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i walk a lonely road
alone by myself... `
don't know where it goes...
cold and lonely... freezeing what does that mean?

feel kind of sad alone
never have this feeling before in past
is this life?
the hurt...the sadnesscan it be gone?

they have entered my life...my story...
i changed...and true i do changed.....


i am not the past weakling boy u have seen
not anymore...

now more have entered my story...
different character. different characteristic...
lots things for me to learn out there..blue sky
till then i continue move forward...


problems was starting to pour in ...
the only ways is to solve by my ownself...
i need to face the problems
i not going to run as i not alone...


friends are there for you
before the problems was solved. till then i continue move forward...


check my vital signs ;
to know im still alive
and i continue move.....

continue......
i will not stop in track...
i will not......
growing up
the ones that walks beside me too
new life to face...
sometimes i wish someone out there will find me;
`till then i continue to move...

walked out of inmaturity
lifes starting to get more and more fun...
learned how to make funsoutof anythings...
really learnt hw to make a day out of it

I was not alone anymore
not anymore...


time going by
days by days had passed...

grown up
should be independence...
life was completely diff. out there
things was changing...

mindset was changing out there
now i should be brave....

brave enough to make decision myself
brave enough to face the difficulties lies infront...

i was happy to have friends accompany me to this stage
really nice..

the flower bloom
and butterfly dances
the end of my story..
i'm Jeremy...
Saturday, August 04, 2007

Life in poly is so busy or rather stress? Nah i am not sure just only know that projects and exams are all filling up my time slots which i cant do much to avoid them... well at least for now i think i had taken the right choice from the narrow choices of choice after O lvl....no pre-uni for me cos i know i am sure not going to handle it well...so stuck here in poly which most pea does.

I know throughly deep down in my heart that i am still now adapting well to my current life right now....no cca was something which i cannot get use to it....trying to do back community service badly...miss the times i did my community services in tri-touch and the camp, upteen of funs and memories. well anyway like what i had been telling myself.... just do what i think it is right and i am happy thats it!... Angel:"Hey Jeremy don think too much if not you are going lunatic"

Oh yeah noticed something recently or maybe long time ago just din go think about it...now alot of people are like going for eyes candies lol but mostly just really eyes candies....wonder is that the reason that lead to ageing population? hahas donno...lets wait for prof Wong to come out with the result bah =)

Been through alot of thinking on the people i had met and how are they like...well not just met or rather old friends too....some changes, some i cant adapt....reason? People grow up and so does thinking...well who don? Me too!
Had a conversion with my friend on msn saying about how to survive in poly LOL...things we met are totally diff from our normal 4 or 5 years in sec school and our daily life....last time for me was reaching home at 4+ and open computer and start playing like a nerd...now was like a active rat running outside from early morning till late...sometime even miss my house dinner...what can i do? Schoolwork more important yah?

Just some little thoughts from my pea brain...human life... intresting?

Tomorrow will be better i guess~
Saturday, August 04, 2007