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i walk a lonely road
alone by myself... `
don't know where it goes...
cold and lonely... freezeing what does that mean?

feel kind of sad alone
never have this feeling before in past
is this life?
the hurt...the sadnesscan it be gone?

they have entered my life...my story...
i changed...and true i do changed.....


i am not the past weakling boy u have seen
not anymore...

now more have entered my story...
different character. different characteristic...
lots things for me to learn out there..blue sky
till then i continue move forward...


problems was starting to pour in ...
the only ways is to solve by my ownself...
i need to face the problems
i not going to run as i not alone...


friends are there for you
before the problems was solved. till then i continue move forward...


check my vital signs ;
to know im still alive
and i continue move.....

continue......
i will not stop in track...
i will not......
growing up
the ones that walks beside me too
new life to face...
sometimes i wish someone out there will find me;
`till then i continue to move...

walked out of inmaturity
lifes starting to get more and more fun...
learned how to make funsoutof anythings...
really learnt hw to make a day out of it

I was not alone anymore
not anymore...


time going by
days by days had passed...

grown up
should be independence...
life was completely diff. out there
things was changing...

mindset was changing out there
now i should be brave....

brave enough to make decision myself
brave enough to face the difficulties lies infront...

i was happy to have friends accompany me to this stage
really nice..

the flower bloom
and butterfly dances
the end of my story..
i'm Jeremy...
Friday, July 13, 2007

Well...happened to come upon mishy videos and her blog again, have quite a deep impression on her as he stirred up quite a storm in youtube last year 2006, well her name is Michelle sometime call as mishy or cutiemish.





She is really quite a outstanding and special person i should say, why do i said that? Because she acutally did something outstanding which among million or billion or trillion of people does not do, she made quite alot of videos and imitading and sing toward her webcam...well she is a asian but with a heavy british accent...well here are some of her pictures



























hahahas she is a actress but in fact her dream is to be a model...but well her height just pull her down, from what she said from her blog...





Just to let you view her profile and her videos made by her: http://www.youtube.com/user/cutiemish



well alot of people leave lots and lots and lots of comments on her...lol some are good and some are bad depending how you rate her after you have watch her videos... but honestly i really think she is not bitchy or slutty or trying to create a clown out of her but instead i like her attitude the way which no one acutally do the same as her, treating this as her hobby.



She doesn't base herself on cosmetics, nudity, etc. Sometimes - on purpose - she tries even to appear "ugly" : all her charm she bases exclusively on winning natural ways, on an extraordinary taste for music, on body gesticulation elegance, on personal magnetism. well this part was extracted from an article http://madaboutasia.blogspot.com/2006/10/another-cutiemish-article.html but i totally agree with what is written in it!

Hmm...the newpapers in british acutally feature her in it and leaving comments about her...






Anyway i just find this stuffs very interesting thats why i share with you all... and not alot of people have the courage to show what they wanna express and post it to let the people ard the world to view her masterpiece...if have a chance i really wish i can get to meet her! =p
Do take a look at her videos!

Tomorrow will be better i guess~
Friday, July 13, 2007