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i walk a lonely road
alone by myself... `
don't know where it goes...
cold and lonely... freezeing what does that mean?

feel kind of sad alone
never have this feeling before in past
is this life?
the hurt...the sadnesscan it be gone?

they have entered my life...my story...
i changed...and true i do changed.....


i am not the past weakling boy u have seen
not anymore...

now more have entered my story...
different character. different characteristic...
lots things for me to learn out there..blue sky
till then i continue move forward...


problems was starting to pour in ...
the only ways is to solve by my ownself...
i need to face the problems
i not going to run as i not alone...


friends are there for you
before the problems was solved. till then i continue move forward...


check my vital signs ;
to know im still alive
and i continue move.....

continue......
i will not stop in track...
i will not......
growing up
the ones that walks beside me too
new life to face...
sometimes i wish someone out there will find me;
`till then i continue to move...

walked out of inmaturity
lifes starting to get more and more fun...
learned how to make funsoutof anythings...
really learnt hw to make a day out of it

I was not alone anymore
not anymore...


time going by
days by days had passed...

grown up
should be independence...
life was completely diff. out there
things was changing...

mindset was changing out there
now i should be brave....

brave enough to make decision myself
brave enough to face the difficulties lies infront...

i was happy to have friends accompany me to this stage
really nice..

the flower bloom
and butterfly dances
the end of my story..
i'm Jeremy...
Saturday, April 14, 2007

Well come to think of it, times flies. just have the feeling to blog before work as i saw our class 5N1 photo from shili blog hahas..

yupp 5 years ago we were all strangers and now we are all goodie goodie besty hahas, i know time wont remain but (#$@#%@$^ HOUSE UPSTAIR DRILLING!!! MAKE MY FEEL TO TYPE ALL GONE!!!) i know memories will stay to serve the moments we are together till the very last of our breath...just wondering, if we were grown up and start working will we still have gathering or what? from what i had tot was each and everyone of us are now on our on paths..no longer the paths of 5N1 that we took together..laughter, tears, quarrel, teaching and learning,swearing at books which made us puke lol..

But one thing i know is that i will and must move on with my life in poly...well yupps oh yah dammit just as i was thinking that we must not lost contacts i made a stupid mistake last few days zzz...guess what? when i was using the w550i phone i tot i store all my contacts on my sim card...but what next was what make me even more sian...when i change my handphone while i trade in my w550i i donno that lots of my contacts were acutally in the phone and not in the sim...as a result i lost each and every contacts i made during that time i was using the phone...haiy.. so whoever out there read tis thingy and is a friend of mine...when you contact me just let me know who you are...thanks alot

oh..yeah also bought my lectures notes from the printing shop last few days but some of the notes were not print out yet for us to buy...

oh yah that time went out for our 02 class and OGLs and guan yew to m' square for lunch and games...guess what? we met so many classes from IT de in ms hahas...so qiao right? after lunch at carvana...we went to play pool oh yah...Edgar ask me a very diff question hahas where is M' square i really donno how to reply him but i forgot who told me to tell him to go out and take a cab lol ...its jordan right if i think remember wrongly hahas outside doorstep and take a cab lol..then we have great time at the pool games...but the gals was rather left out by us as we only play on our own ~_~ so bad lol..but afterthat they left for shopping hahas..then slowly some left till only me, Jeremy lew, Joon hoe and Edwin and Edwin was a good KOF player yah...hahas yupps left we few then walk all the way to city link and take train home...on the way met bao hui and khai theng but i din realise as i was dreaming till Edwin told me lol by then i could only see them and wave hahas...

Tomorrow will be better i guess~
Saturday, April 14, 2007