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i walk a lonely road
alone by myself... `
don't know where it goes...
cold and lonely... freezeing what does that mean?

feel kind of sad alone
never have this feeling before in past
is this life?
the hurt...the sadnesscan it be gone?

they have entered my life...my story...
i changed...and true i do changed.....


i am not the past weakling boy u have seen
not anymore...

now more have entered my story...
different character. different characteristic...
lots things for me to learn out there..blue sky
till then i continue move forward...


problems was starting to pour in ...
the only ways is to solve by my ownself...
i need to face the problems
i not going to run as i not alone...


friends are there for you
before the problems was solved. till then i continue move forward...


check my vital signs ;
to know im still alive
and i continue move.....

continue......
i will not stop in track...
i will not......
growing up
the ones that walks beside me too
new life to face...
sometimes i wish someone out there will find me;
`till then i continue to move...

walked out of inmaturity
lifes starting to get more and more fun...
learned how to make funsoutof anythings...
really learnt hw to make a day out of it

I was not alone anymore
not anymore...


time going by
days by days had passed...

grown up
should be independence...
life was completely diff. out there
things was changing...

mindset was changing out there
now i should be brave....

brave enough to make decision myself
brave enough to face the difficulties lies infront...

i was happy to have friends accompany me to this stage
really nice..

the flower bloom
and butterfly dances
the end of my story..
i'm Jeremy...
Sunday, April 08, 2007

Wow is all i can say... seem million of years eversince i had blog lol... thats my style of doing stuffs.. lol pile and stack my story up then start blogging here. Hmm just gotta a job today, recommended by jia jia must really thanks her for the job if not i am going to broke if this goes on lol.

My new job is basically selling water filters made by hyfflux *donno spell correct or not* the company that invented the new water. Truely i was amuse by their devices and stuffs, although there are also pro and con in each items like changing the filters or others stuffs which are not meant to be said here bah lol.. Afterall its still quite a nice job just that the location is far and only can work for 4 hrs with basic but nevertheless i hope i still earn from my commission though.

Well back to what i did from the last blogging till now, i got enroll into nyp but its not the course that i really want. Information technology, my one and only future prospects and gotta stick with it no matter what for a min of 3 years...well thats just one thing that just keep me on thoughts and that is if i ever outdate in IT what am i going to do? Relearn and apply for course for learning? Waste money and times and effort? well i am not really sure about it haiy.. hope it gets better.
Oh yeah btw whose who are in nyp and wanna know what happened in my orientation can read here. Ermm start off by some parts and that is ok loh lol the orientation hahas but really good effort made by the OGLS thanks alot! Maybe is because i organise or play too much of many such mini games in tri-touch that why it did not attract me alot. Hmm well for those people right, going to nyp must go for orientation which is strongly advise by me. Reason being is not because it is fun or anything but because you must learn how the school works and what you can do and what you cannot do. Things like admin card, a small dam piece of card by as important as ic in nyp lol, that admin card get you your attentance going in and out of some places of your block after some passes in the evening. Stuffs like land yard and card protector where to buy them and so on. One thing which is funny i think is the stepping of grass and playing of fountain water LOL, DON EVER PLAY with them or STEP into the grass you will get fine for as bad as $50 WOW hahas.

Anyway too much stuffs to say about it, from the orientation i learn something or rather it confirm my thinking and that is people there do think before they do stuffs or really use brain to do work ya. I have to say the 1st skip made for the SIT club was rather a hilarous one lol an hybrid of anime and movies which make out a funny skip but the last one on the bruise almightly was still okok lah but good effort being made in it =]

Well i kind of like my class rather then others IT class which i donno why, maybe is because there is no ah beng or ah seng or ah hua in it bah... I think is not we don wanna tok just that not the shou with each others thats why but i believe the bond is there le, well 3 years yupps work hard tgt bah!

And oh..sad to say din see the green jacket gal haiyy, but after some thoughts i realise she is from IT de bah cos she that time went into block L lvl 3 and guess what? Lvl 3 is for fypj students lol final year means one year older hahas so can kick away my thoughts le lol. And so pei sei sia let Jewelry know my secret le >_<

Oh YAH! before i forget! WA KAO shi suay dao di de loh, when the enrollment package was here i just follow the few simple steps and get it done over with but guess what? i bang into wallsSss in every steps sia wahh was like F*ck $%#$% ! Problems like cpf no money and pay a little liao then the rest how and how come my mum atm cannot redraw money? Need singpass to do some stuffs , go to the bank for giro hand print and worst still ! lost my confirmation slip the day just before i was about to send in the mail! shi suay de loh..even my sis said i am suay haiy..maybe is because i am not happy because i believe happy go lucky bah..anw its over le and the only thing left is the loaning of money to buy notebook from nyp another steps and steps to do again sian..why poly do things so le che de? even din come for poly sick also need to go e-service and print staple and then send tgt with MC to the admin office and only western MC allow. kaos super duper utimate really sian de loh..haiyy

So what i wish for now and forever is my lucks to be back to me =) and things go smoothly as well and good things do turns up for me !

Tomorrow will be better i guess~
Sunday, April 08, 2007