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i walk a lonely road
alone by myself... `
don't know where it goes...
cold and lonely... freezeing what does that mean?

feel kind of sad alone
never have this feeling before in past
is this life?
the hurt...the sadnesscan it be gone?

they have entered my life...my story...
i changed...and true i do changed.....


i am not the past weakling boy u have seen
not anymore...

now more have entered my story...
different character. different characteristic...
lots things for me to learn out there..blue sky
till then i continue move forward...


problems was starting to pour in ...
the only ways is to solve by my ownself...
i need to face the problems
i not going to run as i not alone...


friends are there for you
before the problems was solved. till then i continue move forward...


check my vital signs ;
to know im still alive
and i continue move.....

continue......
i will not stop in track...
i will not......
growing up
the ones that walks beside me too
new life to face...
sometimes i wish someone out there will find me;
`till then i continue to move...

walked out of inmaturity
lifes starting to get more and more fun...
learned how to make funsoutof anythings...
really learnt hw to make a day out of it

I was not alone anymore
not anymore...


time going by
days by days had passed...

grown up
should be independence...
life was completely diff. out there
things was changing...

mindset was changing out there
now i should be brave....

brave enough to make decision myself
brave enough to face the difficulties lies infront...

i was happy to have friends accompany me to this stage
really nice..

the flower bloom
and butterfly dances
the end of my story..
i'm Jeremy...
Wednesday, April 25, 2007

Middle of the night now...well this week is the second week my school le...at my 1st thought i really think i can handle things on my hand atm, but slowly i realise it was a little getting out of hand. haiy..i really hope as week goes by the modules will not be too hard for me....I am not too sure, when i 1st went into poly i told myself i must do my best to work hard in the school, but something is wrong bah..its just like the time b4 O's lvl , slacking ard come back play games and slp, eat like waiting for the 3 years to pass...haiy...almost everyday after school reach home at ard 6 +...reaching home late is ok but...i donno somehow something is missing and aimlessly in my heart...lonely? i don quite think so bah...i think i had already overcome lonely this word.

Haas come across shi li blog and listen to "way back into love " its so nice man...hahas toobad no one wanna watch "music and lyrics" hmm bet must be a good show....somehow i slowly like to show love story , the movie "The holiday" is really one great love movie i can say...too good nice written..

Oh yah...today lessons is rather getting out of hand yeah...lecturers are like running through the lectures and tutorials...and i had been catching up and just standing on the line but what if the icas and quiz are there? Fall off it? It was liek even if i went online to see the exams paper but no answer it is also useless....and there are so many better then me de how to get the top 10%?
Aiya i don care lah...zzz just ride the 3 years through?

Woot past 1 plus le and i am still here...lol tmr having lesson at 9 and after that go get my dear handphone then go to japanese club with liting and cynthia... then join han wen to go vball...

Tomorrow will be better i guess~
Wednesday, April 25, 2007