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i walk a lonely road
alone by myself... `
don't know where it goes...
cold and lonely... freezeing what does that mean?

feel kind of sad alone
never have this feeling before in past
is this life?
the hurt...the sadnesscan it be gone?

they have entered my life...my story...
i changed...and true i do changed.....


i am not the past weakling boy u have seen
not anymore...

now more have entered my story...
different character. different characteristic...
lots things for me to learn out there..blue sky
till then i continue move forward...


problems was starting to pour in ...
the only ways is to solve by my ownself...
i need to face the problems
i not going to run as i not alone...


friends are there for you
before the problems was solved. till then i continue move forward...


check my vital signs ;
to know im still alive
and i continue move.....

continue......
i will not stop in track...
i will not......
growing up
the ones that walks beside me too
new life to face...
sometimes i wish someone out there will find me;
`till then i continue to move...

walked out of inmaturity
lifes starting to get more and more fun...
learned how to make funsoutof anythings...
really learnt hw to make a day out of it

I was not alone anymore
not anymore...


time going by
days by days had passed...

grown up
should be independence...
life was completely diff. out there
things was changing...

mindset was changing out there
now i should be brave....

brave enough to make decision myself
brave enough to face the difficulties lies infront...

i was happy to have friends accompany me to this stage
really nice..

the flower bloom
and butterfly dances
the end of my story..
i'm Jeremy...
Wednesday, October 31, 2007

Yo! Miss me badly?!?! Hahas! I had not blog for sometime already >_< ... well i cant say that i am really busy but just don have the right mood to blog lol...

Ok, let me start it off by writing what happened today. Went out to do my personal shopping but since adeline and liting also going out so i might as well join them. Went to bugis and have our lunch 1st at a place i think which is under "Jack's place" and the foods there is so so but the soup is really good i have to say...hahas but the waiter take it away when i had not finish it...after that went to bugis street but i think the gals call it bugis village...hahas donno why...
went in there look look see see and only bought watches..lol you got it! Its watches hahas...me bought one watch at 10 dollars and liting also bought one...look good but donno can tahan use anot...lol, acutally i saw a bag quite nice...but from ink...but since i like it i might as well buy it...there is a chinese saying "shi ke sha guo, bu ke chou guo" meaning just buy it rather then miss it or regret it or whatever lol. Budden the bag was bought after that, before that we went to 77th street and i saw one coat, which is quite nice but quite costly...49...but like what i said since i am out i might as well buy it then regret it...*shopping spree******
hahas but i bought it at 43 thanks to liting member card and she also bought one dress i think..sld call it a dress bah...anw then rush back to buy my bag...
So afterall its quite a fruitful day for me bah...as long as i din think my money goes to waste..hehes

After the shopping went home bath and watck jap hana kimi...cont as usual from last sat as i was so hook on it! LOl but i must say its really a good show with laughter and tears.. two thumbs up! =) must go watch!
Oh yah btw things had gotten bad for me...whenever i saw people cry i wanna cry too...dammit i watch people on show crying and i also started to cry...my oh my...Jeremy you are getting weaker and softer...I still remember i cry like shit during a movie show on a dag which is a korea show forgot what is the name but i cry like shit and chair i even shaking when i try to hold back...*sweat*

So let me blog some days back even futher...work in OG albert last sun with auntie joyce,susie,ai li and nick..well its like hourly all the afternoon and morning hardly get any rest...but heaven see us so tired and it start to rain hahas...i guess good for me but bad for the others as rain = sales drop but can slack cos no people! hahas...cos just no mood to work lah that day...

I still remember when i was working at isetan tampines and i start itching all over...which doctor and others said its "feng mo" in chinese and i acutally drag for 2 mths like that before i go and see a doctor...early stage only a few part itchy but slowly even my arms and head skin start to itch so i went to see a doctor and expect to let he gib me a jab but he said too late and might not cure...i goes like wtf? lol then he gib me pills and the next day i feel so much better le! No more itching!! yeah!! So nice...

Alright gotten stop here as i going to eat finish my choco and dota soon..tmr school practical alot and well fri math quiz...hope i at least can pass it bah...ok cya all night!

Tomorrow will be better i guess~
Wednesday, October 31, 2007

Wednesday, October 17, 2007

Back to blog again! acutally been rather lazy to blog recently...hahas

Well nothing much happened eversince school starts...same...rush to sch, slp in lecture, stare into blank during tutorial and surf net for nothing during lab. Hahas but Arzhar was right, how come somehow..there are new faces in school when it is only sem2? lol maybe because some change their outlook or style thats why...
As for timetable...i would say it is still ok for me as it is somehow same as sem1...monday and tuesday is the most hectic whereas the rest of the day like wed and so on is acutally more to a relax time in school...

Miss the hotdogs bun in hotshot cafe! >_< went to eat on tuesday even though i am as full as vomiting but it still taste good! Hahas...hotdog craze!

But hey week 1, projects and assignments already start flowing in...hard life man...but well guess i can only play lesser games then.

Talking about games..been hooked on gw recently lol...but too bad, too few sgrean play it here...haiy...

oh yah a grp of my friends just came back from tioman! How much i wanna join them but just could not...wonder if the marine life miss me eversince march...hahas...i bet i miss them more then they do!

Went ard alot of place to look for ai otsuka new album "Love piece" but just could not find it sad...

well i am stopping it here...write on more next time.

Tomorrow will be better i guess~
Wednesday, October 17, 2007

Tuesday, October 09, 2007

Just ended something wild at aranda chalet and well i will not write on of what happened during that 3d2n stay but i must really THANKS all those who attended and most of all my dear family who make it possible for me to enjoy it to the fullest!

Well friends, i loved all the presents that you all gave to me and i promise to keep and use them well and one more thing which i am happy about is that at least everyone is happy being there too as i am someone who hate be a bad host and well beside the activites that sux during daytime other then that i guess they sld be having alot of fun at night be it drinking and bashing and smashing me with cakes LOL.

And once again Thanks all of you who make it happened, may my wishes and you wishes will all come true! Good night!

Tomorrow will be better i guess~
Tuesday, October 09, 2007

Friday, October 05, 2007

After a hot and bloody battle at tampines mall for ard 2 weeks, i finally getting some rest and entertainment for myself...just one word for that fair...and its tough.

Well don really have the mood to sad on le...mood had been sort of down and i think my brain and my mind set is going through some modify process and so much things rushes through my pea brain and i just seem to not understand some parts of it and worst of all i am acutally hack careing it and just do what i realy wanna do...i know it sound confusing but right now i am like trying to sort out my brain and tell it to do the right way...haiy...

I just donno how to put minds into words but i hope its getting better...

Tomorrow will be better i guess~
Friday, October 05, 2007