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i walk a lonely road
alone by myself... `
don't know where it goes...
cold and lonely... freezeing what does that mean?

feel kind of sad alone
never have this feeling before in past
is this life?
the hurt...the sadnesscan it be gone?

they have entered my life...my story...
i changed...and true i do changed.....


i am not the past weakling boy u have seen
not anymore...

now more have entered my story...
different character. different characteristic...
lots things for me to learn out there..blue sky
till then i continue move forward...


problems was starting to pour in ...
the only ways is to solve by my ownself...
i need to face the problems
i not going to run as i not alone...


friends are there for you
before the problems was solved. till then i continue move forward...


check my vital signs ;
to know im still alive
and i continue move.....

continue......
i will not stop in track...
i will not......
growing up
the ones that walks beside me too
new life to face...
sometimes i wish someone out there will find me;
`till then i continue to move...

walked out of inmaturity
lifes starting to get more and more fun...
learned how to make funsoutof anythings...
really learnt hw to make a day out of it

I was not alone anymore
not anymore...


time going by
days by days had passed...

grown up
should be independence...
life was completely diff. out there
things was changing...

mindset was changing out there
now i should be brave....

brave enough to make decision myself
brave enough to face the difficulties lies infront...

i was happy to have friends accompany me to this stage
really nice..

the flower bloom
and butterfly dances
the end of my story..
i'm Jeremy...
Friday, September 28, 2007

Ahhh!! Like what i had said, i had been so freaking busy eversince i started work after my chalet...well hmm went through quite some stuffs during work but well i wont be writing them down as i'm too lazy and some is i happened to forget about it LOl. Whatever the case, i will say bits of part here and there. Hmm been working in tampines isetan like 2 weeks ago...and well its was still ok then until one day weichong swap place with me and i went to robinson centerpoint there...need to dress in full business wear in order to work there and well i am not...so i got nagged by the dam li lian auntie...whatsoever...anw its quite hell...cant be bother to write on...if you happened to work there then well good luck maybe you can adapt to that place. =p hahas

so just one day and i went back to tamp isetan and well after working in the counter inside...i was tranfer outside to the fair to help out..and well quite stress and tiring for me and i need to run to the second floor and keep shifting the goods up and down and only i know the place well like what auntie joyce said...yeh...but just hell too tired...just hope that next week quickly come so that the fair will end and i will stop doing all those stuffs..hmm something i wanna say is that isetan got a promoter who is so chio oh my goodness! hahas

After that next stop will be at metro expo...and next stop will be nyp, back to sch studying! yeah...sometime to rest from work le!

Tomorrow will be better i guess~
Friday, September 28, 2007

Friday, September 14, 2007

Hmm, i just came back from a chalet, of 3d2n but i only stay for the first 2 day as i need to work on the following day, so i do not want to stress myself out. Had quite some fun there and the first day nothing much when i reached i just took out my lappy and start playing...but guess what? The internet there just sucks, keep dcing like in 5 min and i can hardly do anything inside the game...zzz so afterall my lappy was quite useless as it done nothing much lol.

Oh yah then it was also the point where i know our 1st couple of our class le ... lol i am so slow ya? hahas...anw at night we decided to drink to our pleasure as we have 1 bacardi and 3 chivas LOL so many sia ...then we drink and drink... i know when i drink my face will turn red and heart beat fast but i nvr got drunk b4...it was then we go into a game of "Big 2 garden" and the first 2 round i also got 2 shots down and after then we change to blackjack and i drink even more as i am the banker... then that is where the effect came in... just think wanna go out and have a cup noodles but when i reached the hot water dispenser i am already laughing like mad...the next moment is that i know i am out of control and keep laughing...lol i know what i am doing but i just cannot control myself...its was dam funny sia and videos were also taken down while i was in this frenzy mode...hahas but its funny man....after that followed by another one of my friend also drunk and he tried to take off his pants in front of everyone LOL and he wanna walk straight line and rush out of the chalet a few times just to find me as i was on the way to the beach to cool myself down lol donno for what reasons but he just keep running out of the chalet but kanna dragged back hahas...and he also puked a few times...and the poor girls need to go clean up ... as for me i acutally wanna to vomit alot but i tell myself not to as i hate the feeling of vomit..so at the time i was acutally quite sober already...then after walking to the red house and come back i am mostly sober and most of them are soundly asleep in the room..for some of us, we just hang ard and talk cok lol till dawn break then we go slp...and i only catch a few wink then go sleep on the floor as usual for almost all chalet LOL

Next day is just normal go arcade and play pool and then start bbq already...after bbq watch tv awhile then one of my friend's friend come and shun lu gib us a ride back home...so nice of him...if not need to waste bus fare again..

so guess thats all le back ... only know i got drunk like shit out...lol i remember my friend once told me that when she is drunk she also laugh like mad for no reason and to my horror i am acutally quite same effect as her in drunken state...omg..lol but its was my 1st time getting drunk and did also of funny stuffs...hahas if anyone of you want can just take a look at the videos in my hp of how drunk i am lol.

Well guess that i am going into gw soon and tmr starting work at 2pm at ps...aiya need to wear leather shoes and wear black pants...so ma fan zzz and somemore the leather shoes is hurting alot...zz donno how am i going to stand long tmr...hope i am do it bah hahas...good luck! lol

Tomorrow will be better i guess~
Friday, September 14, 2007

Tuesday, September 11, 2007

Woah...i finally have time to blog and now its already morning near 5am...lol why i wake up so early? Reason is because i slept too early and skip my dotaing because i was too tired...then just now wake up to saw 2 miss call from ah lun..hahas must be calling me to play dota cos i on my msn and guildwar then go slp LMAO then he tot i was active...

Ok here hmm what happened to me during my 1st week after the holiday...hmm last monday went for interview for Intero and i was recurited and well i sld say Alvin was a friendy person and he showed me how to do hourly sales...start work on wednesday, reach at 2pm which auntie joyce called me to come and work till 10pm, it was rather slack and just entertain costomers and cut the the sale of other company other then sintex lol mostly i cut one was Firven LmAo so easy to cut sia! Just few words and they put their products back and took ours...hahas then hourly time ! oh yah for those who donno what is hourly special: Its a 1hr time where you are able to lower down the price of your products and start shouting with an hourly board like "Ahh!! ALL THE OFFER' and so on alot hahas. Acutally they told me to just help paste the price tag and the rest will do the shouting but slowly after a few day i also went into shouting lmao..i was in charge of pillow and well our hourly normally laste 30 min and its dead hahas donno why...

All this are ok till the last day of expo, woah hardcore man..1st time in history..our hourly start at 7-8 thats all i know but i nvr know that all 5 huge brand go onto hourly for the last two hours meaning 8 till 10 OMG and we acutally shout for whole 3 hours till my lip tear from the lack of water lol...so firece sia like wet market hahas...

Today or i sld say ytd morning, went back to expo to return the goods till 1+ and it was rather slack then why packing halfway Alvin called me....wahh call me to go down ps to help Nick and auntie joyce but because my attire cannot make it so alvin call me not to go down le lol...heng arh!! I got program like leh...lol

After the returning of good i went to sim lim sq with ping to buy guildwar faction! Bought it tgt with preoder set and come with extra weapons! woot so nice...after that went back home slack play awhile then slp hahas..

Stopping here le!

Tomorrow will be better i guess~
Tuesday, September 11, 2007

Tuesday, September 04, 2007

Yeah like what my title said...so many things to blog for last week. Well lemme start with last friday which was Teacher's day YEAH its feel so good to go back to my secondary and meet my beloved "cher" lol hmm go there watch abit of performence and then talk tok with cher and well...just plain craps with them and catch up with their life. Took a group photo lol and its so nice!

Then after the celebration in our secondary sch. we went to go ard vivo to shop and slack then ...eat....this eat arh....dinner time..... we went to marche and it almost cause to a heart attack arh! I only ordered a few stuffs and guess how much i paid? My friends paid around 16-31 dollars...and guess what ? That was the 1st time i paid so much for my meal! $50.60! dammit i was thinking i got 50 dollar leftover still can lend feng wei but neither did i expect to paid more and had to lend 0.60 cent from nah...so throw face sia...sian somemore the foods there in terms of quantity or quality is not even worth my 50.60 loh... zzz
Aiya don talk about it liao lah...made my blood boiled. Anw after that we decided to go gab house to drink till we mad LOL, all drunk..
Left gab house at 1+ with all shag faces LOL,
then next morning 7.30 need to gib Samantha morning call and then i call her halfsleep and msg her but both no reply....then indeed she overslept as we were going for liang zhi birthday at sentosa...lol
This time at sentosa, we decided to pit at siloso beach and wow result is diff from palawan beach wor! so many "vege" LOL nose almost bleed till siao hahas then even got a couple do some stuffs in public which is hahas cannot see on M18 only... oh yah then got sunburn again >_<

Then hor i donno what happened to blogger..*sigh* i wanted to upload alot of pictures of our photos and how we get drunk but donno why when i upload my tagbox all this went missing...sian...lol nvm till next time bah!

Tomorrow will be better i guess~
Tuesday, September 04, 2007