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i walk a lonely road
alone by myself... `
don't know where it goes...
cold and lonely... freezeing what does that mean?

feel kind of sad alone
never have this feeling before in past
is this life?
the hurt...the sadnesscan it be gone?

they have entered my life...my story...
i changed...and true i do changed.....


i am not the past weakling boy u have seen
not anymore...

now more have entered my story...
different character. different characteristic...
lots things for me to learn out there..blue sky
till then i continue move forward...


problems was starting to pour in ...
the only ways is to solve by my ownself...
i need to face the problems
i not going to run as i not alone...


friends are there for you
before the problems was solved. till then i continue move forward...


check my vital signs ;
to know im still alive
and i continue move.....

continue......
i will not stop in track...
i will not......
growing up
the ones that walks beside me too
new life to face...
sometimes i wish someone out there will find me;
`till then i continue to move...

walked out of inmaturity
lifes starting to get more and more fun...
learned how to make funsoutof anythings...
really learnt hw to make a day out of it

I was not alone anymore
not anymore...


time going by
days by days had passed...

grown up
should be independence...
life was completely diff. out there
things was changing...

mindset was changing out there
now i should be brave....

brave enough to make decision myself
brave enough to face the difficulties lies infront...

i was happy to have friends accompany me to this stage
really nice..

the flower bloom
and butterfly dances
the end of my story..
i'm Jeremy...
Wednesday, October 31, 2007

Yo! Miss me badly?!?! Hahas! I had not blog for sometime already >_< ... well i cant say that i am really busy but just don have the right mood to blog lol...

Ok, let me start it off by writing what happened today. Went out to do my personal shopping but since adeline and liting also going out so i might as well join them. Went to bugis and have our lunch 1st at a place i think which is under "Jack's place" and the foods there is so so but the soup is really good i have to say...hahas but the waiter take it away when i had not finish it...after that went to bugis street but i think the gals call it bugis village...hahas donno why...
went in there look look see see and only bought watches..lol you got it! Its watches hahas...me bought one watch at 10 dollars and liting also bought one...look good but donno can tahan use anot...lol, acutally i saw a bag quite nice...but from ink...but since i like it i might as well buy it...there is a chinese saying "shi ke sha guo, bu ke chou guo" meaning just buy it rather then miss it or regret it or whatever lol. Budden the bag was bought after that, before that we went to 77th street and i saw one coat, which is quite nice but quite costly...49...but like what i said since i am out i might as well buy it then regret it...*shopping spree******
hahas but i bought it at 43 thanks to liting member card and she also bought one dress i think..sld call it a dress bah...anw then rush back to buy my bag...
So afterall its quite a fruitful day for me bah...as long as i din think my money goes to waste..hehes

After the shopping went home bath and watck jap hana kimi...cont as usual from last sat as i was so hook on it! LOl but i must say its really a good show with laughter and tears.. two thumbs up! =) must go watch!
Oh yah btw things had gotten bad for me...whenever i saw people cry i wanna cry too...dammit i watch people on show crying and i also started to cry...my oh my...Jeremy you are getting weaker and softer...I still remember i cry like shit during a movie show on a dag which is a korea show forgot what is the name but i cry like shit and chair i even shaking when i try to hold back...*sweat*

So let me blog some days back even futher...work in OG albert last sun with auntie joyce,susie,ai li and nick..well its like hourly all the afternoon and morning hardly get any rest...but heaven see us so tired and it start to rain hahas...i guess good for me but bad for the others as rain = sales drop but can slack cos no people! hahas...cos just no mood to work lah that day...

I still remember when i was working at isetan tampines and i start itching all over...which doctor and others said its "feng mo" in chinese and i acutally drag for 2 mths like that before i go and see a doctor...early stage only a few part itchy but slowly even my arms and head skin start to itch so i went to see a doctor and expect to let he gib me a jab but he said too late and might not cure...i goes like wtf? lol then he gib me pills and the next day i feel so much better le! No more itching!! yeah!! So nice...

Alright gotten stop here as i going to eat finish my choco and dota soon..tmr school practical alot and well fri math quiz...hope i at least can pass it bah...ok cya all night!

Tomorrow will be better i guess~
Wednesday, October 31, 2007