<body bgcolor="black"><script type="text/javascript"> function setAttributeOnload(object, attribute, val) { if(window.addEventListener) { window.addEventListener('load', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }, false); } else { window.attachEvent('onload', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }); } } </script> <div id="navbar-iframe-container"></div> <script type="text/javascript" src="https://apis.google.com/js/platform.js"></script> <script type="text/javascript"> gapi.load("gapi.iframes:gapi.iframes.style.bubble", function() { if (gapi.iframes && gapi.iframes.getContext) { gapi.iframes.getContext().openChild({ url: 'https://www.blogger.com/navbar/15134321?origin\x3dhttp://tearsfloweverynight.blogspot.com', where: document.getElementById("navbar-iframe-container"), id: "navbar-iframe" }); } }); </script>
i walk a lonely road
alone by myself... `
don't know where it goes...
cold and lonely... freezeing what does that mean?

feel kind of sad alone
never have this feeling before in past
is this life?
the hurt...the sadnesscan it be gone?

they have entered my life...my story...
i changed...and true i do changed.....


i am not the past weakling boy u have seen
not anymore...

now more have entered my story...
different character. different characteristic...
lots things for me to learn out there..blue sky
till then i continue move forward...


problems was starting to pour in ...
the only ways is to solve by my ownself...
i need to face the problems
i not going to run as i not alone...


friends are there for you
before the problems was solved. till then i continue move forward...


check my vital signs ;
to know im still alive
and i continue move.....

continue......
i will not stop in track...
i will not......
growing up
the ones that walks beside me too
new life to face...
sometimes i wish someone out there will find me;
`till then i continue to move...

walked out of inmaturity
lifes starting to get more and more fun...
learned how to make funsoutof anythings...
really learnt hw to make a day out of it

I was not alone anymore
not anymore...


time going by
days by days had passed...

grown up
should be independence...
life was completely diff. out there
things was changing...

mindset was changing out there
now i should be brave....

brave enough to make decision myself
brave enough to face the difficulties lies infront...

i was happy to have friends accompany me to this stage
really nice..

the flower bloom
and butterfly dances
the end of my story..
i'm Jeremy...
Friday, August 17, 2007

kaos....laptop went into coma and could not get it power up sia!! This is what happened to my lappy...i took my laptop and went into a toilet and as i use the cubicle i noticed there is a tiny table for me to put my stuffs so i place my lappy against the wall and i start peeing....then hor then hor i donno which bangla beside me go into the next cubicle and he close the door like aliens are going to have his life, he bang the door with so much force and the whole cubicle is shaking and as you all know cubicle are all connected and because my lappy was resting against the wall and from the impact of the wall shaking....my lappy fell and i got the shock of my life...i straight away cannot continue peeing and then i quicky pick it up but acutally ...what was on my mind was that it would not be that easy to spoilt so it is in my lappy pouch somemore...so i went out and wash my hand and...finally my friends tell me to take a look lah so i took it out and realised it was worst then i thought! the whole LCD cracked and my lappy become two parts and all buttons came out!

LOL joking lah! not that worst...the above result of dropping is fake de WAHAHA but indeed it did drop and a small lid did come off and i could not switch it on....wahh but i did not panic leh donno why...just sian and stress....then went home to find my warrantly card...but guess what? i could not find it....then my mum told me to find next morning...then next morning i wake up still cannot find it...then had a quarrel with my mum cos she keep saying i anyhow put my stuffs...but in fact most of my stuffs are being moved by her loh...ok lah i admit i really did not put them at a proper place but my place of storing my stuffs are limited...anw so my mum went out to work and my sis told me to wait for night and when she come back help me find....then afternoon i called han wen whether want to go fishing now but he said too late and i told him i cannot find the warrantly so he told me to call fujitsu and ask if without the card still can repair anot ... but at that time i tot they will not but to my delight they acutally said i can go down and get it fixed without the warrantly! so i rush down with lun accompany me in cab and reached henderson road...so far sia..there paid 16 to the cab uncle...then we went shopping and watch jay movie "secret"...wahh nice show seh..the love story is wonderful....then in the middle of the show the fujitsu guy call me and told me my mainboard is spoilt and the part will reach sg in 1 - 2 weeks time WAHHA i need lappy for practice for my exams de arh!! budden no choice...

On the way back home the guy called again and he said donno what it is fixed le....and i think he downgrade my software leh.... aiya donno lah can use can le..then next day my bro drove me down to get it back and also exchange his coins in bank and met adeline cousin at the counter ?!?!? lol i din know it her after she said she is adeline cousin...lol maybe she dressing too formal in bank le bah...also din know she work there....

After that i am back with my dear dear lappy! lol one day without comp is hell for me! hahas

Tomorrow will be better i guess~
Friday, August 17, 2007