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i walk a lonely road
alone by myself... `
don't know where it goes...
cold and lonely... freezeing what does that mean?

feel kind of sad alone
never have this feeling before in past
is this life?
the hurt...the sadnesscan it be gone?

they have entered my life...my story...
i changed...and true i do changed.....


i am not the past weakling boy u have seen
not anymore...

now more have entered my story...
different character. different characteristic...
lots things for me to learn out there..blue sky
till then i continue move forward...


problems was starting to pour in ...
the only ways is to solve by my ownself...
i need to face the problems
i not going to run as i not alone...


friends are there for you
before the problems was solved. till then i continue move forward...


check my vital signs ;
to know im still alive
and i continue move.....

continue......
i will not stop in track...
i will not......
growing up
the ones that walks beside me too
new life to face...
sometimes i wish someone out there will find me;
`till then i continue to move...

walked out of inmaturity
lifes starting to get more and more fun...
learned how to make funsoutof anythings...
really learnt hw to make a day out of it

I was not alone anymore
not anymore...


time going by
days by days had passed...

grown up
should be independence...
life was completely diff. out there
things was changing...

mindset was changing out there
now i should be brave....

brave enough to make decision myself
brave enough to face the difficulties lies infront...

i was happy to have friends accompany me to this stage
really nice..

the flower bloom
and butterfly dances
the end of my story..
i'm Jeremy...
Sunday, November 04, 2007

Finally finished the 1 litre of tears ytd... deeply sad and leave a impact in my mind, donno how to discribe how sad it is but must go and watch then will know...the impression of how she fight with the illness for 10 years and how she lost everything till the day she is gone...after watching it also cos me to go into a depression also le...haiy...cant slp at night...lol abit kua zhange but sort of.

Anything for those who hab not watch it, might wanna go watch it worth your time showing how brittle life was.

Anyway..last night went to MOS aka ministry of sound...well...alot of us might think there wahh age 18 must go clubbing...but den nothing leh there lol .. normal lah i have to say...the whole place quite big, dark, music very loud and almost cannot see anyone...thought wear shuai shuai can go there see gals but haiy...bad very bad...too dark only see shadows..the music is very very loud and well of cos will get abit high lah due to the loudness...but weichong don like it as it cause him to be fan and dulan...there i can only say is for people who love dancing and drinking loh... oh yah entrance fee was 18 for us at its happy hours from what my sis told me and well for chu and wei chong they enter late so they paid 28...and also they things inside is just exp...expected but din expect to be that much..for example i ordered a coke...a cup not a can....$10...STUN! LOL too exp le lah..then inside only drink volka lime, coke and heineken loh...left the place quite early and some of them still stay inside to dance...went back home head abit pain maybe cause of alcohol...but nice slp...well thats all bah later going to marina south for dinner with them to have birthday celebration. cya guys!

Tomorrow will be better i guess~
Sunday, November 04, 2007