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i walk a lonely road
alone by myself... `
don't know where it goes...
cold and lonely... freezeing what does that mean?

feel kind of sad alone
never have this feeling before in past
is this life?
the hurt...the sadnesscan it be gone?

they have entered my life...my story...
i changed...and true i do changed.....


i am not the past weakling boy u have seen
not anymore...

now more have entered my story...
different character. different characteristic...
lots things for me to learn out there..blue sky
till then i continue move forward...


problems was starting to pour in ...
the only ways is to solve by my ownself...
i need to face the problems
i not going to run as i not alone...


friends are there for you
before the problems was solved. till then i continue move forward...


check my vital signs ;
to know im still alive
and i continue move.....

continue......
i will not stop in track...
i will not......
growing up
the ones that walks beside me too
new life to face...
sometimes i wish someone out there will find me;
`till then i continue to move...

walked out of inmaturity
lifes starting to get more and more fun...
learned how to make funsoutof anythings...
really learnt hw to make a day out of it

I was not alone anymore
not anymore...


time going by
days by days had passed...

grown up
should be independence...
life was completely diff. out there
things was changing...

mindset was changing out there
now i should be brave....

brave enough to make decision myself
brave enough to face the difficulties lies infront...

i was happy to have friends accompany me to this stage
really nice..

the flower bloom
and butterfly dances
the end of my story..
i'm Jeremy...
Thursday, August 30, 2007

Well...exams finally over for me....well strange as i am not as excited as i sld be when exams are over. Strange yet funny, not sure whether did i do it well but well i guess i tried more then half of my effort and i cant say i did put in my best as i do really slack at times! hahas

Today went out with Jw, Jeremy lew, Joon hoe, Liting and Adeline to town and we ate "fish & co" as a celebration for exams over? lol quite few of us i know lol...but anw go there again fish and chip hahas...like same as before...after that went to watch "dead slience" not bad scary but did not break the string of scary as you all know when you all watch horror movie you will be closing your eyes most of the time and you feel like not watching it at all lol...but dead slience is not bad but still i think "slient hill" is still better lol donnno why just like that show most among horrors show..

Anyway, this holiday hmm going to let my pocket burn a biggy hole as i need to buy "eye of the north" guildwars game yah... and alot more on just going out and shopping well if you know me i am acutally quite a fussy eater when i go outside which i seldom eat hawker or normal food court as i always thought that eating is human greatest pleasure! So why save it? lol just love good foods hahas. Growing fatter and fatter yah then you all will see a over 100+kg chubby and round Jeremy walking toward you and you thought which balloon was that? LOL

Nevertheless holidays are here and how i will spend it is just by working and spending night time with my beloved lappy! lol just cant go on with my life without it!

Well i guess i am moving on with my life just some here and there which i try to overcome but yet i cannot and yet i do know the reason behind why i cannot do it. Hmm maybe all humans feel the same yah? Honestly i do need some sparks for the holiday and cant just work, play, work, play...lol if not i am going to be mummifed.

Hahas guess what? I'm having mind block and i am tired....lol so i guess i wont write on le...till next time bah

Tomorrow will be better i guess~
Thursday, August 30, 2007