just right for my 18 marks...why cant i get in? Is it because i put it as my 4th choice? Abit strange leh...aiya nvm i am appealing it again .

so now what i did after knowing my posing result was more intresting! hahas, i went to alot of poly to see and understand more course, all poly i did went b4 other then RP. Acutally its courses attract me but haiyy nvm lah new school, alot of people din take must be a reason, new lecturers sucks? attactment no use de? i donno, i also wanna hack care too. Just wish and hope i get into nyp Business Informatic. At a thought of it at first i was thinking, hmm i like np more but now is course choose me and not i choose course, so basically i only like nyp de one an only able course for me.. Business Informatics... of cos! i like others courses as well! WHICH I WANTED BADLY! And that is business in market or any others pure business in school of business. haiyy nvm i know i and business no fate. Anyway back to where i am i said i don acutally like nyp somehow after seeing np lol weird? yeah! as np is old, i like old stuffs? donno, hahas until today which i broke a record of going three poly(s) in a day, NP, TP and NYP LOL tired leh and waste so much money on cab fare as me and zhao lun scare cannot make it there in time to appeal. Haiy..when i reached nyp, as normal zha lun and me went to find appealing center and nyp appealing center is on IT block 4th floor so we need to take a lift.

Exciting part! For me i guess? LOL i saw.. i saw a gal back view, wah not bad! But her behaviour weird weird de lol( maybe toking to her friend) then i wanted to see her face, just to clear up her image randomly poping in my mind, i realise she taking the sme lift as us! OMG an i saw her face!!!! ARHH WHOO!!! lol she is really very cute and pretty! for my taste? well but really dam chio loh... Honestly it had been millions of years since i met this kind of gal who just stun me with a stomp bolt. O..M..G not ordinary de wor, MUST believe me! althought said she is chio but din stun him...then i told him i like a lips lol...acutally i like her whole features but her lips ae very very special! not ugly one hor...omg ! i know i write alot of omg lol. let me draw out her image more in your mind, you might find me abit bian tai LOL a 155+ (ard there) height in green jacket and short pants, whitey skin, slim legs (which i look out for alot), cuties round face like Ai otsuka, long hair putting a nice smile on her face, althought you might not get what i am drawing out in your mind but lol try to get it ok? she is good yupps and dang 3th storey...door opening*Bi Bi Bi Bi * she went out and gone...after that i kept pestering on zhaolun on how good she is lol!

Richful event but more are yet to come in nyp lol. After i gotta my DAE forms i go to a 2nd floor de room?to send it in. Rewind ~~~ Before going in to the room, two year 3 students approach me and lun...finding us to help them do some photos shooting on a story, i agreeded lol donno lun wan anot hahas, but i said i need to submit my DAE form 1st then they said ok. After i came out teh two said need to find another gal for the story, then nvm me and lun go walk walk and times up! They told us they found one and we followed them back to where we met, hmm a gal in white and short pants . WOW nice slim body shape, i can say she is pretty but not pretty somehow for me, lol but really she is considered chio la. Then we intro each other, then Poof! i forgot her name LOL! then we go down beside a koi pond and we start our story making lol.

Its like comic using normal camera with snap shot, zhaolun is going to be the girl boyfriend and i am going to be the guy who go and get to know her and eventually break lun and her up LOL . Oh btw they students who approached us was from media, yah. Ermm then first shot me and the girl stand near each other looking at each other OMG HOW GAN GA! I try to look into her eyes and she try to look into my eyes >_< and mind you that is now just one shot, its 3 or 4 shot. Then the rest is lun and her sitting together like dating lol and the gal was msging to me, distracted during the date with lun lol. That was the story and the end i also not sure ! LOL cos i don have to be in the shot anymore but i think they eventually broke up because my in a third party as the story goes!

Ta~ta, as when we thought we are going home, they said their another groups of friends need us as well as their project of filming of char must be outsiders, well and me lun is a good one. And so we are off to their media block but the gal is not there le. Oh yah then this time round lun was the one pestering me on how chio she is.... LOL. ok to know more pls go lun blog provided lun got blog about this he will say more about the gal hahas. ok so we went to their block of media and into their classroom and WOOT! ok lah not bad LOL! then we need to flim this time and not just some simple speechless snap shot! woot, I wanna say the story about their fliming de but i lazy to type out and i also very tired LOL those wanna know just ask me i will tell you all. So anw we took a intresting flim ! In fact, the story take place in a..... TOILET! O..M..G hahas but its fun overall, i asked them to send us the flim after they finish editing and also the snap photos with the gal they lun said chio de...mostly i will put some on my friendster pics! WOW it irk me when i am going to see the whole clips and the pics!!! Wanna see it so much, SOO please media friends!! edit it quick and send it to me!! My first fliming exprience and also in a toilet!! hahas.

THE END!

But wa lau i must get into nyp de get to know the gal in green jacket lah...wahh bu tahan liao!
The moral of the story ... i like nyp now LOL!

Tomorrow will be better i guess~
Thursday, March 08, 2007