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i walk a lonely road
alone by myself... `
don't know where it goes...
cold and lonely... freezeing what does that mean?

feel kind of sad alone
never have this feeling before in past
is this life?
the hurt...the sadnesscan it be gone?

they have entered my life...my story...
i changed...and true i do changed.....


i am not the past weakling boy u have seen
not anymore...

now more have entered my story...
different character. different characteristic...
lots things for me to learn out there..blue sky
till then i continue move forward...


problems was starting to pour in ...
the only ways is to solve by my ownself...
i need to face the problems
i not going to run as i not alone...


friends are there for you
before the problems was solved. till then i continue move forward...


check my vital signs ;
to know im still alive
and i continue move.....

continue......
i will not stop in track...
i will not......
growing up
the ones that walks beside me too
new life to face...
sometimes i wish someone out there will find me;
`till then i continue to move...

walked out of inmaturity
lifes starting to get more and more fun...
learned how to make funsoutof anythings...
really learnt hw to make a day out of it

I was not alone anymore
not anymore...


time going by
days by days had passed...

grown up
should be independence...
life was completely diff. out there
things was changing...

mindset was changing out there
now i should be brave....

brave enough to make decision myself
brave enough to face the difficulties lies infront...

i was happy to have friends accompany me to this stage
really nice..

the flower bloom
and butterfly dances
the end of my story..
i'm Jeremy...
Sunday, August 19, 2007

Exams coming!! guess what? I'm still laying around like the most carefree person in the whole wide world. Somehow i could not feel the stress coming in and sometime i wonder if it was normal as i thought to myself "Hey, just a semester exams." but oh well its a major exams for us...

I found out something from myself...topics that i can understand i understand, topic that i don understand i really don understand a single bit of it no matter how hard i stare and study it. shag...you know its not like in secondary school thereby i will be able to get a tution teacher to my house and start asking him all my doubts. Guess that this problem will only be encountered by me bah, truly think that sometime i am just a total failure..

Ytd went to gab house for a small study group and toward the night we think of having some wine and i never never would had thought that the amout of cups which i can hold up to was only 2?!?! well lol is my liver really that lousy? Just normal 2 cups mixed by gab and my face already red and head is heavy... OMG how am i going to go for social drinking next time? well guess i either train up my drinking withstand or transplant a stronger liver into me bah...

Tomorrow will be better i guess~
Sunday, August 19, 2007