well this holiday is boring... just came across aiotsuka de forum and happend to see that she is having a new single call "Peach" LOL and the cover picture is acutally THIS!!! LAMO sia

but i can say that this is quite a good take of her !

Anyway don mind me, i'm just crazy over her LOL....nevertheless S.H.E too!

Holiday ending and

my nightmare is reaching upon me...well guess what as my sem1 is ending exam and quizes are stucking onto me heavily...was thinking did alot of people who acutally could not handle poly well and screw themself up? Hmm just wondering but hey i study so hard for O's is not just to end here right? yupps jiayou to myself wor!

Tomorrow will be better i guess~
Friday, June 22, 2007

Few days back went to pasir ris for fishing....at first tot could finally get some real good fish for my mum but it turn out worst then i thought ... LMAO

what happened over at the pond? started fishing at 3 pay the guy money for it $38 and shooo we cast our rod.....moments later han wen caught one and it was a sea bass....then followed by lun who caugh alot of japanes fishes which seem to like him alot cos they keep coming to him lol...well as for me nothing THROUGHOUT the WHOLE day...sad..it turn out true like what i told han wen that "hey mum i pay 38 and caught nothing" lol sian de loh...then at night my rod finally show some respond toward my sadde day and it finally bended and when i took it up and reel back..knn the string snap and shoo...cold.....sian again....then after that i cast a few more times the rod break into two...WORST!!! EVEN SIAN!!! haiy..small fishes is easy to catch lah but big one really need some good experiences to get them...then near leaving time lun caught one big one and i donno what fish is it lol...but can eat bah....then the end hahas
Zero fish for me !!! Cheers!

Today went back to sch for project then was like so sleepy sia....done abit then distribute work then we leave le...WAHH SO STRESS SIA this week i nvr done much hmk sia...jialat next week i sure die de, java, html, marketing and mobile paradise!!! DANG! Good Game for me...

Then ytd went for work and FINALLY i got a sale liao!!! Thanks to Low to help me close it!!! That family only get a normal water filter system back home to try...but i seriously hope that they will come back and buy a E-life from me hees...then how at kovan do road show quite song lol cos got quite alot of chio bu...hahas but the people there abit weird leh....they like so afraid of me sia! i walk over they walk away then when i was the other side then they come over to speak to Low....am i a monster??? OMG i am just a promoter leh...haiyy suan leh maybe kovan people got negative power against me lol...then next week go honda there to attend a talk on our company contract with them...confuse what i am talking about? Ok basically is that prestige group decided to go on futher with their sale not just with water filter but also helping honda rent out their cards and getting people to join as their members...so who do the job? we do the job...well somehow i feel it is easier to do it then water filter but practically i think is it hard well....people rent cars on special events bah...but hey i can get to learn more new stuffs rather then water filter only! that what i like about my job! Fresh Taste each time and new expriences!

Nowadays is like keep playing Granado espada lol with edwin, we are like chiong till no day and night lol the feeling of chionging game is back le...hahas good for the game for bad for my studies lol jialat...slack alot hahas...had i can put my game and studies well bah...

Tomorrow will be better i guess~
Sunday, June 17, 2007

Well, after lots and lots of busy weeks i am finally able to come back to blog again. There is so much so much and so much that i wanna say. Firstly i have to say something to my beloved butter aka guinea pig that i love you so much and forever in my heart. On the day that you left and went back to god we were all crying over it. Never would i thought that you are so thoughtful to us, greatful to you. Next time if you wanna go then just go ok? Dont hang on there till the light are out then you leave in slience, you make us feel so hurt and letting you down, we were just closing the light thinking you will have a good rest after the medi. But in fact you left us, that night we sit by your side and cry through. Butter hope you rest in peace, you are always in our heart...

Above is a message for my butter, pls don mind me, i am so sad and depress over his dead. That night i can say its was really my lowest point in life. He acutally hang on while breathing so diffcult just to stay till the light are out then he left on slience, when we open the light he was already motionless, i tried to hold back my tears but i could not. Blame it on me not taking him to see the vet early, so guilty for the rest of my life. As a hay lover, Butter acutally hold on a stalk of hay in his mouth before he goes....he had been so sick till that he could not eat and before he go he hold on a stalk of hay so strongly in his mouth. I know i know...he could not eat it down anymore because of his stomach...yet he hold onto his fav hay....too sad to write on...

May God Watch Over you
Beloved Butter


Back to some unrelated topics, finally on my term break, i wanted to say so much that i am so happy that i finally could have a break....last time a 2 weeks break was like so little to me...but somehow this time it is so long and good which i feel...maybe is because i am really too busy and keep returning home late...

One more stuffs is that i am quiting my archery, does not was to be train and pay the seniors money for them to train me..thats all simple.

Somehow i felt that i had changed alot...i could not help from changing my char....but i just know something changed...and that is towards bad....not the old same Jeremy i use to joke alot nowadays...i just could not explain how and why....

Seem like i lost something on the way and i just could not find it back and that is not just 1 but more....

My second time of not having any sales on my job happen and haiy...i was like not trying my best...

Donno what to say on...take one step slowly at a time bah...hope the new Jeremy you all can get use to it ......

Tomorrow will be better i guess~
Tuesday, June 12, 2007