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i walk a lonely road
alone by myself... `
don't know where it goes...
cold and lonely... freezeing what does that mean?

feel kind of sad alone
never have this feeling before in past
is this life?
the hurt...the sadnesscan it be gone?

they have entered my life...my story...
i changed...and true i do changed.....


i am not the past weakling boy u have seen
not anymore...

now more have entered my story...
different character. different characteristic...
lots things for me to learn out there..blue sky
till then i continue move forward...


problems was starting to pour in ...
the only ways is to solve by my ownself...
i need to face the problems
i not going to run as i not alone...


friends are there for you
before the problems was solved. till then i continue move forward...


check my vital signs ;
to know im still alive
and i continue move.....

continue......
i will not stop in track...
i will not......
growing up
the ones that walks beside me too
new life to face...
sometimes i wish someone out there will find me;
`till then i continue to move...

walked out of inmaturity
lifes starting to get more and more fun...
learned how to make funsoutof anythings...
really learnt hw to make a day out of it

I was not alone anymore
not anymore...


time going by
days by days had passed...

grown up
should be independence...
life was completely diff. out there
things was changing...

mindset was changing out there
now i should be brave....

brave enough to make decision myself
brave enough to face the difficulties lies infront...

i was happy to have friends accompany me to this stage
really nice..

the flower bloom
and butterfly dances
the end of my story..
i'm Jeremy...
Friday, May 16, 2008

Well so many weeks had passed and now is already the week 5 of my year2 sem1. A wow is all i can get to say the damage gap of works is so much different from last year, projects and work keep flowing in and codings codings and more codings keep coming and my brain just need to be in time to absorb all of this.

Let me go to SIT Club a little, i acutally sort of leave the big family and it is not because i dont like the family but just that the commitments is rather great for me as i have alot of stuffs outside which i haven acutally settle down. I was part of the "Voice Out' Sound's ic but eventually i left and i feel so bad because JJ will have to find another person to replace me and i feel so bad. So after much days had gone Matthew and Shirlyn came and ask me to be ursher and i promise them. Well same as usual need to go back 4 days for practice and it is also around 7 hours like that >_< but still made my promise and i will try to make it.

So what actually happened during this 5 weeks after sch reopen? Me and my family got into some arguments but after it i somehow think and sense that our family ties got stronger.

Anyway, this semester i dont really have the heart to start my engine off and did not really study for my quizzes and opps they got me! I can only say not too bad still can pass lol but DSTR lecturer called me back for remedial, no worries that is just for 1 lesson and i will try to pick up from there "Hopefully".
To be the fact i am acutally quite sad when i knew that i have to attend the lesson and it makes me feel i am weaker but at the same time i know it is rather good as it will be able to cover up my loop holes.

C++ language is also getting deeper and still trying to play around with it but projects are really filling me up to the brim arhgs stress arh!!
Hey! but not too bad i pass my Basic theory test for car! hahas and i was acutally quite happy and now moving on to FTT and practical lesson and finally hoping to finish it and get a car licence by August although i will be very very very busy if i really want to rush everything out in just a mere 3 months.

To end it off i wanna say a Happy Birthday, be it late or early, to Daphne, Chu xiang and Jun ping! Well cuz simply we rox off! =)

Tomorrow will be better i guess~
Friday, May 16, 2008