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i walk a lonely road
alone by myself... `
don't know where it goes...
cold and lonely... freezeing what does that mean?

feel kind of sad alone
never have this feeling before in past
is this life?
the hurt...the sadnesscan it be gone?

they have entered my life...my story...
i changed...and true i do changed.....


i am not the past weakling boy u have seen
not anymore...

now more have entered my story...
different character. different characteristic...
lots things for me to learn out there..blue sky
till then i continue move forward...


problems was starting to pour in ...
the only ways is to solve by my ownself...
i need to face the problems
i not going to run as i not alone...


friends are there for you
before the problems was solved. till then i continue move forward...


check my vital signs ;
to know im still alive
and i continue move.....

continue......
i will not stop in track...
i will not......
growing up
the ones that walks beside me too
new life to face...
sometimes i wish someone out there will find me;
`till then i continue to move...

walked out of inmaturity
lifes starting to get more and more fun...
learned how to make funsoutof anythings...
really learnt hw to make a day out of it

I was not alone anymore
not anymore...


time going by
days by days had passed...

grown up
should be independence...
life was completely diff. out there
things was changing...

mindset was changing out there
now i should be brave....

brave enough to make decision myself
brave enough to face the difficulties lies infront...

i was happy to have friends accompany me to this stage
really nice..

the flower bloom
and butterfly dances
the end of my story..
i'm Jeremy...
Wednesday, July 18, 2007

Stress arh... for the next 2 mths i will be stress like hell...ytd gotta back my marketing paper...dam sad, out of 22, 9 failed, out of 9 who failed i am one of them...haiy..my heart was shattered when i saw the paper...my marketing project group only i failed it..22/50. 3 more marks to it....it is not i din study or what but it is the qns that acutally cause me to lose so many marks...marketing bases i go write marketing segmentation...omg ...this qns 15 marks i got zero...dam...my mcq was nicely done with 18/20 and it was acutally my section B that had cause it to lost marks.....well what can i say? This is the first paper that i failed in nyp and why must it de a business paper when i wanted to learn business so much? DAMMIT!! Really i was really sian dao..haiy...suan le hope i can get through it with our project so i won have to retake the module...

Then today java test....got abit like trick dao loh....the qns was acutally somehow quite diff from what we are practicing in the tutorial loh...but heng i manage to get my 1st to program up and running ...hope nothing wrong....but i got a feeling i save program 2 over program 1..sian if that is the case i am dead...not i donno how to do but is save wrong....then my pesudocode anyhow do..lol then circle i go circle 2 in the qns part 2 ...haiy....then bonus marks i don even know how to do..lol only know how to put the FOR there then finish lol....sian arh!!!

But acutally i think i am still alright le bah...at least i can get my programs up and running whereas some of my classmate could not acutally compile and run...and i do feel proud of myself as it was the 1st time i can acutally run and compile on my own without anyone help!! HAHAS i am nuts! Anyway i do hope those who are weaker will be able to catch up and don have to retake the module...

lastly....feel so sad i miss the "live earth"... wanna watch Ai Otsuka live on tv but i am not free...sian...could only watch one of the song she sing on youtube...and she is very beautiful !!!
Then i saw a short clip people cut out on ai otsuka de movie...lol he go cut out the part when aiotsuka ask for a hotdog bun! LOL so FUNNY! hahas don mind me...think i am mad due to this few days stress..lol

well i guess that is all hope i can get pass this sem and go on...i don want to lag behind!!!

Tomorrow will be better i guess~
Wednesday, July 18, 2007