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i walk a lonely road
alone by myself... `
don't know where it goes...
cold and lonely... freezeing what does that mean?

feel kind of sad alone
never have this feeling before in past
is this life?
the hurt...the sadnesscan it be gone?

they have entered my life...my story...
i changed...and true i do changed.....


i am not the past weakling boy u have seen
not anymore...

now more have entered my story...
different character. different characteristic...
lots things for me to learn out there..blue sky
till then i continue move forward...


problems was starting to pour in ...
the only ways is to solve by my ownself...
i need to face the problems
i not going to run as i not alone...


friends are there for you
before the problems was solved. till then i continue move forward...


check my vital signs ;
to know im still alive
and i continue move.....

continue......
i will not stop in track...
i will not......
growing up
the ones that walks beside me too
new life to face...
sometimes i wish someone out there will find me;
`till then i continue to move...

walked out of inmaturity
lifes starting to get more and more fun...
learned how to make funsoutof anythings...
really learnt hw to make a day out of it

I was not alone anymore
not anymore...


time going by
days by days had passed...

grown up
should be independence...
life was completely diff. out there
things was changing...

mindset was changing out there
now i should be brave....

brave enough to make decision myself
brave enough to face the difficulties lies infront...

i was happy to have friends accompany me to this stage
really nice..

the flower bloom
and butterfly dances
the end of my story..
i'm Jeremy...
Thursday, November 15, 2007

Ahhh~ boring week, basically a week for me to rot then resting just too much rest i suppose. Its a boring night tonight thats why i came here to blog, friday going down to see a doctor with my aunt and that doctor is neuro doctor but i guess he would not be any small to me or my body not even the tiny hope he can get me and that is what i am thinking. Not that they are useless but i guess that they just unable to diagnose what is going on with my muscle or nerve. Anw hope i got time to make it down to nsscc just in time for the briefing.



Few days back was at feng wei house playing till ard 12 near 1 and walk to plaza with ping and his brother, bought mac back home as my stomach is protesting. So after that both of them took a cab home and i walked from plaza back. Haven been walking on the street so late yet so quiet for a long time, the sky is filled with stars and i do really mean filled with stars, its a really plesant night. Then walked across the road and reached nvss school fence and it does bring back alot of memories, i still remember that before O's i am so reluctant to leave and what if i am unable to leave and what will be the rest of us? The tables that we used to sit and talk craps and study, the basketball court we use to play, the night class we been..so on and so on. Well times does seen to really fly, its been 1 years since that thinking and its like just happened yesterday.
ahh so peaceful the night that i walked through bring back so many memories, no cars voomming and all people are asleep.



Not to miss out something, hui hui from ecss or rather my secondary sch cca organisation ask whether i can help them out for flag day in nvss anot but think about it i do really hope i can help them out too as it had been a long time since i help them out and looking back at my schedule i cant as i will be going to genting on dec 15 which is the same day as the flag day, so hmm if anyone is intrested in helping me please let me know as i need alot of people and CIP will be given despite what sch you are in as it will be clock into it. Thanks

Tomorrow will be better i guess~
Thursday, November 15, 2007