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i walk a lonely road
alone by myself... `
don't know where it goes...
cold and lonely... freezeing what does that mean?

feel kind of sad alone
never have this feeling before in past
is this life?
the hurt...the sadnesscan it be gone?

they have entered my life...my story...
i changed...and true i do changed.....


i am not the past weakling boy u have seen
not anymore...

now more have entered my story...
different character. different characteristic...
lots things for me to learn out there..blue sky
till then i continue move forward...


problems was starting to pour in ...
the only ways is to solve by my ownself...
i need to face the problems
i not going to run as i not alone...


friends are there for you
before the problems was solved. till then i continue move forward...


check my vital signs ;
to know im still alive
and i continue move.....

continue......
i will not stop in track...
i will not......
growing up
the ones that walks beside me too
new life to face...
sometimes i wish someone out there will find me;
`till then i continue to move...

walked out of inmaturity
lifes starting to get more and more fun...
learned how to make funsoutof anythings...
really learnt hw to make a day out of it

I was not alone anymore
not anymore...


time going by
days by days had passed...

grown up
should be independence...
life was completely diff. out there
things was changing...

mindset was changing out there
now i should be brave....

brave enough to make decision myself
brave enough to face the difficulties lies infront...

i was happy to have friends accompany me to this stage
really nice..

the flower bloom
and butterfly dances
the end of my story..
i'm Jeremy...
Friday, August 24, 2007

I was totally demoralise by my C-math today....paper just started i already have mental block and alot of qns i just donno how to do... i am very very sad....Honestly...it really bring me down alot alot...
donno what is happening to me...haiyy...qns which i acutally know how to do and i write it wrongly...zzz not careless but purely i forgotten...

Anw my eye-candy was acutally sitting near me at least bring my mood alittle bah...she is somehow more pretty today although she wear like the same as before LOl...

After the exam went to amk for a coolin just for myself as i am really down... then a surver( donno spell correct mah,LOL the one who do survey) called me and wanted to meet me at hougang mall?!?! WTH? I remember i do the survey was something like do i have a saving acc.? then i said no...which basically ended all her survey qns....then she ask me where i study and handphone no. then i acutally miss a 72 bus while trying to answer all her qns...oh yah back to the meeting at hougang mall??! She said what want to tell me about saving?!?! I asked is it bank stuffs, she said no...don tell me she going to tell me how to save my money meh? lmao aiya heck lah...

Oh yah then today came out of mos burger then see my eye-candy lol then meng hua said "you yuan wu fen" same as him LOL and i came to realise one thing that she and "baojuan" or rather Bj is not a clique de? lol confused .. tot they are good sisters...hahas

now near 4 am and i am listening to very jazz song...so emo...i don want to slp so hang and keep typing....always like night life...i just loved night..Its so peaceful and quiet and able to send one into deep thinking...hmm well the feeling is just very good...donno what you all might feel but i truely like night and moons...

Hmm whats more can i write? lol not sure...so sian....talking to jordon just few mins ago and he told me got a new game MU and Maple combine de?? lol wonder if its a good game....waiting for him to send me the link hahas...hao bah hao bah i stop here le if not you all might think i am such a whinner! DANG! hahas...GOOD NITE ALL....I continue to enjoy my night! CYA

Tomorrow will be better i guess~
Friday, August 24, 2007