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i walk a lonely road
alone by myself... `
don't know where it goes...
cold and lonely... freezeing what does that mean?

feel kind of sad alone
never have this feeling before in past
is this life?
the hurt...the sadnesscan it be gone?

they have entered my life...my story...
i changed...and true i do changed.....


i am not the past weakling boy u have seen
not anymore...

now more have entered my story...
different character. different characteristic...
lots things for me to learn out there..blue sky
till then i continue move forward...


problems was starting to pour in ...
the only ways is to solve by my ownself...
i need to face the problems
i not going to run as i not alone...


friends are there for you
before the problems was solved. till then i continue move forward...


check my vital signs ;
to know im still alive
and i continue move.....

continue......
i will not stop in track...
i will not......
growing up
the ones that walks beside me too
new life to face...
sometimes i wish someone out there will find me;
`till then i continue to move...

walked out of inmaturity
lifes starting to get more and more fun...
learned how to make funsoutof anythings...
really learnt hw to make a day out of it

I was not alone anymore
not anymore...


time going by
days by days had passed...

grown up
should be independence...
life was completely diff. out there
things was changing...

mindset was changing out there
now i should be brave....

brave enough to make decision myself
brave enough to face the difficulties lies infront...

i was happy to have friends accompany me to this stage
really nice..

the flower bloom
and butterfly dances
the end of my story..
i'm Jeremy...
Wednesday, April 23, 2008

Been 1 month or 2 months eversince i had blog, reasons behind is because i had been in a real busy mode and had not been having enough time for myself. Readers out there i am so sorry if you ever drop pass once in a time >_>

Let me do a summary of what had happened over the pass few months and i will cut it short down with a few pictures ya?

Around near head of march went to see the BWL celebration and was invited to the vip seat as lun tixs was acutally a vip seat and yeah so we were lucky and Lin Jun Jie was there to do the climate of the show and indeed we seen him real close and he is really a good singer and dancer! For those we been to lun blog may had already seen it so i am gotta post just a few pictures.

After this event if i din recalled wrongly will be our chalet with nyp-mates and yeah the chalet is real nice just that the public transports is not available as it is located inside the changi near the changi camp but over the chalet its nice and its by safra club de. Because i signed up for camp eagle so i only stay like 2 days and the second day is mostly in school till night then i went back for bbq and we invited ongtk there and had a great fun there, toward the night ongtk send me and cynthia back. Oh yah and we also celebrated Cynthia birthday there and it was cool! Guess what? We use rekindle candle and she had a hard time blowing it hahas!


On the way to palau ubin to have dinner!

After this chalet is another chalet lol which is our sec 5na chalet! We met a person who say our bonding sux and the chalet is expensive blah blah and so on and that person said that he/she will go to the chalet also but i bet that person din and i should say he/she is a childish person. Anw i stay for the 1st night and went back in the morning to rest and came back later on the second day on the 1st day had a lot of fun while in the pasir ris park and taking photos and videos of us acting lol but i don have any photos atm which cannot be shown.

so acutally during the time for the 5na chalet the panning for "Freshman orientation" already started and the most tiring thing is that we need to return 5 days week and this drag on till 8 of april from mid march i guess? kind of forgotten and because i was in the proposal team and really the fact is that it is boring! lol and i nearly give it up till i join the logistics team and things started to get better as there are much more stuffs to do and ore stuffs to learn. As i din go for this FMO planning i was unable to work and in the end i am not in poverty! lol but whatever the case the OGLs are great and friendy and easy to hang around and i had been nicknamed as "John" by Thomas and Jieying keep calling it!! hahas but i dont really mind it and i really get to know alot more people. So we work till the day of FMO and its really is great i just love DIT0802 as they are able to bond in the end and i must really thank my fellow OGLs(Wing, Joon hoe, xin yi) as i was unable to help them out most of the time as i m in the logistic team and need to move alot of stuffs around. and we took a group photos as well! want to show the pictures but blogger having errors zz nvm will post it up next time hopefully.

During the planning of FMO i also went to m'sia with zhao lun, hanwen, wei chong, weiqi, daphne, gerald and Micheal! we really really had a great fun there and to know what we did there? Go to zhaolun blog to read bah hahas or rather James as he compiled everything up already and summaries it hehes.

So it was all the way till today which is the week two of sch reopening and my project group team change and having much diff from the last two sememster and well indeed i am trying to pick up this skill this is "Able to work with anyone and everyone" this skill will be useful everywhere and it is really true. Also i seen human ugliness, selfishness etc i know this is how life work but just too ugly.

Also last week went to the OGLs chalet and i went there on the second day, rented a bike overnight and went to the pasir park to cycle and also play "Police And Thief" with two childrens and they are funny but pity we only played 3 rounds and luckly it was only 3 rounds lol cuz alot of us could not run anymore! lol we must admit we are old! hahas and those who know the spiderweb in the playground i am able to climb up near to the top le! lol cuz i am someone is who afraid of height and the girls are so daring then me. I'm afraid of height and Janice is afraid of the dark! During that night donno what happened the light at the playground went off suddenly and she was so scare >_<

yupps i guess i had put down mostly of what i had done and some parts i left it out too. My BTT coming soon so need to study le! My brother changing car to honda civil and he urge my to faster get my licence which is something i wish to do so too <_<

Alright thats all folks more detail i will update next time HOPEFULLY lol but i am more free nowadays hehe.


Tomorrow will be better i guess~
Wednesday, April 23, 2008